Strike back against the dating system

Chapter 132 Blue Butterfly's Diary (Skipable)
Du Heng turned the first page nervously.

Liu Landie's handwriting is beautiful, the small silk characters are neatly arranged on a line, the distance between them is strictly controlled, the style is beautiful, and the charm is vivid.

It was recorded almost two years ago.

And most of them are trivial things in life, there is nothing worth paying attention to, sometimes I will write a chapter after two or three weeks, it seems that Liu Landie will be lazy.

Livia didn't speak, but flew in the air and watched Du Heng turn the pages of the book silently.

When he was halfway through the diary, his hand speed suddenly slowed down.

The weather was fine on [-] October.

"There was a strange boy in the class. I didn't pay attention to those boys because their eyes were always obscene and their thoughts were dirty, but this man named Du Heng thought differently, and he was always jumping like crazy. Take off, sometimes it's unbelievable, and I've never looked at me in the eye, it's strange, my charm has declined?"

The weather on [-] October was cloudy.

"He doesn't seem to like to talk to people, and what he did in the previous school is even more shocking from other students around him. I didn't expect such a handsome person to beat people with his hands, so the female students in the class I'm a little afraid of him, but I don't feel that way about Du Heng, I just think it looks familiar, as if I've seen it somewhere, but I just can't remember it, and my mind has become more and more confused recently."

October [-] weather conditions.

"There are more and more nasty suitors, just like flies. It's really annoying. But the boy named Du Heng took the initiative to help me drive away those nasty guys. Could it be that he likes me? I seem to be Don't hate him."

Du Heng smiled disdainfully when he saw this. I just saw someone who needed help. How could I think so much? Even if you are an old lady, I have to help.

The weather was cloudy on October [-].

"The voice of God is becoming more and more obvious. I can feel that the benevolent master is calling me, but I am not devout enough. I can't understand what he is saying, but my physique is far beyond ordinary people. I’ve been having a strange dream recently, I don’t know why I’m always tied to the stake and burned to death, I’m really scared.”

The weather was fine on [-] October.

"That dream became more and more real. I could even feel the temperature of the flames and the ugly faces of those people, shouting crazily. At that time, I only had one mood to kill them all. But sometimes I would dream of a A strange boy who keeps calling a name that doesn't belong to me, he seems to be crying and confessing to me, but I always turn my back to him and gradually walk away."

The weather on [-] October was cloudy.

"I don't feel well, why am I a girl? It hurts so bad, I don't even have a person to talk to, and I don't want to find any girlfriends. The intrigue of girls is really annoying, while boys only have obscene thoughts. , are vulgar people. And I can't avoid being like them in the end."

On October 23, the weather was light and rainy.

"I don't know why, but I always see the boy named Du Heng recently. He doesn't seem to like playing with other boys. He is always reading quietly on the table alone. It's really strange. Sometimes I can see He came to school with injuries all over his body, and the classmates in the class were extremely scared. Moreover, in the past few days since he came to this school, there seemed to be a lot less gangsters nearby. Could it be that he did it all?"

October NO.30 is sunny.

"I had a strange dream. This time, the object was actually Du Heng. She was shy, indescribable, and I couldn't write about it."

At the end, Liu Landie mischievously drew a smiling face.

The weather on [-] November was cloudy.

"I have a lot of homework recently, and I seem to have forgotten to write a diary. It is really difficult to keep the habit of writing a diary. The annoying Du Heng actually broke my water glass, but I also took a few interesting photos. See It's so funny to see the embarrassment on his face."

The weather was fine on [-] November.

"Recently, I seem to pay more and more attention to Du Heng. This man likes to play the clown in a boring way. Everyone seems to be used to it. Am I the only one who feels uncomfortable doing this? But he never desires anything, okay, There should be a point, he hopes his English grades can pass, I have hinted that I will help him, but he never talked to me, it really deserves it.”

……

Du Heng flipped through the diary silently, but his mood became more and more heavy.

April [-]rd is cloudy.

"With the arrival of the new semester, some girls in the class seem to be growing up very fast. Even I feel a little ashamed of myself. The boys are also making these dirty jokes. I seem to have learned a lot, but I still have to pretend. I don't know, they are really annoying. Du Heng seems to be worried these days, and the people around him dare not approach him, what happened?"

Du Heng carefully recalled the time when school started.

At that time, I seemed to be solving the problem of too many stray animals in the community.

I'm so busy every day, when I think of those irresponsible people who raise an animal just for fun, they will give up when they move or if they don't like it at all, and let it fend for itself, it's really disgusting.

The weather was fine on [-] April.

"Recently, the voice of the gods has become more and more complicated. I vaguely heard the word Du Heng. It seems that he wants me to confess to him. Is even the gods helping me? Maybe I really like him, but since when? Strange feelings? I thought about what attracted me to him, and then I thought about it a lot, such as frankness and helpfulness, and it should be good to add English to my grades.”

