Global time travel

Chapter 159 Incompatibility

After the soldiers leading the way left, Tian Yiyi raised her head and looked at Hou Dajie with a complicated expression. His eyes were calm, without disgust, nor surprise or joy, as if seeing a stranger, which made Tian Yiyi a little Lost, but the strange thing is that her originally extremely anxious mood gradually calmed down. At least Hou Dajie didn't look coldly at her. The most embarrassing result should be ruled out.

"long time no see!"

In the end it was Hou Dajie who spoke first. During the waiting process just now, he was actually a little excited. He thought that he would stumble after the meeting, but unexpectedly he was so calm that even he himself was surprised. It was as if he had never appeared in this girl's life, never loved her, and never let her stab a knife in her heart.

"Well, long time no see." The girl responded softly, she didn't dare to look into the man's eyes, she lowered her head and asked, "Are you okay?"

"It's pretty good." Hou Dajie glanced at the girl, her side face turned a little pale, she opened her mouth, but finally said nothing.

These three simple and indifferent words made Tian Yiyi momentarily at a loss as to how to speak.

After a while, Hou Dajie saw that the girl was silent for a long time, so he could only ask, "What's the matter you came to see me?"

"I..." Tian Yiyi raised her head, her moist eyes were full of complexity, and her eyes moved to the boy's face: "I have two words to tell you."

She paused, exhaled, and said: "The first sentence is thank you, thank you for being so kind to me, in order to make me full, you will try your best to find food regardless of the danger, and even prefer to eat by yourself If you are hungry, you have to give me some food; in order to let me sleep peacefully, you can stay up all night, squat at the tree hole and use your body to protect me from the wind and rain. That should have been the most difficult time in my life. It's because of you that it becomes so easy, thank you, Dajie."

After finishing speaking, she bowed her petite body and sincerely thanked Hou Dajie.

Hou Dajie subconsciously wanted to help her, but he stopped just as he lifted his foot, with a self-deprecating look on his face, and said lightly: "Thank you for these two words, you have... said it many times."

"No, that's different." Tian Yiyi shook her head again and again, and murmured: "At that time, I didn't understand how much this kindness was and how rare it was. I said thank you, but I thought that no matter how you Helping me is a matter of course... I thought that the whole world should let me and pamper me. But I don't know, in fact, I am insignificant to this world. "

Hou Dajie's heart was touched. He didn't expect the girl to have such a big change. It seems that she has indeed experienced many things and suffered a lot during this period of time. She sighed inwardly, but her tone was still calm, and said: "Okay , I accept your thanks."

"Thank you." Tian Yiyi pursed her lips, her eyes sparkled, she took a few deep breaths before calming down, and continued: "The second sentence is sorry. I was too ignorant at the time, and I only thought about myself. I didn't care about your feelings at all, I know that the damage has been done, and I can't make up for it just by saying I'm sorry, you can beat me and scold me if you want, even..."

Tian Yiyi lowered her head slightly, with three points of guilt and seven points of determination on her face, she summoned up her courage and said, "Even if you want my body, I am willing to use everything I have to make up for the mistakes I have made. Just please stop hating me."

Hou Dajie was taken aback for a moment, he was no longer the stupid boy he was at the beginning, he felt that there was no trace of falsehood in the girl's words, his determination was as strong as iron, he was silent for a while, and finally sighed softly: "Yiyi, I want to You misunderstood, I never... hated you, on the contrary, I am quite grateful to you. "

Seeing the girl's face full of astonishment, as if he had heard something unbelievable, Hou Dajie quietly looked down at her, and the girl who often haunted her dreams continued in a low voice: "I admit, I really liked you very much before. Hey, all I think about is you, if you say a word to me, I will be happy for a long time, if you ignore me, or show intimacy with other boys, I will feel as uncomfortable as... a knife , I thought having you was equivalent to owning the whole world."

Hou Dajie said two sentences that were too long, and there would be a pause in the middle. It didn't sound so smooth. If it was changed before, Tian Yiyi would definitely laugh at him secretly, but now, she only has endless self-blame in her heart.

"My family's conditions are not good. When I was very young, I had to help my mother...do all kinds of work, and I didn't have time to play with... my friends. All I met were...children from poor families. When I was in high school, the first time I saw you, I thought you were like...a princess, well dressed, and good looking. At that time, I was...too naive, and when I met someone other than my life, I thought it was... The best person in the world. Later, you gave me the opportunity to go out...to see a bigger world...better people, and I realized that the person back then...was so ordinary but."

Hou Dajie tried his best to control his turbulent emotions, looked at the girl and said: "So I don't hate you, but I don't love you anymore, Yiyi, remember to take care of yourself, I think, I can't continue...to protect you. "

Tian Yiyi's pretty face was pale, her whole heart seemed to be being pulled by countless hands, the pain spread from the bottom of her heart to her whole body, she had already prepared for the worst, but when Hou Dajie really said the result, she still didn't Unable to bear it, this boy who loved her so much and was willing to give everything for her, finally left and was let go by her own hands.

Tears swirled in her eyes, the girl tried her best not to let it fall, but she couldn't control it, she hurriedly turned her head, wiped it twice, sniffed her nose, and when she turned her head, she put on a forced smile: "Thank you You, Dajie, thank you for being willing to meet me today, and for talking to me so much, I am very happy...very happy." Speaking of this, her tone began to choke, and her tears burst down like a bank. Let it slide, and continued: "In the future, when you are on the battlefield, you must... protect yourself, don't rush out alone like last... last time, I know I don't have the qualifications to ask you Promise me, but I still hope that every time you go out...you can come back safely."

After a short sentence, she was already crying badly, but she still smiled and waved her little hand: "Goodbye, Dajie."

She ran away without looking back, wiping her tears as she ran, and when she reached a place not far from the sentry box, she stopped suddenly, covered her mouth and squatted down, crying loudly in a silent way , I don't know how long it took, it seemed that the tears had dried up, and it seemed that her emotions had finally stabilized. She stood up slowly, wiped away the tears, rubbed her face, and walked slowly towards the sentry box.

Hou Dajie always hid himself in the darkness far away, seeing Tian Yiyi said a few words to Ye Yun at the door, and then they left together, he said in his heart: "Yiyi, don't blame me, it's because I saw In the bigger world, I realized that there are many things more important than love."

PS: Today's Chapter 1.

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