Martial arts talent system

Chapter 287 The tragedy repeats itself
Chu Shushu, who was caught in a nightmare, may not know that he escaped because of Huangfu Zhen's momentary mercy. He is still suffering in the endless hell built by the gods, and those evil spirits are constantly tormenting him and threatening him. He, the fear in his heart almost made his mind collapse.

The god devoured the fear of the ground mouse, shook his head, and secretly said: "This guy is only capable, it's really not interesting enough, but use your spiritual phantom pain to make up for the time spent by labor and capital." Think about it." While constructing the illusion, the god pulled the consciousness of the Shushu to the deepest part of the fantasy, where there is the accumulation of the memory of the Shushu's life.

What does the god want to do?What he wants is for this squirrel to feel absolute despair in life. Even if the taste of despair is not very good, it is better than nothing. The only thing that this squirrel can provide him is fear and despair. The purest emotion.

The illusion unfolded, and Chemoshu found himself in a strange yet familiar scene, his mother and his father were arguing about something in that small room.His father's face was red, as if he had been drinking, and he was talking nonsense. At this time, he saw his own Yuan Yizhen running over when he was a child, and he saw his father's face immediately changed, just because he was young. He didn't practice stealing, but went to play secretly.

He watched his father take down the yellow vitex hanging from the wall, pointed at the young Yuan Yizhen's nose and cursed: "What are you doing, have you finished all the homework assigned by labor and management? "

Before the young Yuan Yizhen could answer, his father pulled up Yuan Yizhen's clothes and stripped his top clean, exposing Yuan Yizhen's thin torso.

The yellow wattle tree rose high, then fell heavily, landing on Yuan Yizhen's back. Chedi Mouse seemed to feel that the yellow wattle tree had fallen on him again, and his body couldn't help but tremble.

In this way, a bright red scar appeared on Yuan Yizhen's body.The young Yuan Yizhen burst into tears, his back was already in excruciating pain.The father heard his son's wailing so tragically, but his hands still kept on, and he just asked: "Lao-capital raises you like shit and piss, not for you to go out to play, but for you to be filial to labor-capital." .Can't you understand something? It's a big mess."

His father was beating and swearing at the same time, Yuan Yi had already suffered so much that he had no strength left, he just kept choking.

"Do you know it's wrong?" His father pulled the blood-stained Chemoshu to stand up, and asked him sternly.

"I don't dare next time." Chedishu sobbed, and only finished this short sentence intermittently, but he said he didn't dare, but his eyes were full of hatred, and his small fist was just tightly holding it tightly.

"What? You are still not convinced?" The father waved the yellow vitex in front of Yuan Yizhen's eyes, which only made Yuan Yizhen tremble with fright.Seeing that Yuan Yi was really frightened and obeyed a lot, his father seemed satisfied.

"No. No next time without me." Yuan Yizhen just couldn't stop choking up, out of breath, and couldn't finish his words.

Seeing Yuan Yizhen like this, his father raised the yellow wattle in his hand and threw it on the ground again, as if his conscience had returned.He stretched out his hand to put on Yuan Yizhen's blood-stained shoulder, Yuan Yizhen trembled subconsciously, but he didn't dare to avoid his father's palm.

Caressing Yuan Yizhen's forehead with a slightly rough hand, Che Shushu just felt his dusty fear awakening a little bit.His father lifted his bangs up and wiped the sweat from his forehead before hiccupping and said, "It was Daddy who was wrong just now. Daddy is here to apologize to you. I beat you because Hello, you also know who Daddy wakes up from morning to night every day for, is it for you? Seeing that you are not at home now, I feel anxious, you should also be considerate of Daddy, you know? Be good. "

The young Yuan Yizhen just couldn't help sobbing, looking at his kind father now, but in his mind he remembered his father's ghost-like appearance just now, his small body trembled again, but cautiously Said: "I know."

"Look, beat the child." It was Yuan Yizhen's mother who came over, and the young Yuan Yizhen raised his head to look at his mother, only to find that the corners of his mother's eyes were bruised, and the corners of her mouth were a little red and swollen.

