I was raised by the villain

Chapter 642 Holy Hua Wu Ji (28)

Jun Che looked into her eyes quietly: "So, what are you trying to tell me when you come back here?"

"You have memories of all of them except his, don't you?"

Jun Che nodded.

"That's right, every time I fall asleep, I will meet a different you. But among those memories, I am the only one who never met the real you."

Xue Si slowly leaned against the bed.

She said softly: "Actually, I don't know why I met you in the dream, but I still know one thing, that is, the you now is still different from the you when I met you back then."

Jun Che smiled: "What is different? We all have the same appearance and the same memory, and it is very likely that he does not have this memory of mine."

Xue Si frowned.

"Of course, when I met the real you, he turned off his memory data and came to love me."

"No matter how perfect you are, it's just a part of his memory data. You are only responsible for carrying the memories between us and making this world exist reasonably."

Jun Che: "So, you have already made a choice, right?"

Xuesi watched him quietly for a while.

"I really like you very much. Although you were so incomprehensible and always misunderstood me at the beginning, you are indeed the type I like, because in your heart, there is only me, whether it is you or others You in the world."

"I really thought at the time, if I love someone, I have to give all the love regardless of the consequences and costs, then the person I love must give the same love as me, because only in this way, I will not will be hurt."

Xuesi smiled, showing her white teeth: "You really meet my requirements. But unfortunately, you are not him, but of course, I don't know who I have to have one day."

"I also thought that I would give up on him and choose you. Because you represent everything we have ever had, all the fetters we have."

"but."

Xue Si said to Jun Che very sincerely: "I found out that what I love is not just him at a certain time, nor is it a person who only loves me."

"I love him just because he is him, that's all."

Love is such a thing that no one can touch it.

Naturally, it was impossible for her to explain this strange emotional resonance.

Therefore, she will not choose him in the past for the sake of those memories and the past.

She needs to face up to the present.

Face up to the real him, the indifferent lord of Hart Star, the master of the lofty Grilan Tower.

She has to learn to accept everything about him.

When Xuesi used to play strategy games, her sole purpose was to clear all the perfect endings.

In fact, thinking about it now, a perfect ending is not necessarily what she wants.

Because reality is not a fairy tale, since it cannot become a fairy tale, then learn to grind away a little bit of its edges and corners.

A bad ending doesn't seem to be bad at all.

At least she can embrace the real him.

Jun Che's eyes were as gentle as water, as if they were still shimmering.

"Although you didn't choose me, I'm still very happy that you chose him now. If he knew, he would be very happy."

Xuesi looked at him quietly.

Jun Che smiled and said: "You really didn't dream of me for no reason. Do you still remember when you committed suicide in front of me? At that time, in order to save you, he forcibly left his body in this world, leaving a memory The data self maintains the cause of this world, rather than letting it collapse for no reason.”

"I have the memory of everything he experienced with you, and it is also because he stored the memory in me, because only in this way will he not be unable to support everything due to excessive load."

"This place is actually a singularity. To put it simply, it is an option. At that time, you chose to commit suicide here, so that you could see the real him, and continue everything behind."

Jun Che looked at Xue Si with a slight light in his eyes: "And now, as long as you continue to stick to your original decision, you can return to reality and see him again."

Xuesi and Junche looked at each other for a long time.

After a while, she said, "Then if I don't choose that way, what will happen after this?"

"That is to be with me forever. This is the world he created for you alone, and there will be no intersection with the main world. You can choose to live with me forever."

Xue Si smiled.

"A beautiful dream."

"Yes."

"...Actually, I still have to say sorry."

"why?"

"I committed suicide at the time because it was good to see him, but in fact, I didn't mean to make you wait for me for 1000 years in such pain. To die is to die, and you don't have to wait like this. Everything still has to look forward of."

Jun Che stared at her for a long time.

"So you still don't understand."

Xuesi was surprised: "What do I need to know?"

Jun Che twitched the corner of his mouth shallowly, as if a little bitter.

"Go back, sooner or later you will know."

Although Xuesi still wanted to say something, Jun Che suddenly took her hand and it pierced straight through his heart.

Xue Si's pupils suddenly shrank.

It was as if the heart was pinched by someone in an instant, and it might burst at any time.

Jun Che smiled, and the gentleness of the past still vaguely remained in his eyes, which made Xue Si suddenly inexplicably feel that he was infinitely closer to the former him.

"In this way, it can be considered as offset."

Although he is not him, he is also his shadow.

Because that person is someone who can really wait for 1000 years for someone without looking back and without regret.

Moreover, he traveled through so many time and space, these 1000 years are just a drop in the bucket for him...

Unexpectedly, she didn't know all this until now.

But for these 1000 years, he really waited so long willingly.

He cannot wait in vain.

He also wanted her to experience the feeling of her lover dying in front of her.

She hasn't waited for him for thousands of years, not even for that person, not for a minute or a second.

Therefore, it is not too much for him to die in her hands...

The dream began to slowly collapse, and the ancient town and wooden houses were gradually falling off.

Xue Si watched the person in front of her gradually turn into a phantom, fleeting like a bubble.

Xuesi knew that his death meant that all his memory data had disappeared, and the only person who remembered all this was herself.

Xue Si suddenly felt her heart throbbing.

What if that him, the real him, loves her so much without the fake him...

Will he accept himself like this?Will it give her the love she hopes for?

Would she want it all?

(End of this chapter)