Cosmic bosses start from collecting trash

Chapter 163 I'm Sorry

15 years are fleeting.

Xiao Ze brought his two daughters and four children to the plain to enjoy the magnificent scenery, and inadvertently saw a group of wild elephants surrounding a corpse, stroking it with their noses solemnly, it was the same kind that passed away.

They are silently remembering.

This scene touched Xiao Ze's heart a little.

He couldn't help but look at the two women beside him.

Even with all kinds of natural skin care products, they still can't stop the wrinkles on their faces. Perhaps it can be said that the charm still exists, but the stunningness of the past has long been lost.

Xiao Ze's appearance is always the same as when he was 23 years old or even younger. Children often ask, Dad, why do you always look the same.

He couldn't explain it.

Jiang Qianyu and Shen Luoning saw that Xiao Ze was always young but he was getting old day by day. They didn't ask or say anything. They used to think that it was a good thing for the person they loved the most to be forever young and gentle, but gradually accumulated in the process. It's the low self-esteem and sadness that are becoming more and more uncontrollable, and they hide it very well.

Xiao Jianghai, Xiao Yu, Xiao Ning, Xiao Luo.

They don't know what their parents think.

The wolf cubs caught by Xiao Ze have now been bred for three generations, and their bloodthirsty genes are gradually degenerating. At this time, dozens of wolves are around him playing with the cubs. Besides wolves, there are also various animals raised by him. .

Over the years, Xiao Ze has traveled to and from various landforms every year, even deserts and snow fields are no exception, but he has never stepped into the temple again, and his two daughters and four little ones have always followed him. There are hundreds if not thousands of temporary shelters on the island, and they are always on the road.

The chicken coops and rabbit farms of the jungle have long since disbanded.

Pheasant hares have almost no natural enemies.

Occasionally returning to the jungle hut, Xiao Ze would let the animals he raised freely capture them for food.

"Let's go, this year I will take you to experience the feeling of living in the desert." Xiao Ze said and waved to an ancient tree beside him, and immediately several flying squirrels slid down from the tree and landed on him.

"Father, can you not go to the desert, there is nothing delicious." Xiao Yu pouted.

"Little fish, what are you talking about, when did dad not give you something delicious?" Xiao Jianghai said.

"Don't call me Xiaoyu, you are only a few hours older than me, it's just luck." Xiao Yu stared.

"That's your brother too." Xiao Jianghai was delighted.

"Cut." Xiao Yu pouted.

"Dad calls himself a desert island gourmet. Everything tastes delicious, no matter where he goes. We live in the Gobi, not in the desert. There are many delicious foods." Xiao Luo held his mother's arm and said with a smile.

"The Gobi is better than the snowy plain." Xiao Ning said calmly as the eldest brother, hugging a cute bobcat.

"Well, the snow field is really difficult, so I won't go." Xiao Ze rubbed Xiao Yu's head and smiled.

"Let's go to the previous shelter first."

"Well, it's almost dark soon."

Jiang Qianyu and Shen Luoning spoke successively.

"I'll go say hello to Xiao Hong." Xiao Ze said and walked towards the elephant group, and the elephant group also walked towards him after seeing his figure until they met.

The two women and children followed behind him.

Beside them, there was a pack of wolves, and a few pets, such as tigers, black bears, leopards, bobcats, etc., who seemed aloof, followed suit.

What a magnificent sight this is?
The seven Xiao Zes also carried smaller pets, such as snakes, spiders, and rats, while Xiao Luo was holding a cute rabbit.

There is no Internet on the desert island.

Pets are the best form of entertainment.

"Xiaohong, we meet again." Xiao Ze gently stroked the nose of the Queen of Elephants. He once saved Xiaohong's child and successfully established diplomatic relations. Now they have known each other for 13 years.

There is no dry period on the island of origin.

Elephants can easily live in the plains.

But Xiaohong is a wise queen who strictly controls the reproduction rate of herds without explanation.

The little elephant that Xiao Ze had rescued back then rushed to his side and snorted in the direction of the desert.

"No need, Doubao, we plan to walk slowly to see the scenery on the road." Xiao Ze raised his other hand and touched the ivory of Doubao.

The grown-up bean bag was rejected, so he touched Xiao Ze's chest with his nose in dissatisfaction, and ran to continue his relationship with a female elephant of the same age.

"I'm leaving, Xiaohong, and I'll see you next year."

Xiao Ze smiled at Xiaohong, turned and left.

Looking at the backs of Xiao Ze and others, Xiaohong shook her nose helplessly and continued to lead the elephants to eat.

The dividing line between plains and deserts.

"You guys just stay in the plain, and I'll look for you when I come back next year. I can't afford to support you in the desert, so let's go." Xiao Ze said to the pets who had escorted his family here for half a month.

Some older pets who have long been used to it whimpered dissatisfied and left alone or with their cubs.

Some of the pets ran away after rubbing against Xiao Ze.

Some pets stayed at the dividing line and watched his receding back for a long time, unwilling to turn around.

in a blink.

25 years have passed.

Xiao Ze stayed beside Shen Luoning, who was already gray-haired, seriously ill and unable to get out of bed, tightly holding her hand that seemed to have only bones left, and remained silent.