"Do you want to save your childhood?" It was the voice of the god that suddenly sounded, waking up the ground mouse who was watching.It's just that Chu Shushu's consciousness shrank in the shadows, he didn't dare to look at his young self, he didn't even dare to speak.

The god didn't say anything more, this ground mouse is still not desperate enough, only enough stimulation can make him despair.Zunshen thought in his heart, and the consciousness of Chedishu felt that the picture had changed. This time he had grown up a little, and he returned home again. His father and mother were fighting together. The two people were like two people. Like a vicious beast, it kept roaring, swearing, punching and kicking.

The surrounding area was full of broken dishes, and a drop of chopsticks was also spilled.Seeing his father slapping his mother to the ground, Thor knew that the biggest tragedy in his life was about to happen.

"Do you want to change this tragedy?" The voice of the god sounded again.Chemoshu turned his head and looked into the darkness in the corner. He saw his young self hiding in the corner and shivering.

The unique fear once again shrouded the young squirrel. The young man watched his father walking towards him in the corner step by step. He saw his father's eyes were already bloodshot. Scarlet and swollen like ghost eyes.His father's footsteps stepped on his heartbeat, and the fear in his young eyes amplified little by little.

"Where have you been?" His father asked, grabbing Yuan Yizhen's neckline, picked him up, and carried him step by step to the place where the yellow wattles were placed. place, took down the yellow vitex again, and immediately beat it down.

Yuan Yizhen kept twisting his body, but he was still held tightly by his father, the yellow thorns fell down one after another, bloodstains appeared on the thin clothes on his body.

"You really don't want to change this tragedy?" The voice of the gods sounded like this.Chemoshu slowed down watching this scene, his mother was walking towards his father with the kitchen knife.The eyes of Torch Mouse were already filled with tears, and he opened his mouth, which was already full of bitterness, like a fish, but there was no sound.

After a long time, Chedishu saw that his mother had already walked behind his father, and the kitchen knife had been raised high, and the tragedy was about to happen in the next second.At this time, Che Shushu said slowly: "I want to change this tragedy, I am willing, I am willing, as long as you save my mother."

"It's late!" The two cold words echoed in Toddmouse's mind.The ground mouse just felt as if he had fallen into an ice cave, and he watched his mother slowly chop the kitchen knife towards his father's neck.

He watched his mother go crazy and chopped down until his father's neck was cut off in half. He watched his father slowly fall in a pool of blood. He watched his father stare blankly. With his eyes closed, he watched his mother drop the kitchen knife, he watched his mother take off her belt, he watched her mother hang herself from a beam, he watched the young Yuan Yizhen trembling in the corner, he It seemed that he also saw tears streaming down his face, and he also seemed to see that his heart was constantly falling.

"Desperate?" The voice of the god resounded in the darkness of his heart.Are you desperate?Che Dishu asked himself, he curled up unconsciously, just like the young Yuan Yizhen, he curled up and hugged himself, hoping to reduce the fear and despair in his heart.

The long dusty memory was ups and downs in his mind, his nightmare came back again, and he finally fell into deeper despair.The god looked at the dead mouse and couldn't help but sneered.Is this hopeless?Not enough!Do it again.

Zunshen thought, and then brought this fantasy back to the last time. He wanted the Tohoku Rat to watch the experience of his family's destruction and death repeat itself again and again, and to fall into deeper despair again and again, until he was satisfied, until the Tohoku Rat Make up for all the hard work he put in.

Chemoshu witnessed his family being ruined again. He wanted to close his eyes, but found that he could still see the tragedy happen.His fear of his father, his fear of his mother, his fear of death.Zunshen's words were like a knife stabbing his heart, every time it was the same, and every time it got deeper.

It's fun, isn't it?The god was thinking like this, but he didn't care that the ground mouse was almost about to collapse.Such powerless fantasies are more real and more effective than the false horrors of hell, especially when it comes to torturing others.

