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Chapter 45 Things You Must Never Forget
Looking at the panting Chen Guo, Mu Qianqiu took out a handkerchief and wiped the sweat from his forehead, and said, "It was really dangerous just now. At the last moment of deep hypnosis, Chen Yin's consciousness almost woke up and swallowed you up."

Chen Guo showed a horrified expression when she heard it. At the last moment of deep hypnosis, Chen Guo really couldn't feel her own existence, and said, "Isn't Chen Yin's consciousness integrated with me? How could it still swallow me. "

Mu Qianqiu asked Chen Guo's experience in deep hypnosis in detail. Chen Guo described it very carefully, and even said all the emotions, warmth, loneliness, joy and sorrow that she could feel.

Mu Qianqiu thought for a while and said: "Your consciousness and Chen Yin's consciousness are indeed fused together, but your consciousness is the main body. Because your mind is far stronger than Chen Yin's, and the reason why it is powerful is because of your memory. Among them, good things predominate."

Chen Guo thought about it, and it was true.I have lived a happy life since I was a child. No matter what I do, my parents will silently support me, and I will not deliberately suppress myself.

"Could it be that the more beautiful things a person experiences, the stronger his mind is? But what is it that people often say, the more suffering one experiences, the stronger one's mind?" Chen Guo said with a puzzled expression. He often I can see some chicken soup articles, saying that people must go through various hardships in order to obtain a strong self.

After Mu Qianqiu heard it, a trace of disdain flashed across his face, and it was fleeting, and he said to Chen Guo: "Is this kind of thinking yours or Chen Yin's?"

This is my idea?Indeed not, the fusion of memories sometimes makes it difficult for Chen Guo to distinguish which thoughts belong to her.

"As a person grows up, if he experiences too much suppression and tribulation, it will gradually wear down the strength of the soul. After a long time, it is not so much that it becomes stronger, it is better to say that it becomes numb, and the soul gradually closes, and there is no longer room for growth. There are some people who are fifteen or sixteen years old until they die of old age, and their mental strength does not increase at all."

Chen Guo nodded. He could understand what Mu Qianqiu wanted to express, just like the generation of many people's parents. Although they have entered an era of rapid technological changes, their parents still seem to live in the 90s and [-]s.

The way of life, the way of thinking and the way of behavior do not have any shadow of modern people.

"According to what you said, there shouldn't be any possibility for Chen Yin to defeat me and become the main consciousness of this body. But why in the last moment of deep hypnosis, I had the feeling that he turned me into the master." Now Chen Guo still had lingering fears, he didn't Knowing that if Chen Yin's consciousness becomes the subject, the other self in the parallel world will also be dominated by Chen Yin's consciousness.

Mu Qianqiu sighed, and said: "This is because Chen Yin has found those memories that can replenish strength for the soul during deep hypnosis. Human memory is very wonderful, true and false, but it has shaped a person. The way it is now. The reason why Chen Yin was so rebellious was because he had experienced warmth before, so he couldn't accept the later indifference. Although he forgot later, the energy provided by those memories lasted until Chen Yin was shocked to death. Not a moment was consumed.”

It turned out to be like this, Chen Yin remembered in deep hypnosis, the memory he had forgotten.The depleted soul will be injected with energy again, and it will almost devour itself in turn.

I will only have more memories like this than you, Chen Guo began to recall the little things from childhood to adulthood.Even some memories that Chen Guo thought she would never remember were recalled one by one.

For example, the first question I ask my parents, what is a flower, what is a grass, what is sunshine, what is a home, every time I get a patient explanation from my parents. Chen Guo listened.

As the memory became clearer, Chen Yin's memory was gradually separated.Let Chen Guo feel that it is easy to distinguish herself from Chen Yin's memory.

These are the things that I must never forget, and provide a source of continuous motivation for my soul.

Nothing was earth-shattering, or enlightening like an eminent monk's lecture, they just stayed quietly in Chen Guo's memory, constantly emitting warmth and energy.

I'm back!The real Chen Guo, who was completely unaffected by Chen Yin's emotions, came back.

Telling Mu Qianqiu how he feels at this moment, I am afraid that only Mu Qianqiu can understand Chen Guo's current state, not just being out of Chen Yin's emotions.

I even found the energy to support myself, just like the internal strength in martial arts novels. Different martial arts characters practice different internal strengths, and their strengths are also very different.

Mu Qianqiu subconsciously compared Chen Guo's state of mind with the magical skills in various martial arts novels, and suddenly thought of a kind of internal energy that fits very well.

Nine Suns Divine Art, cultivated in the body of a boy, until it reaches the rigidity and yang, it will automatically protect the body.If Chen Guo can be constantly nourished by warm memories, she will naturally be able to resist all kinds of pressure after a long time, so as not to let them wear down Chen Guo's heart.

Chen Yin's memory has been completely isolated.But in memory, there is a short paragraph that is exceptionally clear.

That was the only time Chen Yin saw his grandfather after being taken home, and it was also the last time he saw him.The old man on the hospital bed was so weak that there was only a layer of dull skin left, and he didn't even have the strength to speak.

But when he was alone once, the old man told Chen Yin in a very weak voice that there was a passbook under the bricks of the old house, which was some money saved by his grandfather for Chen Yin.

Why is this memory so clear and lingering, even with a hint of pleading.

"This is Chen Yin's guilt. It may be because he couldn't accept the weak image of grandpa in the last days. Chen Yin took the initiative to forget everything about grandpa. Go find the one that is saved. Maybe it can calm Chen Yin's emotions. Otherwise, Chen Yin's consciousness will not be peaceful."

Chen Guo nodded, but she was also a little worried.Said: "But will this nourish Chen Yin's soul and make his emotional awareness stronger."

Mu Qianqiu shook his head and said, "Chen Yin accepted his death, otherwise you wouldn't have merged his consciousness so peacefully, made up for his guilt, and made his emotions more stable."

Chen Guo withdrew from her consciousness, and she was still sitting on the grass by the river. After Chen Guo entered Mu Qianqiu's office, the time in the outside world seemed to have stopped, not flowing at all.

But Chen Guo knew through the system that she had stayed in Mu Qianqiu's office for more than 30 hours, and only two hours of the 40 hours of consultation time she had purchased were left.

Go home first, Zhang Meng should be very worried about herself at this time.Moreover, I left suddenly during the game, and I don't know how the rest of the game will be.

(End of this chapter)