I was raised by the villain

Chapter 430 The Princess Said Everything Except the Regent (End)

Big drops of tears fell from his eyes, dyed the corners of his eyes red, and soaked his neckline. The once famous and beautiful splendid haze dress was also wet by the tears, and burst into tears. Blossoming dark flowers.

Mu Ji saw that the gate of the world was slowly closing to him, his vision gradually blurred, and he could no longer see the outside light.

He wanted to open the door and go out, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't get out. He beat on the door like crazy, but the door was like a branding iron, and it wouldn't move.

He had to turn around.

He slowly walked through the memories of the past, and in every segment, a face appeared by coincidence.

He is like walking on a round bridge with no end, and he walks tirelessly. Every step he takes, the memories of the past will be reflected in front of his eyes, vividly in his eyes, and engraved in his heart.

He was tired and found that he couldn't get out.

It is a road without end.

He can only live on the bridge where she is still there forever, and walk forever.

For eternity, I can't get out.

"My lord, the emperor has been placed under house arrest. The imperial doctor said that he must be crazy."

Mu Zhi sat in Xuesi's former eldest princess mansion, looking at the dragon bone qin on the table, his eyes were light.

He stretched out his hand to touch the piano and struck a note.

The voice that was supposed to be clear and transparent had a hint of hoarseness.

"Why is there a crack in the body of this piano?"

"My lord forgot?"

"Why does this king remember?"

"When the prince gave the piano to the eldest princess, the eldest princess was angry and threw the piano to the ground hard, so that there would be cracks."

Mu Zhi plucked a tone again.

"yes."

After a long time, when the tea on the table was cold, Mu Zhi asked, "Have they left already?"

"Go back to the prince, yes."

"...Why didn't the eldest princess take this piano with her?"

"Maybe... the eldest princess wants to stay, as a souvenir for the prince?"

"Why does the king keep it as a souvenir?"

Ah Zhe is suffering and cannot speak.

Since the eldest princess got married, the prince seems to have lost his memory, and he can't remember many things.

Mu Zhi picked up the already cold teacup and took a breath. The white mist filled the air for a moment. He lowered his head and took a sip: "It's cold."

He has been sitting for so long.

As if still in a dream.

……

The world has been going on for several years, and the regent Mu Zhi has selected a prince from the offshoot of the Mu family, and has supported the new emperor for several years.

The first emperor has long since disappeared. There are rumors that a long time ago, he suffered from epilepsy. One day, when the caretaker was not paying attention, he ran out with a rag skirt and a wooden hairpin in his arms. He was nowhere to be found. .

Ye Qing is already Concubine Ye, but she has no children and no heirs, and she lives alone in her bedroom, lonely all her life.

Since Mu Zhi supported the new emperor, he has been wandering all over the world all his life, as if he was looking for something.

But he didn't know what he was looking for, he just felt that he seemed to have lost something very important.

Mu Zhi finally returned to Dongchen.

In the past few days, he decided to pay a visit to Jing'an Temple. It was rumored that the former Empress Dowager was recuperating here, believing in Buddhism and eating vegetarian food.

He vaguely remembered that when he was a child, he was favored by her, she was a kind and kind queen.After the death of the first emperor, she moved into Jing'an Temple, no longer interfered with the affairs of the palace, and lived a pious life.

Maybe she can answer his doubts.

Mu Zhi only took Ah Zhe to Jing'an Temple alone.

Jing'an Temple is located on a mountain. It is pleasing to the eyes and mind, the environment is quiet, and the winding water is flowing. It is a good place for recuperation.

Mu Zhi and Azhe went up the mountain on foot, and they managed to climb up in the middle of the day.

Mu Zhi didn't give any instructions, Azhe didn't know in advance that he was going to climb a mountain, he was afraid that Mu Zhi would be thirsty, so he asked Mu Zhi to go to worship the Buddha first, and he went to find a place to ask for some water.

When Mu Zhi entered the Buddhist temple, he was very lucky to meet the former empress dowager who was silently chanting scriptures with her eyes closed in front of the Buddha.

Mu Zhi quietly waited for the queen mother to finish reciting the scriptures. When she opened her eyes and saw Mu Zhi, she didn't seem surprised, and asked him to sit down.

"Mu Zhi came here this time to ask the Buddha. I wonder if the Empress Dowager can convey the meaning of the Buddha."

"The Buddha said, don't say it, don't say it." The queen mother shook her head.

Mu Zhi sighed.

"Mu Zhi has traveled all over the world, searching for something all his life, but in the end, he still doesn't know what he is looking for." Mu Zhi smiled wryly, "Sometimes, I feel as if I am no longer in this world. The reason why I live in this world is only because something is tightly tied to Mu Zhi, making Mu Zhi unwilling to leave, and also reluctant to leave."

The queen mother looked into Mu Zhi's eyes calmly, and waited quietly for him to finish speaking. After Mu Zhi finished speaking, the two looked at each other and fell into silence together.

Mu Zhi had no choice but to smile bitterly, and was about to get up and leave without bothering her old man anymore, when the Empress Dowager suddenly said, "Buddha said, there are eight sufferings in life: birth, old age, sickness, death, parting from love, long-lasting resentment, unable to ask, unable to let go."

"Although it is called suffering, it is enough to make people taste all kinds of things in the world."

"The Buddha said that everything is illusory. Life is hard and long, so don't suffer from obsession. After all, fate is unpredictable."

The Empress Dowager got up suddenly, walked to the Buddha statue, picked up a string of beads from there, and handed it to Mu Zhi: "There is a family in the side hall of Jing'an Temple, pass it to the owner for me."

