Global time travel

Chapter 148
On the shelves.

Thank you, editor NiQiu Da, for recommending me even when I am old and constantly changing; thank you for accompanying me all the way, it is your support that makes this book have today's achievements, thank you.

Uh, I suddenly don’t know what to write.

According to other people's testimonials, the next step should be to ask for a subscription, or to be pitiful and sensational, and then talk about the update and additional conditions after the launch, and finally bow to step down, and you're done.

As a man who has been independent since he was a child, who has emerged from the mire without staining, and who is clean and gentle without being a monster, can I be so vulgar?
Um!Yes!meeting!

Ahem, let’s stir things up first.

The story begins ten years ago. It was a prosperous year. The Olympic Games were held in our country, and the opening ceremony shocked the world.

But these highlights did not leave any impression on my mind. The Olympic Games only lasted 16 days, and I stayed in the ward for two 16 days.

That year, I was just 18 years old. I was young, full of vigor, and in excellent health.Most importantly, I graduated from high school that year and was about to enter college.

In the same year, my brother-in-law died in a car accident, and my mother suffered a cerebral hemorrhage and was in critical condition.

Fortunately, my mother finally came back to life. Although she was half paralyzed, although I could no longer go to college, although I was 18 years old, I was burdened with debts, and although I was overwhelmed by long-term worry and fatigue, I am still very grateful. I am very happy, because I personally saved the most important person in my life.

My mother's health gradually improved and she could barely stand up. I hired a nanny to take care of her, and then uploaded my first novel in the historical fiction category on Qidian. The signing went smoothly, but the recommendation scores were mediocre, and I didn't prepare an outline, so the results were natural. No need to think about it, the eunuch is gone.

Not long after, I wrote my second novel, Urban Ability. This time I learned my lesson, prepared well, and recommended it all the way.

The subscriptions after the launch were pretty good at the time. For this reason, I coded very diligently. Apart from visiting my mother every day, I spent the rest of the time sitting in front of the computer. I was originally a fun-loving age, but I became a homebody with peace of mind. , the monthly updates are at least 30 words.

That was really the fastest time in my life.

The second book was finished in a few months. I was young and energetic, and I was not satisfied with the monthly income of several thousand yuan. However, when I was about to start the third book, I faced a difficult choice.

My parents divorced in the early years, and later my father remarried and gave birth to a younger sister. Therefore, although the family has three bedrooms and one living room, it is quite crowded with so many people. So my father told my brother to let him move out to take care of my mother. The cost of hiring a nanny is too high. Great, it’s better to save the money to pay off the debt.

At that time, my brother had just returned from the army and had been working for less than half a year. He was dating a girl, and the girl was living at home. If he and his girlfriend were asked to move out to rent a house and take care of his paralyzed mother, it would undoubtedly be It's also a tough choice.

So later, I took the initiative to move out, rented a room, and took care of my mother's daily life.

However, I couldn’t continue to write books. My brother and I chipped in to pay the rent. After paying the rent, there was only living expenses left, and I couldn’t even afford the network cable, let alone buy a computer.

In the eyes of others, I took on things that should not have been my responsibility and sacrificed my hard-earned popularity. The price was too high.

But I don't think so.

I heard my late grandma say that my birth was a gift to the family, because my uncle and I each had a child - a cousin and an elder brother. Naturally, my grandson was loved very much.

I think the same is true for my younger brother. He thinks that this child is sent by God to make his life more complete, so he loved me very much when he was a child. He called me "loving brother" and didn't allow others to bully me. Just now When I was old enough to walk, I started to be held in my arms to play with.

As we grow up, many people think we are twins. We wear the same clothes, have the same hairstyle, like the same sports, understand each other's thoughts, and have a tacit understanding that is difficult for ordinary people.

In many cases, you don't need to speak, just a look, you can understand each other.

