I was raised by the villain

Chapter 603 Robot Boyfriend Cultivation Diary (25)

The night is like water.

Xuesi has always been used to days without lights, because Styx always has half a year of dark days without seeing the sun.So at night, she would be a little unaccustomed to it, because such an obvious change between day and night always made her fall into an illusion as if she was in another world.

After eating the apples, she turned off the light and slowly lay back on the bed.

She closed her eyes and wanted to have a good sleep, but for some reason, she always felt extremely cold under her body, no matter how she tightened her body, she still felt icy cold.

She began to think about recent events.When people can't fall asleep, they always like to think about what happened during the day until they are exhausted and fall asleep.

Others don't know, but she has always had a habit of tidying up the past.

Whether it's happy emotions or sad emotions, she will pack up these memories just like sorting things in a storage box. Maybe some will be put on hold, some will be sealed, and some will be brought back to the plane by her constantly. .

Because she wants to spend a period of time without knowing the end, in order to live well listening to their words, so she has to organize her memories by categories.

She closed her eyes, thinking about the days of living on Hart Star.

She began to think back again, thinking back to what she had been doing before she came to Hart.

Her memory seemed to be broken somewhere, but she couldn't find that place, because that place was stored in her brain without a trace, as if it had been carefully cut and seamlessly connected. As for the part she couldn't think of that was cut off and connected again.

She vaguely remembered that she seemed to be listening to something reported by Gong Xie, and it seemed that something happened to the human race.

She couldn't remember what happened specifically, but one thing she knew was that although she left the human race with a group of souls, the process of rebuilding the homeland of the human race seemed not to be smooth, as if it had been disturbed by the outside world.

As Xue Si thought about it, her body became colder and colder.She felt that she seemed to have forgotten something very important, but she just couldn't remember it, as if something had forcibly sealed her memory.

At this point in time... what time is it on Yiwo Star?

Xuesi sat up abruptly, opened her eyes, her eyes were dark, only the cold moonlight outside the window and the long curtains that dragged the floor.

Why, would she subconsciously think about this point in time?
Could it be that she already knew that this time point was a time point she had already experienced?

Then why can't she remember, why did she lose that part of her memory?

"What's wrong?" Chong Xi's voice came from not far away, Xue Si raised her eyes and saw a person standing up silently in the darkness, walking towards her.

She stared blankly at him, and suddenly asked inexplicably, "...Xiaoxi?"

Chongxi's breath passed over vaguely: "It's me, what's wrong?"

Xuesi's brain seemed to be delayed, and after a while, she slowly said: "Why are you here?"

The cold moonlight reflected in Chongxi's machine-made eyes: "Why am I not here?"

Xuesi clutched her bed sheet unconsciously.

She lowered her head slowly and buried her head between her legs.

"...Xiaoxi, do you have any unforgettable memories?"

Chong Xi looked at her quietly: "Yes."

Xue Si still lowered her head, and said softly: "Then, how long did it take you to walk out from there?"

Chong Xi: "I don't know, I forgot."

Xuesi smiled: "How can something that can be forgotten be unforgettable?"

Chongxi: "Is it destined not to forget the unforgettable thing?"

Xue Si looked at him and murmured: "That's right, you are a robot, you can change the chip and insert a new one..."

"But I'm different. I can only store these memories continuously, stacking them layer by layer until I forget them."

"The more unforgettable things are, the more they are hidden. Once I recall a little bit, it will come to my mind, and the more I can't forget it."

Chong Xi slowly sat on the side of her bed, and said softly: "Are those very painful things?"

Xue Si shook her head: "I don't know."

"Maybe it's a very painful thing, but as time goes by, I feel that those things don't seem to be so painful."

Chong Xi looked at her, tenderness slowly flowing in his eyes.

"Now that it's over, don't look back."

After listening to what he said, Xue Si suddenly seemed to think of something, she paused, and then laughed a little self-deprecatingly: "I understand the truth."

"Do you know the theorem of the existence of pain? I don't remember where I saw it."

"As long as the pain exists, even if it is very small, it will always remind you of its existence and make you feel uncomfortable."

Xuesi smiled, with broken moonlight in her eyes: "I really want to go forward and never look back, but my memory does not allow me to completely forget those things, unless there is something more unforgettable to my heart."

"I hope that will be a happy thing... In this way, I can walk forward bravely with new strength..."

Chong Xi looked at her quietly, without speaking.

"You certainly will."

It was the first time Xue Si saw Chong Xi who was so gentle and did not quarrel with her, she smiled: "I think so too, I don't know why."

"My intuition tells me that I have found that very important thing that can replace the past, but why can't I remember it..."

Chong breath lowered his eyes.

He heard the sound of the heart machine running rapidly, heard its friction, and felt that it continued to heat up, and then slowly warmed his entire chest.

It turns out that when the machine's heart aches, it will be so warm.

Chong Qi vaguely thought, could it be him that she found that was important enough to make her regain her faith and move forward...

but……

For the first time, Chongxi truly realized the cruelty of his series of actions.

But there was nothing he could do.

If everything could be solved by him alone, he would never let her participate in it.

Xuesi looked at the expressions of the people beside her, her eyes deepened.

She lay back on her bed and closed her eyes: "I'm going to rest, thank you for listening to me say these nonsensical things."

But Chongxi didn't respond to her aloud, which made her feel a little strange.

Just as Xue Si was about to open her eyes and ask him what was wrong, she suddenly felt a shadow looming in front of her, and then a warm and cool mark was lightly pressed on her forehead.

It was a cool kiss, lightly tasted, alienated and gentle.

Suddenly, she didn't want to open her eyes anymore.

For some reason, she didn't want to see the look on that machine, and she didn't want to ask him what he meant.

After a while, Chongxi's voice came, low and gentle: "Good dream."

(End of this chapter)