When Mu Zhi got up to leave, for some reason, his heart suddenly became as clear as a mirror, and there seemed to be a bodhi tree in his heart.

When he went out, Ah Zhe just brought a bowl of water, and said as he handed it: "It just so happens that there is a family over the side hall, the family is very nice, let me drink some water there, and sent a bowl of water Give it to me, but there seems to be a lunatic raised in that family, and it's very noisy."

Mu Zhi paused as he drank water: "Where is the family in the side hall?"

"Yeah, it seems that they are all civilian clothes, and they should have lived there with the favor of the Queen Mother."

"It just so happened that the queen mother asked me to hand over the things to the owner. You can go with me and show the way."

"Yes, my lord."

The two masters and servants walked in along the bamboo forest path, sitting alone in a secluded bamboo courtyard, quietly waiting for the arrival of people.

There seemed to be faint sounds of the piano coming from the courtyard, but the sound was intermittent and harsh.

Ah Zhe politely knocked on the door again. This time, the person who opened the door was a disheveled woman. Her face was covered with ashes, she was combing a woman's hair bun, and she had a good figure. Seeing Ah Zhe again, she was surprised and said: " Why are you here again?"

A Zhe: "Our young master has brought something to the master by order of the queen mother."

The woman glanced at him, and then at Mu Zhi, who seemed a little surprised.And Mu Zhi looked at the woman in front of him thoughtfully.

"Please come in."

When Mu Zhi walked into this simple courtyard, a sense of long-lost familiarity suddenly rose in his heart, as if he felt something, he stopped suddenly and looked into the courtyard.

Seeing him stop, the woman said calmly: "The master is playing the piano in the courtyard. If you don't mind, young master, just go in and find her."

"My lady! My lady!" A soft voice sounded, and Mu Zhi looked up, his eyes were unsurprisingly flat.

"A guest is coming, don't stick to me so tightly, let's go!" The woman pushed the man's head away, but the man hugged the woman shamelessly, and stared at Mu with hostility. Zhi and Azhe: "What are you doing here?! You're not here to snatch my wife, are you?"

The woman was a little embarrassed, pushed the man and said: "My husband's brain is not very good, I'll take him back to settle down first, you please go."

"Miss, you say I'm stupid again! Ji'er doesn't have one!!"

"Okay, you can shut up and go, let me feed you grapes, okay?"

"Okay! I like the grapes fed by the lady the most!!"

Ah Zhe looked at Mu Zhi, wanting to see his reaction, but he didn't expect his reaction to be very flat.

So Ah Zhe broke the silence and said with a smile: "My lord, the emperor is obviously much happier here than in the palace."

"En." Mu Zhi took a step forward and walked towards the inner courtyard, "I'm going to deliver something, you can wait for me here."

"it is good."

When he entered the courtyard, Mu Zhi immediately saw the woman in white sitting in the middle of the courtyard.

She was wearing a white jade hairpin, her hair was pulled up casually, and she was sitting in front of a broken golden guqin, playing casually.

Because a string of the guqin was broken, her music was played intermittently and out of tune.

Mu Zhi walked over, she continued to play as if she didn't feel it.

Mu Zhi sat down beside her on the white stone chair and watched her pluck the strings. Her side face was as gentle and jade-like as ever, just like the trickling water he felt when he first met her.

After the song was over, Xue Si put her finger on the piano and said suddenly: "Does it sound good?"

Mu Zhi: "It sounds good."

"Why? Obviously a string was broken."

Mu Zhi: "Then why did the eldest princess play the broken-stringed qin again?"

"The jinse has fifty strings for no reason, one string and one column to reminisce about the new year." Xue Si said flatly, and plucked the piano again.

"Tell me, how many years have I missed the broken string?"

She fiddled with the piano sound again. At this time, what she played was a complete piece of music without using the broken string. The whole piece of music was like flowing water, with a hint of sadness in its indifference.

"Zhuang Shengxiao dreamed of butterflies, Wangdi Chunxin entrusted cuckoos."

Mu Ji leaned against Murong Xiang, and curiously asked her what the butterfly tattoo on her shoulder was. Murong Xiang just smiled and combed his loose hair with azalea hairpin.

"There are tears in the moon and pearls in the sea, and smoke in the warm sun in Lantian."

When Gu Mingyuan passed by outside Ye Qing Palace, he just paused for a while, and didn't intend to go any further, just nodded and walked away silently.

"This feeling can be regarded as a memory, but it was already at a loss."

At the end of the song, Xue Si looked at Mu Zhi with calm eyes and an ethereal voice: "Now this song, how are you playing?"

Mu Zhi looked at her for a long time, then said softly, "Very good, but Mu Zhi vaguely feels that she doesn't have the charm of a princess."

Xue Si smiled, leaned over, and closed her eyes: "Really."

Mu Zhi looked at the woman who was leaning on his shoulder and closed her eyes to sleep, and slowly stretched out the bead string given by the Queen Mother.

"Miaomiao, I finally found you, it's a pity."

Mu Zhi looked at the extremely peaceful woman who had lost her breath and died, tears rolled down from her fingertips and fell on the broken string of the guqin.

"There is no fate in the end."

Xue Si stood in the space for a long time, and after a while, she turned around, sat on the cloud and lit a cigarette.

002 looked at the host in the space station, and couldn't help but said: "Host, this world has collapsed anyway, you don't need to dawdle for so long, right? Time is precious now, the sooner you leave, the better."

Xuesi: "Take care of me."

002: "...well, well, I don't care about you! Hmph!!"

　In the evening, there will be a side story, which will be developed separately, so everyone will think that I haven't updated hhhh
　　ps: This chapter is [-] words, for the sake of rounding up the number of words, I won’t separate them

　　
　
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