I was raised by the villain

Chapter 387
"Xiaoshu, come to my sister."

Eight-year-old Yin Shu stood timidly at the door of the ward, watching the adults talking, and didn't dare to go forward until he heard his sister's voice after the people dispersed.

"Sister Tangtang, why do they say that you are dying, that you will die sooner or later, what does death mean?"

Yin Tang looked at him, smiled, and said softly, "What flower do you usually like the most?"

Yin Shu: "Begonia! Because crabapple flowers are beautiful!"

"Yeah, it's beautiful." Yin Tang stroked Yin Shu's hairy head, "When the flowers are uprooted, lose their nutrient water source, and dry up, that's death."

Yin Shu stared at her blankly: "Then, will Sister Tangtang do the same?"

"of course not."

Yin Tang crossed his hips, acting like the protagonist in Yin Shu's favorite cartoon: "I want to save the world, I can't die so easily."

Yin Shu felt a little sad when he heard this familiar line: "But sister Yueyue said that day that it was all lies to lie to children."

"Huh? Did she say that? Don't listen to her, you, sister Yueyue, look so young, you can already be a little adult."

Yin Shu looked at the eternal white wall behind Yin Tang, at the cold space and corridors of the hospital, he suddenly looked at Yin Tang and said, "Sister Tangtang, when will you be able to go out?"

Yin Tang's fingers slowly curled up, but she still had a smile on her face: "Why do you want my sister to go out?"

"I want to take you out to play, I want to take you to see so many crabapple flowers, I want to take you to see a real amusement park, I want to..." Yin Shuyue said more and more frustrated, "It doesn't matter where I go, I just want to go out with you .”

Yin Tang looked at Yin Shu for a while, then pinched his little face: "What are you doing with me, I don't know anything, and I like to talk nonsense every day, it's no fun at all."

"No! Sister Tangtang, Sister Tangtang is very good! I am very happy with Sister Tangtang!" Yin Shu retorted hastily, but slowly, he became frustrated again, "Everyone doesn't like to look at ordinary people Looking at me with eyes, they are always trembling, until now they don't even have a good friend who can talk and play together..."

Yin Tang slapped him on the head hard: "You are a big kid, and you have already thought so much before your hair grows? You are the only grandson of the Yin family. Can everyone ignore you and fear you for fear that something will happen to you?" ? Relax!"

Yin Shu gradually became happier: "Yes."

"Your ninth birthday is coming, what gift do you want?"

"Well...it doesn't matter, I just hope that my sister will get better soon, and then go out to play with me."

"I just want to play every day! Second uncle didn't give you homework?"

"It's set up, I'm done."

"You really are... okay, just finish the homework, and you can't live up to the high expectations our family places on you!"

Yin Tang's smile is bright and moving, no matter how many times, as long as she smiles, Yin Shu will be able to imprint her smile deeply in her memory and never forget it.

On Yin Shu's ninth birthday, after lunch and birthday party, he was going to the hospital to find Yin Tang.

What he didn't expect was that the moment before he stepped out of the house, a girl wearing a huge sun hat and a long blue dress stood in front of the glass window and slapped the window, smiling and waving at him.

He fell into great ecstasy for a moment, rushed out like the wind, and threw himself into Yin Tang's arms: "Sister Tangtang! Why are you here?"

"Why don't I come? Hurry up and clean up, my sister will take you out to play!"

"But your body..."

"What's wrong with my body?" Yin Tang smiled and patted his arms and stomach, "Isn't this good? Hurry up, let's move quickly, it's not good to be discovered."

Yin Shu excitedly picked up his small schoolbag and went out with Yin Tang. This was the first time in his life that he had such an exciting and adventurous experience. The two escaped from the servants and elders at home and slipped out of the backyard together. Go out, and go straight outside Yin's house, which you have never touched.

He held Yin Tang's hand tightly, Yin Tang looked at him comfortingly, and then suddenly pulled him forward: "Let's go! We are free!!!"

That was the first time Yin Shu knew the feeling of running, and it was so happy to know how to go out and run hand in hand with others.

There were many things he had never seen along the way, and he asked Yin Tang curiously, and Yin Tang would answer them for him.

A girl handing out leaflets came to them with a smile and asked if they were interested. Yin Tang accepted the leaflets with a smile and rejected her, pulling Yin Shu away.

"What was that sister doing just now?" Yin Shu asked curiously.

"I'm working," Yin Tang said with a smile. "This work is called handing out flyers. It's very hard and tiring. If you don't hand out enough, you can't complete the task."

Yin Shu: "Then why is she posting?"

Yin Tang glanced at him, turned around, and squatted down to meet his gaze.

"Little tree, you have to remember that not everyone in this world is as happy as you and has so much."

"Our family is not short of money, but that doesn't mean the same is true for other families."

"In some families, a child as old as you can't even eat birthday cake."

Yin Shu was a little sad: "Then, am I being treated differently here again..."

"Don't think so!" Yin Tang stood up, signed his hand, and continued to walk forward, "Look, although everyone has different backgrounds and identities, can't we still meet on the same street? It all depends on what you think."

"For example, even the young lady who handed out the leaflets just now, I can think she is very noble," Yin Tang continued gently, "Maybe, she worked so hard to hand out the leaflets to make money for her own education? To let her parents live well in the future. A better life? Thinking about it this way, don’t you think she’s great too?”