The weather was fine on [-] April.

"I finally plucked up the courage to confess to that boy. Although it might be another part of my body, I took the first step anyway. What made me unhappy was that he refused I really can't figure out why this happened, the first confession in my life failed like this, so sad, painful and ashamed."

Everyone could see that the back of this message was slashed several times with a pen to vent their anger, and even a page had been cut.

Du Heng couldn't help shivering.

The weather was fine on [-] April.

"How dare you refuse my confession, I will not forgive you, I will make you pay the price, um, well, he doesn't care about me at all, but why do I have a dream about the relationship with him recently that doesn't belong to me I seem to have figured out one thing, these memories seem to be fragments of a certain reincarnation, is this also the power of gods?"

It was cloudy on [-] April.

"This kind of power is getting stronger and stronger. I began to recall things beyond my comprehension, but when I think of Du Heng, I feel inexplicably at ease, as if there is nothing to be afraid of when he is by my side. He went on a date together, I don't know if the outfit at that time satisfied him, and even said some bold words, but this boy didn't care at all, he was so shy."

X, XX, the weather?

"A nasty man has come to me, he claims to be a king, he needs me to save all mankind, but his tone is threatening, if I don't teach him to do it, he will take revenge on the people around me , although I feel that life is a bit boring and my mood has been inexplicably depressed, but it seems good to sacrifice for everyone."

"But I started to fear death again. I thought of all the good experiences with that boy, and really wanted to be by his side all the time. It was so painful. Why was it me?"

X, XX, the weather?

"In my dream, I saw that boy die over and over again, but I was helpless. Maybe learning to let go is the best ending for the two of us. I can't let myself get deeper and deeper. If I were an ordinary girl, he would be an ordinary girl too. Ordinary people, will we grow old together, even have children? I can't imagine."

On April [-], the weather was fine.

"I remembered everything. I died in reincarnation again and again, but I couldn't get the result I wanted. I was sorry for Du Heng. It's time to end everything. This time, I hope he can live happily, forget my existence, and find him. A better girl, although I am a little unwilling, but I still wish them well first."

"Ah Heng accompanied me to the amusement park. The haunted house is so scary, but with Ah Heng by my side, I'm not alone or scary. I also want to take a wedding photo with Ah Heng. I'm such a greedy girl."

"I drank milk tea again today, it's delicious, but if I drink too much, I might get fat, and Du Heng might not like me anymore.

"I bought a piece of sexy underwear. I wanted to put it on in front of the mirror several times, but I didn't have the courage. If Du Heng is around me, I will put it on to tease him, as long as he likes it."

Du Heng said: "No matter what you become, I will choose to like you."

Turning to the end of the page, there is a strange sentence.

"Du Heng, you won't peek at my diary, will you? Then you are really a bad guy, but even so, I like you very much. Thank you for all the good memories you helped me create, because Ah Heng is the best and the most handsome in my heart man."

Sure enough, she is a thoughtful girl, she never expected to be guessed to this step.

Du Heng didn't speak, he walked slowly to the window, opened the curtains, and watched the lively night scene outside the window.

The lights in the distance are brilliant, the noise of children comes to the ears, couples walk hand in hand in the night market, which is full of romance, and various small stalls are open, attracting tourists coming and going.

Prosperity and excitement are clearly within reach, but they are imprisoned in the house and dare not take a step.

It is because of the inner difference, because of the essential difference. After all, I choose to stay away from the hustle and bustle and keep my own loneliness, just because I don't want to hurt others.

She lacked the love of her parents, couldn't get the understanding of her classmates, and survived as a lonely strong one, until she walked into her world, but she disappointed her time and time again, failed to fulfill her promises, and fell into reincarnation time and time again. However, the girl did not blame herself.

As gentle as ever, she just chooses to guard silently. The proud she chooses to compromise with fate, just to protect everything she wants to protect.

Du Heng suddenly remembered a sentence in the girl's diary.

"We are all stubborn dragons, greedy enough to guard the treasure, waiting for the arrival of the dragon slayer."

Is the system a treasure?It is indeed a golden finger, it obliterates the consciousness of the host, manipulates the existence of fate, chooses the best route, and it will never care about those things outside of it.

But this powerful force will also attract those who prey on the system. They are already many times stronger than ordinary people, but they will still be trampled under their feet.

Everything is just the fault of the system. If there is no system interference, maybe the two will end up as ordinary people, meeting by chance, not hurting, not loving.

Du Heng felt a little tired and just wanted to sleep. There was a big soft bed next to him, so he lay on it naturally, recalling those things that he didn't want to remember, and tears rolled down his eyes.

He suddenly asked, "Will we win this time?"

Livia Roland Torredo hesitated for a while, then said with a smile: "Don't worry, I will let you win this time no matter what."

(End of this chapter)