I have a mind

Chapter 253 Interdependent Dual Identity

It was the first time Shan Bei saw Hami in this appearance, so he couldn't help but speculate.

Could it be that someone is causing trouble and drugging Hami?Or did you do something else?Seducing yourself in broad daylight?what purpose?
Shan Bei stretched out his hand suspiciously.

really!As expected, Hami was startled at first, subconsciously avoided, but then moved his body back to the original position.

It was a struggle with frowning slightly and a forced smile, which looked a little distorted.

"You... who told you what? Or did you drink indiscriminately?"

"no!"

Hami vehemently denies it.

Shan Bei sighed and frowned.

"You're extremely abnormal right now, don't you know?"

Hami bit his lip and said nothing.

"Go to bed if you're tired."

Shan Bei smashed his mouth, withdrew his hand, stood up and walked towards the door.

"Don't go!"

Hami suddenly jumped up from the bed, rushed to Shan Bei, and hugged him tightly from behind.

Feeling Hami's slightly trembling body, Shan Bei felt even more strange.

"It's what you think. I'm serious, today! Now!"

"what?!"

Shan Bei turned around, hugged Hami's shoulders, and hugged him.

"There is indeed a problem!"

Shan Bei poked Hami's head with his fingers and raised his eyebrows.

"Danbei, I don't regret every minute I'm with you. So, now, I'm normal, I'm sober, I'm serious!"

"and then?"

Shan Bei continued to ask.

"And then? There's no more after that."

"Aren't you talking nonsense? What and then nothing..."

Shan Bei suddenly thought of something, and frowned.

"You mean, the first time, and then there's no second time, right? You're breaking up with me?"

Hami didn't speak. Obviously, the default attitude showed that Shanbei guessed right.

"You don't want to introduce your daughter to me just because you saw those old guys today? Especially Le Shen, Le Baoer's father?"

Hami shook his head.

Shan Bei patted his forehead.

"Then give me a reason first!"

Hami was silent for a moment, and bit his lip.

"I've thought about it for a long time, and I don't think it's suitable for us to be together. It's not because there are too many beauties around you, but... Our identities are too different. I don't regret knowing you, and I don't regret every time I've been with you. For a second, that... I won't regret it either."

"Identity... Hehe, it turned out to be because of this."

Shan Bei let out a long sigh, hugged Hami with a wry smile, and stroked her short hair.

"Wait a minute, the air conditioner in the room is too cold."

Dan Bei took her own bathrobe and put it on for Hami.

"Come here, let me tell you what identity is."

Shan Bei pulled Hami to lie on the chaise longue by the window.

"My ID card belongs to Yaoyaoling, and my home is in the capital, but you know I'm going back to the capital, why don't you go home?"

Shan Bei hugged Hami and asked.

Hami shook his head.

"Because, in the eyes of my parents, I'm ignorant, I don't have a proper job, and I know how to play games as a whole. Even being an anchor can make money, they don't like it, they think it's vulgar, a bastard who can't stand on the stage Sub-profession. That’s why I went to Xia Island.”

Shan Bei sighed and continued.

"As soon as I show up at home, I have nothing to do but be scolded and reprimanded. Whenever I retort, it will usher in even more terrifying scolding. You can see that I can scold and unscrupulously in the live broadcast room. But in front of my parents, No matter how unfilial I am, I can’t say anything to them.”

After Dan Bei got rich, he really never went home, and he didn't even call his family.

Because it is impossible for Shan Bei to tell others the mysterious identity of the chaebol bestowed by the system, so in the eyes of his parents, he is still an anchor, still a job that is not doing his job properly and cannot be seen on the stage.

Hami looked at him as if he didn't know Dan Bei, and listened carefully without interrupting.

"If you want to talk about identity, just think of me as having two identities. One is the unattainable rich man, a mysterious boss who walks in the upper class society. The other one is the anchor, an ordinary but A bit handsome, a game anchor with 2000 million fans."

"puff……"

Hearing Shan Bei's words, Hami sneered and pouted.

"These two identities are indispensable to me. Being an anchor is not simple. There are many people fighting, conspiracies, and plots that you can't imagine. Therefore, in order to protect my identity as an anchor, I can be safe. To be quiet and happy as an anchor, you must have another identity of mine to protect you."

Shan Bei paused and continued.

"At the same time, my identity as a chaebol is also inseparable from my identity as an anchor, because if I don't play games or be a game anchor, I will lose my source of happiness, and life will be meaningless. Can you understand?"

Although Shanbei still needs to develop according to the trajectory set by the system, and to carry out those outrageous tasks in order to make more money.But in Shan Bei's heart, these words are his truth.

Can money and life ideals coexist?
Maybe difficult.

But in Danbei, the coexistence of the two identities, the mutual dependence and protection of the two identities, is the basis of coexistence.

Hearing this, Hami also understood Shan Bei's inner thoughts, his last resort, and his helplessness.

"I understand...then I..."

"If you accept me, then you are a person with dual identities. You have to accept the idle game anchor who live broadcasts every day driving and flirting with girls, and you also have to accept the old and persistent, mysterious giant who works in shopping malls and among all kinds of people. Rich man. Both of these are indispensable. But if you can’t accept one of your identities, then it’s not the complete me.”

Shan Bei patted Hami on the head, stood up, and looked out the window at the golf course.

"Women who can stay with me may exist because of a certain identity of mine. But the person I like, no matter what identity it is, is not important to me. Because I have identity, status, and money, and you have Without these, it has nothing to do with me..."

"As I said, the choice is yours. But I don't need you to do anything for me. Just be yourself."

Shan Bei looked outside and took a deep breath.

A piece of green softens the sunlight in front of people.

Hami also looked out the window and thought blankly for a long time.

After a long time, Hami got up and walked to the cloakroom, put on his own clothes, walked to the window, and stood there shoulder to shoulder with Shan Bei.

"It's as if you have a dual personality."

Hami's lips moved slightly, and he muttered something.

Shan Bei smiled slightly.

"Almost. So, being with me is quite difficult. No matter what you choose, I understand..."

Shan Bei hesitated and looked at Hami.

"Although I am called the best scumbag and Neptune by many people, I am not an irresponsible person. Before I am sure, nothing that I regret will happen."

Shan Bei gave a wry smile.

"So, don't be stupid again for things like today. If one day I can't control it, there is no way to save it."

Hami nodded, his cheeks flushed, and he smiled.

"No matter what day it is, it will be yours sooner or later, and there is no need to save it."

Hami's words were very straightforward, and of course Shan Bei understood her choice.

The two looked at each other and embraced each other affectionately, everything was kept silent.

(End of this chapter)