Yin Shu looked at her and nodded heavily.

In the following time, Yin Shu and Yin Tang went to the amusement park, played on the merry-go-round, hugged the giant puppet bear, bought a cute balloon, ate cotton candy ice cream, and they were all happy to each other Laughing, as always.

When the sun was setting, the two of them finally walked out of the amusement park, holding hands, with happy smiles on their faces.

Yin Shu originally wanted to ask her to go home to see the crabapple flowers at home, but suddenly Yin Tang covered his chest, his face turned pale, and he knelt down on the ground. phone call, soon all parents, uncles and aunts rushed over and sent Yin Tang back to the hospital.

Yin Shu lay on his bed that night, recalling the abundant and happy time of this day, very happy.

He thought that if he went to the hospital the next day, he would see a lively and lovely sister Tangtang again, and he would see her leaning against the snow-white bed, listening to her tell interesting stories, and stroking his head.

But when he came to the hospital the next day, he only saw a group of people in black clothes whispering to and fro in the hospital, and when they looked at him, they all had indescribable eyes.

When he walked into Yin Tang's ward, he only heard a desperate and intermittent cry, and Yin Tang's bed was already empty, only Yin Yue was lying on the bed crying bitterly.

When Yin Yue saw him, his emotions completely collapsed, and he shouted heartbreakingly at him: "Get out! Get out!"

"It was you, you killed Sister Tangtang!"

"You murderer! You know she is not in good health, why do you ask her to take you out to play!!"

"She fell asleep just like that. My own sister just fell asleep without leaving a word or a letter just to be with you for a day..."

Yin Yue cried hoarsely, holding onto Yin Tang's snow-white bed sheet tightly: "Give me back my sister...give me back...why, why is she willing to stay with you all day instead of staying? Tell me...why..."

Yin Shu looked at this white and cold space, as if he was in an ice cellar and was firmly frozen by the ice.

She was still smiling so happily yesterday.

Buy him balloons, cotton candy, and ice cream.

He was still in that happy and warm time for a long time, until the raindrops hit his face, he just woke up like a dream, saw the black tombstone in the cemetery, and saw the black tombstone beside him. man with umbrella.

Some of them were crying, some were silent, and some were sighing as expected, but no one came forward to accuse him, scold him, not a single one.

Even the sound of the pattering rain in the cemetery was sadder and more painful than theirs, knowing that it wanted to wake up this person who was still dreaming.

He felt like he forgot something.

He suddenly touched his face, touched his eyes, looked at the puddle of rainwater under his feet, looked at himself in the water, his eyes were tearing apart.

Why……

Why……

Why can't he cry?

Obviously I was the villain who killed her, and I should be the saddest, most painful and most guilty person, why can't I even give her back a tear?
Yin Shu has been in this cemetery for almost 20 years, and the number of people who come to see her is decreasing every year, and even one year on her memorial day, he was the only one who came.

Everyone is slowly forgetting.

He no longer loves Begonia, he only loves Daisy.

Begonias are beautiful and bright, while daisies are quiet and peaceful.

Just like in countless snow-white and cold days, her gentle smile is as tranquil as a daisy.

He always felt that he owed her a lot, and in order to pay it off, he would visit her every year on this day, rain or shine, hoping that one day, he would be able to return her tears.

However, when Yin Yue made a scene at her resting place that day, he suddenly understood.

Tears were never what she wanted.

She just wanted him not to live like her.

Maybe, the grandfather, father, uncle and aunt at that time all wanted to reprimand him, but she refused.

She wants him to freeze the time in the most beautiful place, hope that he can feel calm when he looks at the blue sky, hope that he can be full of kindness when he looks at the people passing by on the road, and hope that when he moves forward on the road of life, he can Be as happy and strong as you were at the beginning.

Yin Shu looked at the small bouquet of white daisy flowers in front of the tombstone, against her gentle smile in the photo, until he saw her smile gradually blurred, he suddenly froze.

He gave a wry smile.

Looking at the ground wet with tears, he slowly reached out to wipe away the tears, then stood up, turned and left.

Sister Tangtang.

I finally returned the tears to you.

From now on, I should have a new life.

I hope that when I see you next time, I will already be what you want me to be.

Yin Shu finally left the cemetery.

The wind picked up, and the daisy petals in front of Yin Tang's tomb trembled slightly with the wind, as if they were saying something.

In the chaotic time and space, a thin hand picked up the daisy flowers on the ground.

The girl looked at his determined and relieved back, and smiled in relief.It was not in vain that she did everything, just to send him into this world and heal the scars in his heart.

A gust of wind blows, and the overlapping world returns to its place again, and the figure of the girl is buried into the mountains and rivers along with the petals of daisies.

Everything was as it was at the beginning, except that Yin Tang's tomb was empty, and all that was left was an old black and white photo of a girl smiling brightly.

As before.

　With a world view, we can extend the extras~ Future extras may involve the real world~ Tomorrow is Bubu’s birthday, and the text has reached 50 words, so I will add a little more words! (Of course! Street writers don’t have time to celebrate their birthdays, and tomorrow is also a code day)
　　
　
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