Not in love upgrade system

Chapter 354

[喰] Speaking of gluttony, I seem to have encountered it once before.

It was dangerous that time, and Xiao Jiang suffered a lot of injuries.But I remember that the sin that was conquered at that time, the sin of gluttony that was in Xiao Jiang's hands, should only be half.

I, an idiot, remember only half of it, and I believe everyone remembers it too.

Then the question comes-

What about the other half?

I was very concerned about Xiao Jiang's question, and I helped him investigate for a long time, but I didn't get any clues.As a result...they delivered it to their door by themselves——

"God, what you are looking for, I have it in my body."

The three-none little girl, Ji Xiang, who belongs to the same category as Mu Mu Nuo, has come here every day to eat and drink since Xiao Jiang joined the evil camp.One day, after hearing a question that made us frown at the dinner table, she took the initiative to say so.

"..."

Xiao Jiang Qiqi and I fell into silence.

That... that's it!

When there is nowhere to look for, and it takes no effort to get it, don't everyone usually be speechless for a while, to express their feelings that they don't know whether to cry or laugh.

In short, this matter was resolved smoothly after Xiaojiang promised "I will make you a lot of delicious food in the future".

But it seems that Xiao Jiang will have to take care of this little guy for the rest of his life. He is really a formidable enemy.

After that, they also discussed what "Auspicious has the nature of 'quality' of gluttony, and pursues the deliciousness of what he eats, full of rationality", "The other half of Kong has the nature of 'quantity', and he is not afraid of gluttony. It’s more savage, and it’s easy to break” and other incomprehensible words.

If you don’t understand, write it down in your intelligence notebook first, and remember it when you need it next time.

There is one more thing I don't understand - all the sins have been exorcised, why is Xiao Jixiang still obsessed with delicious food?

Perhaps, evil and nature are not two distinct things.

[Lust] The host of lust was also found by himself. Xiao Jiang, who seemed to have hesitated for a long time, came to find him.

When seeing this person, Xiao Jiang's face was both surprised and complicated.

"Team leader, I never thought that this person would be you..."

Xiao Jiang looked at the handsome guy, and the handsome guy looked at Xiao Jiang.

As I said before, this handsome guy should have hesitated for a long time before coming here. In other words, he must have thought carefully and seriously beforehand, and he must have expected Xiao Jiang's reaction long ago.

So, he suppressed his restless heart, and tried his best to spit out calm words.

It turned out that when he first noticed Xiao Jiang, it was after his own brother passed away.In his mind, the figure of Xiao Jiang working hard, and the figure of his younger brother who was suffering from illness but still stubbornly fighting against the illness, gradually overlapped.

The ending of the struggle is amazing——

That tenacious and frail body lost its breath after all, and was then swallowed by the fire. According to his own wish, he turned into ashes, rode on the clouds, and followed the wind to overlook the vast world he had never seen before.

For me, death is not a failure, but for Xie Qiu, this result is really tragic.

Therefore, after discovering Xiao Jiang, he pinned all his heavy feelings on Xiao Jiang.But this kind of feeling cannot be vented through "family affection". After all, they are not relatives; as for "friends", they can't make too intimate moves, so he chose "love".

Gluttony made him accept this rare and almost distorted relationship, but his own consciousness kept telling himself: It would be unfair to Xiao Jiang if he tried to realize this relationship in vain.

Slowly, he and his sin began to confront each other, and he himself did not dare to get too close to Xiao Jiang.

He was afraid that his passionate love would burn Xiao Jiang to nothing.

Speaking of...

What do they mean by these words...?

I don't quite understand, and I don't understand, what's wrong with the idiot, what did the idiot do wrong, God just made me not understand this or that?

If you like it, you have to say it, love is love, why do you have to tie your hands and feet for some weird reasons?Why do you dare to love but not speak out because you are afraid of being troubled by others?
Anyway, I like Xiaojiang, I like Xiaojiang the most!
After Xiao Jiang clearly said the words "team leader, you can break me if you have the ability", and then resolved this matter, I looked straight into Xiao Jiang's eyes and said it again to him seriously ——

"Xiao Jiang, I like you."

【Greedy】Greedy, who is it?
In this world, no one is not greedy, don’t try to say that I am wrong, I am a fool, if you are serious with fools, you will become fools too.Then, you have been idiots for a relatively short period of time, and your experience is relatively inexperienced. You are definitely not as good as a senior idiot like me. In the end, I will defeat you and tell you that I am still right.

In short, everyone is greedy, please let me take it as a fact.

Because there is no one who is not greedy, it is a very hard and difficult thing to find out greed. Finding a needle in a haystack and panning for gold in the desert are probably what they are talking about.

I, who was always willing to go through fire and water for Xiaojiang, gave up this time helplessly.

