Hurry up, daughter-in-law, come to the bowl

Chapter 142 The Prince and Saint Daughter, A Natural Couple 17
"In my life, I have failed my parents' expectations of me, my youth, and my father's love. Other than that, nothing else seems to matter."

The queen muttered to herself, Qi Xuan looked at his mother and didn't speak for a long time because he didn't know what to say.

There will be such a result that no one can control, how can emotional matters be controlled.

Of all things in the world, only the human heart is unfathomable.

If he could control people's hearts, his father would not like Concubine Hua, and his mother would not have the queen's position without father's love.

If he could control people's hearts, the Second Emperor would not fall in love with the Holy Maiden in just a few days, and the Holy Maiden would not secretly agree with the Second Emperor.

Therefore, he can pamper several people in his life, or he can pamper one person for a lifetime, but he will not fall in love with anyone.

Love can make people have armor, but it can also make people suddenly have weaknesses, and an emperor should not have weaknesses, at least not because of his personal feelings.

"The queen mother is a model in the harem, and the ministers of the previous dynasty also praised the queen mother. The queen mother is an excellent harem master. Even the emperor father can't fault it."

Qi Xuan comforted him.

Although they were words to comfort the queen, they were the truth.

"That's right, I just felt a little sentimental when I heard what Qi Ye said today, but now that my son is so considerate of my mother, my mother also wants to understand, and won't be sad in the future."

Qi Xuan raised his eyebrows, "Why is the mother feeling sad? Is it true that the son-in-law will find a daughter-in-law for the mother, so that the mother will not feel sad?"

The queen was amused by Qi Xuan's words, shook her head, and said: "My son, don't worry, the queen mother will not force you, but you will definitely marry the prince and concubine in the end. The queen mother hopes that you will make preparations early and choose one you like. of."

"Mother, what I know, is that I really don't have any girls I like, and it's all up to the mother."

"I will definitely make the decision for you, but if you choose it yourself, it must be your favorite."

"The queen mother is a model among noble girls. The queen mother's vision is naturally good, and she will listen to the queen mother."

Qi Xuan is really not interested in finding a wife for himself. Instead of finding someone who doesn't know anything, it's better to find someone the queen mother likes, so that in the future they can often go to the palace to accompany the queen mother, and the two of them will not be bored.

The queen looked at Qi Xuan for several times, and finally decided that he was really not interested in finding a concubine for her, so she gave up.

Since he doesn't want to look for it himself, let her come. He can't stay married forever. The second prince who is younger than him is about to get married. He, the emperor brother, can't have no one around him all the time.

"In that case, Queen Mother, I'll go first."

"Well, go ahead, if you have a girl you like, just tell your queen mother, she will find a way."

"I see, queen mother."

After Qi Xuan went out, he stood outside the Queen's Palace for a long time, looking in the direction of the entrance of the palace, and sighed.

He actually understood a lot of things, but he just didn't know how to say them.

Those words of the second emperor's younger brother today can be said to be very common and not a big deal in ordinary people, but in the Tian family, it is treasonous to say it, but the second emperor's younger brother not only dares to say it, but also dares to let others know.

And the reason why he dared to do this was not because he had no brains, but because he had the guts.

As for courage, besides Concubine Hua Gui, the father is the biggest giver behind the scenes.

It is said that the father, the father, is both the father and the emperor, but in front of their sons, he is the emperor first, and then the father.

But to Qi Ye, he was a father first, and then an emperor.

It would be a lie to say that he is not envious, but he has been used to it for too long.

He is already an adult, some feelings should not be shown, he has to be a quiet person.

Because there are some things that cannot be envied, and all he can do is accept them, because there is no other way but to accept them.

After a long time, Qi Xuan turned around and left. Although he lost his father's love, what he got was something that many people couldn't get. People have to learn to be satisfied, don't they?

After Qi Xuan left, a person walked out from the corner and walked towards the queen's palace.

"What's the matter, is Xuan'er gone?"

"Your Majesty, His Royal Highness has already left."

The queen looked at Qing Heng in front of her, nodded her head, and stopped talking.

Qing Heng looked at the silent queen, his mouth moved, but in the end he said nothing.

It turned out that long before Qi Xuan left, the queen had already guessed that Qi Xuan knew everything in his heart, but she was afraid that she would be worried, so she didn't say anything, and even comforted her.

It's just that he is her son, how could she not understand him, and how could she not feel sorry for him after knowing what he was thinking.

It's just that no matter how much she loves him, all she can do is pretend that she doesn't know anything, because it's useless to speak out, it's just to uncover his scars and make him hurt again.

As a mother, she failed to give him complete paternal love, and even a childhood that she could not give her. She is actually a failed mother.

"Qing Heng, do you think I am a failed mother? Does Xuan'er envy that child Qi Ye?"

"This……"

Qing Heng didn't know how to respond, because even if it was her, she would envy His Highness the Second Prince, let alone His Highness the First Prince.

It's obviously the same identity, and it's also my own identity, but why the ones I get are different.

It's just that Qing Heng couldn't say these words in front of the queen.

Originally, the queen felt that she owed His Royal Highness the First Prince, if she said these words again, wouldn't the queen be even more sad.

It's just that even if Qing Heng didn't speak, the queen knew it in her heart.

That's right, how could you not be envious, let me ask you, who among the aristocratic sons in the capital does not envy that child Qi Ye.

Although it is the emperor's family, the relationship between him and the emperor is more like an ordinary father and son. Many times, the queen feels that the relationship between them is more like an ordinary father and son.

The emperor is just an ordinary father, and Qi Ye is just an ordinary son.

"So, even if that kid Qi Ye didn't fall in love with the saint, the emperor wouldn't pass on the throne to him."

Because he became the emperor himself, and he understood the hard work involved, how could he be willing to let his beloved son bear the hard work.

Because of some messy reasons, he married a woman he didn't like, and he couldn't give the woman he liked a title. He knew best what kind of suffering he was experiencing in his heart, and how he was willing to let his beloved son experience it once. Woolen cloth.

So her son has to bear all these, which can be regarded as compensation for him.

Being in his position, managing his government, and being an emperor are all incidental to the hard work, because the highest glory is not only to enjoy solitude, but also to worry about it.

(End of this chapter)