Heaven lost a system

Chapter 46 The Strange Loneliness

December 12th, Christmas!
Although it is a foreign festival, many people are happier than traditional festivals.

Lin Qiu actually doesn't quite understand the meaning of celebrating Christmas in China.

But in this atmosphere, he suddenly felt like he was doing like the Romans.

On this day, everyone will greet each other when they meet at school: "Merry Christmas!"

For those who are more foreign, just say: "Merry Christmas!"

Lin Qiu felt very uncomfortable physically and mentally throughout the day, but he couldn't tell where the discomfort was.

Many people are very happy, today is Christmas, and it happens to be Friday, tomorrow there is no class, and tonight can take advantage of Christmas to have fun outside.

The students in Class 6, Grade [-], also organized a Christmas carnival tonight and invited many students to participate.

In the afternoon, Chen Yujie walked up to Lin Qiu nervously, and asked cautiously, "Lin Qiu, did you eat that apple last night?"

Lin Qiu stopped the ballpoint pen in his hand, and said flatly, "Eat."

Chen Yujie happily asked, "How does it taste?"

Lin Qiu said casually: "It's okay."

Chen Yujie hesitated for a moment: "Then... tonight's carnival, will you also come to participate?"

Lin Qiu's first reaction was to refuse, but when he looked up and saw the expectation in Chen Yujie's eyes, he thought that it was not easy to refuse when he accepted the apples from others yesterday, so he hesitated and said, "Yes, but I will I have something to do, so I might be late."

A happy smile suddenly appeared on Chen Yujie's face: "It's okay, then I'll wait for you tonight."

After speaking, she happily walked back to her seat.

Lin Qiu glanced at Chen Yujie's direction, feeling a little puzzled and puzzled in his heart, but then he felt that he couldn't figure it out, so he simply stopped thinking about it.

The world of girls is too deep to go deep into!

He had heard this sentence from Li Ming, and he deeply agreed with it.

But Liao Wenjie said that he likes diving the most!
Lin Qiu had always had a vague understanding of this sentence, and had no intention of figuring out what it meant. He felt that sometimes it was rare to be confused and that was the right thing to do.

As soon as the school dismissal bell rang in the afternoon, the students in Class 6, Grade [-] happily picked up their schoolbags, and the group had already gathered together to discuss the carnival night tonight.

Many people don't even plan to go home, and some of them have confirmed the relationship between boyfriend and girlfriend.

Lin Qiu couldn't figure it out, could the parents rest assured that they would stay out all night and not come home?
It was only later that Lin Qiu found out that they told their parents to go to so-and-so's classmate's house tonight.

As soon as the parents heard that they were classmates, they didn't investigate further.

Which high school student today has never lied to his parents?Everyone has their own little secret, even if they hide it from their parents.

Lin Qiu felt that this was wrong.

The definition of puppy love on the Internet refers to the love that occurs between teenagers who have not entered college.

But Lin Qiu was thinking, can love be considered as love without stepping into the society?
There is a saying that love that has not been experienced is an illusory bubble.

It just adds to the troubles.

Of course, there are also people who have been in a good relationship since elementary school. Even after graduating from university, there are still many people who are still together, but after all, that is one of the few small examples. What Lin Qiu has seen in these years is that they quarrel and break up at every turn. , and then sad, affecting study, and even neglecting studies...

The world of emotions seems to be a world of mist, with a trace of curiosity and anticipation in the haze. Many people feel sweet and satisfied with the surprise at the beginning, but as they go down, no one knows what they will encounter in the next moment.

Therefore, Lin Qiu might be able to guess a thing or two about Chen Yujie's thoughts, but he didn't want to delve into it, and he didn't dare to touch it.

When he got home from school, Lin Qiu was doing everything as usual, but after dinner, he looked at the various messages posted on the mobile phone group, as well as the various party photos in the Moments, Lin Qiu felt nothing in his heart.

It's just that when he saw the message from Chen Yujie: "Lin Qiu, when can you come over?"

Lin Qiu actually wanted to tell Chen Yujie that he couldn't go due to business, but he deleted the edited text several times.

How to refuse perfectly without hurting each other's pure friendship?

Lin Qiu couldn't think of a good answer.

Lin Xiaojing was sitting on the sofa watching TV, and glanced at Lin Qiu, who sometimes had a complex expression and was sometimes tangled, and after a while she said, "Lin Qiu, what are you doing tonight?"

Lin Qiu put away his phone and said calmly: "It's nothing, but my classmates asked me to go out to play, but I don't know how to refuse."

Lin Xiaojing immediately asked: "Male or female?"

Lin Qiu glanced at her: "There are both men and women. It's just a large group of people in the class get together for Christmas. Actually, I don't like this kind of occasion very much, and I think it's meaningless."

Lin Xiaojing thought for a while and said, "Actually, you can think about the problem from a different angle. Will it appear that you are very gregarious if you go? If you don't go, will it appear that you are very out of gregarious?"

Lin Qiu rubbed his chin: "If you don't go, it really seems a bit out of place."

Lin Xiaojing immediately said affirmatively: "Then you go, maybe it will be difficult to get together with them after you enter the academy."

Lin Qiu thought for a while, and it seemed that this was really the case.

He suddenly turned his head and looked at Lin Xiaojing seriously: "Lin Xiaojing, you are a wise man!"

Lin Xiaojing raised her head proudly: "That's right, don't look at who I am, I am Lin Xiaojing who knows astronomy from the top and geography from the bottom, and knows the future through the world."

Lin Qiu said expressionlessly: "Lin Xiaojing, I should express my deep apology to you. I should not have deliberately bought you a larger size of clothes just to save money."

Lin Xiaojing was startled: "What do you mean?"

Lin Qiu stood up, picked up a coat and went out, not forgetting to say to Lin Xiaojing: "When the wind blows, you will easily swell!"

Lin Xiaojing looked at the closed door and couldn't help but curse loudly: "Lin Qiu, don't come back tonight if you have the guts!"

At this time, Lin Qiu had already walked out of the community, called Li Ming, and asked him if he was going to the carnival in the class tonight.

There was a noisy voice on the phone, obviously the environment Li Ming was in was not quiet.

"What? A party in the class? Don't be silly, Lin Qiu, what's the point of going to a party of that level. Would you like to come to my party? I'm sure you'll eat it to the core and remember it forever!"

Lin Qiu was stunned for a moment. What kind of party food is so heavy that it can still be remembered for a lifetime after eating it?
Otherwise, Lin Qiu's experience is still too little, and he can't understand many insider words.

But now he hesitated a little.

Li Ming didn't go, and Liao Wenjie certainly didn't go either, so should he go?
Standing outside the community, Lin Qiu sighed deeply. He suddenly felt that he was a bit out of place with this world, and a sense of loneliness that he had never felt before came spontaneously.

After thinking for a long time, he called Ma Youliang again and asked the other party to pick him up, and then sent a message to Chen Yujie, saying that he couldn't go because of something, and he was deeply sorry for that.

He didn't know how Chen Yujie felt when he saw this message, but Lin Qiu felt that maybe the first relationship in his life that might be about to happen had already been aborted.

But he has no regrets about it.

(End of this chapter)