I can't find it, I really can't find it, I can't do it, give up, anyway, there are so many people willing to help Xiao Jiang——Xiao Jiang, who has so many people helping, can definitely find the answer without relying on me.

but……

But ah...

If you don't tell a certain secret here, wouldn't it be putting the cart before the horse?

Wasn't my wish from the beginning just to help Xiao Jiang?
If it stops here, wouldn't the power obtained for this wish have no meaning of existence?

very strange……

But, if you say it, it will be gone, right?You won’t be able to help Xiao Jiang anymore from now on, right?
Oh, I'm really an idiot, but I still... don't want to be an idiot!

Every time at such a time, at such a critical time, I, an idiot, will be of no use, and I will not be able to help Xiao Jiang in any way.

Then, am I still qualified to continue to stalk Xiaojiang brazenly?

hateful……

In the end... what should I do?

What should I do to help Xiaojiang get greed without exposing the greed in my body? !

Yes, that's right, when I was on the island, when Xiaojiang was powerless, I heard a very beautiful voice when I was powerless, she told me that she could help me, and then I accepted her.

Then, I realized that she is greedy.

So now, I'm greedy.

Since a long time ago, I have been particularly greedy. Although I have no desire for inexhaustible wealth or the status of being above all people, to me, the existence of Xiaojiang is the most precious in the world and in the universe. s things.

Therefore, I, who longed to stay by Xiaojiang's side, was very, very greedy. For this reason, greed found me.

Xiao Jiang is also an idiot, a true idiot, and once said, "Although I don't know who Greed is, but I'm sure it can't be an idiot Xue", obviously...it's me!

I want to use my greedy power to help Xiaojiang, whether it is once or twice, or always in the future, so I can’t hand it over, but if I don’t hand it over, I won’t be able to help Xiaojiang this time. In order to get the power to help Xiaojiang, Will you give up helping Xiao Jiang this time?

Putting the cart before the horse, turning right from wrong, discarding the root and chasing the end, paying back the pearl for the pearl—I don’t know if these words are suitable or not. In short, I searched every corner of my brain and thought of these for the time being.

Then, what is the use of knowing what is right and what is wrong?I am still reluctant to give up the power that can help Xiaojiang, and I am even more unwilling to give up helping Xiaojiang!
"Oh, you are a veritable idiot!"

It was the sound of stinking wood.

Ah, she may have guessed it long ago, and realized that I am greedy.

After all, during this period of time, in order to control my power, I often focused on the essence of greed. Except for the fact that I followed Xiao Jiang all the time, my words and deeds have long been very different.

Xiaojiang may not realize it because she is very busy, but Smelly Wood, who has nothing to do, occasionally looks at me. Maybe she has noticed it a long time ago.

So why didn't she expose me to Xiao Jiang?It's obviously a good opportunity to make a contribution...

"Idiot, listen to me..."

Stinky wood seems to want to say something, the cold voice used to make me feel a little warm at this moment.

Alas, this is another difficult question for me, a fool.

……

【End of Promise】

I hate some idiot, I hate her being vexatious, I hate her stalking, I hate her big boobs, I hate her being able to flirt with her master.

Then, I hate her the most——

To be able to speak frankly to the cherished person time and time again, expressing one's own intentions without any falsehood.Yes, I especially hate that.

I hate her, I hate her, I hate her.

……

"What I hate about you is exactly where your strengths lie, so don't underestimate yourself casually. Your strength is something I must look up to even if I am not reconciled!"

"Wake up, you idiot!"

Smelly wood, are you complimenting me?
Although I am a bit stupid, and although she hates me one by one, I still feel that she is praising me, so happy, not happy when I am praised, but happy when I am praised by her. At the same time, I am also a little sad.

I only have Xiaojiang, and she only has Xiaojiang, but unlike me, she has changed, maybe she didn't realize it herself, she is gradually becoming stronger.

This is not acceptable, it is not acceptable to give up one's own strength for the sake of a share of the strength given by others.

Thinking of this, I decided to hand over my greed to Xiao Jiang, and then apologize to him properly, hehe, gentle Xiao Jiang, I will definitely scratch my head and forgive me~
Then, I want to tell him that there are so many sins—even Xiaojiang used to envy other children who have complete families, even Xiaojiang feels that there are many beautiful girls around him, and he is very proud of being a girl. The people around him are hurt and angry, even Xiaojiang occasionally wants to give up everything and become lazy, even if Xiaojiang is hungry, he will eat a lot of food, even if Xiaojiang looks at cute girls with lecherous eyes-in so many sins , the most suitable for Xiaojiang, still, must be greed.

Because, wanting to protect everyone and give everyone happiness, this is really...

too greedy~
(End of this chapter)