"Brother Xiao Xiao wait for me to die"

"You just scatter my ashes."

"Scatter into the Sea"

Shen Luoning was full of tears, looking at her favorite Brother Xiao with reluctance and regret in his eyes
"Can you.follow.me."

Shen Luoning hasn't finished her last sentence yet.

She had already let go of Xiao Ze's hand.

Xiao Ze's heart felt like a knife was twisting at this moment.

But he didn't cry, he didn't even look expressionless.

Xiao Ze gently lifted Shen Luoning, who was already very light, from the bed and slowly walked out of the wooden house. Jiang Qianyu closed her eyes in pain beside the stone table. She didn't want to see her sister who had been with her on this island for decades leave.

Xiao Ning and Xiao Luo, who are already middle-aged, looked at their still young father holding their mother's body and walking towards the sea with heavy steps. They were not like Xiao Jianghai and Xiao Yu who also regarded Shen Luoning as their mother. Kneeling on the ground and crying loudly, his complexion was as pale as a walking corpse, his eyes were dull, and tears of pain slipped silently from the corners of his eyes.

Xiao Ze walked very steadily with every step, as if he was afraid that Shen Luoning's body would be bumped, until he came to the beach and placed her on the wooden bed for the bonfire that had been prepared.

The countless pets raised by Shen Luoning had been waiting by the bonfire for a long time, and they also shed tears of pain when they saw her corpse whine.

Xiao Ze guarded Shen Luoning's body alone, his eyes were bloodshot until the morning of the fourth day.

The sky turned pale.

The waves kept beating against the beach.

Xiao Ning and Xiao Luo supported Xiao Ze, whose legs were already weakened, a little away from the already lit bonfire.

Shen Luoning disappeared in the fire.

Xiao Ze's eyes were very calm.

He had thought of this scene a long time ago.

But the grief in my heart could not be suppressed.

He never could say those three words.

Three years later.

Xiao Ze came to the top of the snow mountain with Jiang Qianyu on his back, the thin air made it difficult for them to breathe.

Jiang Qianyu said.

She wants to see the snow-capped mountains before she dies.

Xiao Ze was afraid that her body would not be able to bear it.

But she persisted no matter what.

"Hug." Jiang Qianyu got off Xiao Ze's back and crawled into his arms, crying helplessly.

She is so scared.

She was afraid that she would never see Xiao Ze again.

But she had to accept reality.

Xiao Ze still caressed her long snow-white hair that had been cut short as before, his eyes were full of tenderness.

"If there is a next life, I want to give everything to you with your childhood sweetheart, but I can't grow old with you in this life. You are still so young."

"Hope I'm gone"

"The wind can tell you that I really love you"

Jiang Qianyu couldn't cry anymore, which was a great burden on her body.

Xiao Ze didn't dare to stop him, he knew that Jiang Qianyu wanted to say the last word to him on the top of the snow mountain.

Jiang Qianyu was running out of time.

"If snow mountains can be seen"

"If Fate Can Be Predicted"

"If Time Could Go Back"

"If time can come back"

"I will still choose to love you"

"People always say they only want to have a beginning and never an end."

"But it's over before we even begin."

"ze"

"Can you say those three words to me?"

The last sentence drained all her strength.

Xiao Ze's heart was pounded like a heavy hammer, he opened his mouth, but he couldn't say what he wanted to say, maybe it wasn't that he didn't have love, but that he had forgotten how to say those three words.

"sorry"

Jiang Qianyu smiled bitterly, but she apologized.

This sorry pierced into Xiao Ze's heart.

I want to say a lot.

Not much to say.

There are so many words that cannot be spoken.

"I"

Just when Xiao Ze was about to speak.

Jiang Qianyu's body suddenly softened.

Xiao Ze understood that he had completely lost her.

He froze for a moment, his heart was so depressed that he was suffocated, looking at the tears that had condensed into frost on Jiang Qianyu's face
Xiao Ze's emotions collapsed in an instant.

"hahahahahahahaha."

Xiao Ze knelt beside her body as if insane, looked at her face and laughed like he lost his mind.

It's the saddest thing to be tempted when you leave.

He was only a little short.

Really only close.
Jiang Qianyu could not persist until the end.

The cold wind poured into Xiao Ze's lungs.

Xiao Ze coughed violently.

Tears hung on his face, holding Jiang Qianyu's body and weeping bitterly until the tears dried up and his whole body became stiff.

His fingertips dug deep into his palm.

Blood slid from the cracks in his hands and condensed into ice.

Xiao Ze's heart was already dead at this moment.

Numerous negative emotions arise.

After all, no matter how long the outside world has passed.

He has lived with Jiang Qianyu for 46 years.

What is the concept of 46 years for human beings?
Xiao Ze grabbed Jiang Qianyu's hand and refused to let go.

Until the heavy snow buried her body.

Until Xiao Ze fell into a coma from hunger and cold.

When Xiao Ze woke up, he saw a real snow lotus growing not far away. He walked over with difficult steps to pick it off, and gently put it in Jiang Qianyu's hands, as if he had aged in an instant Like dozens of years old, hunched over and left
A word seemed to be heard in the howling cold wind.

I love you and I'm sorry.

(End of this chapter)