After all, Chu Shushu remained silent, no matter how this god teased his emotions, he was not touched much, but he still trembled when he saw what happened to him when he was a child.The god didn't care what happened to the squirrel, anyway, it fell into his hands, and it was up to him whether he wanted the squirrel to live or die.

Outside of Chu Shushu's consciousness, Huangfu Zhen and the others were surrounding Chu Shushu, "How long has she been in a coma?" Yi Er asked Huangfu Zhen.

"If I remember correctly, it should be three days." Huangfu really replied.

"It's weird. Normally, after being in a coma for three days, his body functions should have changed a little earlier, but he is still the same as that night." Yi Er fiddled with the mouse twice, and then looked at the place where there was only one person. The square-footed poisonous creature said, "Forget it, let's not bother with this guy for now. I guess that Jianxin is about to leave the test. Be prepared to avoid any accidents later."

"Okay, then I'll just stay here and watch the ground mouse." Huangfu really replied.He only knew some of Li Jianxin's deeds from Wang Jin and Yi Er, but he had no friendship with Li Jianxin, so he decided to take care of the ground mouse.

"Alright, Brother Jin, please take care of the safety of Mr. Huangfu and Wang Jin." Yi Er gave Jin Xunfeng a command. He was afraid that when Li Jianxin broke through, they would kill too many people. To make this Jin Xunfeng uncomfortable, he used a mind to push this Jin Xunfeng away.Jin Xunfeng did not doubt that he had him, so he agreed.

At this time, Li Jianxin has gradually been able to control himself to explore the secrets of nothingness without being swallowed by nothingness. These days, he has been swallowed up by nothingness for a small part of his spiritual consciousness, but he has also gained more.

He has more insights into nothingness, or the reality of the world.In such a dangerous game, he has already been able to handle it with ease, but sometimes he still cannot avoid being swallowed up by nothingness.But he was able to use the only part of himself in reality to pull out the part that was soaked in nothingness. In this way, he gained more.

What does nothingness feel like?Li Jianxin is a little difficult to describe. When he penetrates into nothingness, he feels that his humanity is gradually disappearing. Right and wrong are not so important, because in nothingness these things are equal, or It is unimportant to say that these values ​​given by human beings do not exist. This also gives Li Jianxin the opportunity to look at his life from a higher perspective, which is similar to omniscience and omnipotence.

Similarly, this kind of high-dimensional perspective similar to omniscience and omnipotence actually means total negation, because everything is unimportant and everything does not exist, so what is the meaning of me and my life?Only nothingness is eternal, or nothingness is nothingness.

It is precisely because nothingness is nothingness that Li Jianxin's consciousness was almost completely swallowed up by nothingness several times.

But fortunately, he still has a fiery and magnificent dream, which is to protect his friends and family.It is this little bit of magnificent dream that allows him to keep himself from being completely swallowed up by nothingness, so that he can benefit a lot.This kind of understanding is extremely precious, not only the understanding of the philosophy of life, but also allows Li Jianxin to see a brand new way in his own martial arts.

The cycle of life and death is life and death. If life and death are reversed, will everything return to nothingness?This is a bit of inspiration that Li Jianxin has gained in the past few days, but he has not dared to try it yet, because he feels that if he uses the power of nothingness, then he may actually be the one that is swallowed by nothingness.After all, he often walks by the river, and this nothingness is closest to him.

However, although Li Jianxin obtained a useless trump card, what he gained more was the divine perspective.Because humans are creatures that are neither omniscient nor omnipotent, they view the development of things with their own unique biases.

But when part of Li Jianxin's own consciousness merged with nothingness, Li Jianxin was able to understand some things that he had once been unable to understand.

Nothingness is not chaotic, but a state of nothingness, and some villains are precisely out of this "nothingness" state, they do not respect life or all the values ​​of beauty given by human beings, so this can always be Playing with ignorant sentient beings in a high position.

Li Jianxin even understood what this god was thinking, maybe he was really just for fun.The big forces in this arena are all acting like characters in an opera arranged by him.And he watched all living beings dance, sing, and sink in the audience.Even if there is no benefit to honoring a god, he still enjoys it, because he has no human moral concepts.

(End of this chapter)