After adulthood, everyone has their own pursuits, and fate is a little joke. Conflicts are inevitable. I have been blamed, tired, and tired, but I have never been resentful.

He and I have had quite a rough life in this life. It can be said that we were young and hard, suffered some grievances, suffered some supercilious looks, experienced some wind and rain, accumulated a blowout over the years, and now we desperately want to get ahead.

I want to say that no matter what happens, I don’t know how many people will stand beside him without hesitation—but there is definitely me, at least me.

I also want to say that if he and I were two birds with only one pair of wings, I would give him mine and watch him fly.

So, I never regret this decision.

Later, I went to an Internet cafe to work as a network administrator, only working the night shift, thinking about writing a book on the side. After get off work, I could help my mother make breakfast and whatever she wanted to eat at noon, and I would wake up in time to prepare dinner.Countless in one fell swoop.

During the day shift, the owner of the Internet cafe sits in person. Because the business is bleak, besides me, I only hired a cleaning lady. He has to watch for 24 hours every time I take a break, so I don’t take a break if there is nothing special, and I alternate with him.

I remember that at that time, the wages seemed to be less than 1000 yuan a month. Now I think about it, I am quite stupid, and I would sympathize with this kind of bourgeoisie.

In the end, due to the unremitting efforts of my boss and me, the Internet cafe finally closed down, and I became unemployed for the first time in my life.

I was not discouraged, and continued to fight for my life. During that long period of time, I worked as a black worker in a factory, ran sales, delivered food, took out loans, did LOL leveling, and even worked for a while clerks and editors.It can be said that I have experienced a different life.

But in fact, this kind of life is not exciting. Not only is it not exciting, it is also full of gloom, because I can't settle down and can't see where the future is.

Because of life, I'm always doing a job that I don't like.

Now nearly ten years have passed, and my mother's health has improved a lot. She can go out for a walk every day, go to physical therapy, take care of herself, and even take care of three meals a day by herself.

But I still dare not stay away from her, I dare not think about whether the food she cooks with one hand is delicious, how she will wash the dishes, what to do if she falls at home, dare not her What if there is no one to take care of her when she is sick? I don't dare to think about what to do if it suddenly rains when she is walking outside... There are many, many, I don't dare to think about it.

It should be the greatest tragedy in life to have a child who wants to be taken care of but cannot be cared for.

I am afraid that I will bear this kind of regret. Ten years have passed, and who knows if there will be another ten years.

Seeing this, those who are discerning may be laughing.

Obviously I am incompetent, but I still say that companionship is a warm filial piety.

Yes, I really am not considered filial. Whenever someone associates this word with me, I always smile and don’t respond, but inside I am already ashamed. I didn’t believe that “there is no filial son in bed for a long time”, but the fact is Just like the scorching sun in summer, it pierces the skin, eyes and heart.

I often feel that my mother is disobedient. I have told her many times about many things, and she will still do it again next time; Wash it again; if I am busy with work, she will always ask me if I am hungry, ask me to smoke less, why don't I sleep after staying up all night?
Even if I say something to her, she will respond immediately, but will ask again later.

I would bother her, I would think she was childish, I would not want to listen to her nagging, I could not help but talk about her, but I couldn't live without her.

It’s been ten years, who knows if there will be another ten years?
Maybe when I am old and my mother is away, I will not be able to hold back my tears when I recall this scene.

call……

In fact, I am quite satisfied with my current living conditions. Although I have no house, no car, no success in my career and I owe a lot of debts, I finally do two things that make me feel happy. One is to be with my mother, and the other is to write heart story.

The performance of this book is pretty good, at least according to current trends, the income should be considerable.

In terms of updates, the initial limit is two chapters per day, and there are no conditions for adding more chapters. Maybe you reward a leader and I won’t add one more chapter, or maybe you don’t reward me with anything and instead update two more chapters.

This is really not hypocritical. Due to the actual situation, the time I can spare every day is really limited, and the coding is slow. Instead of owing you updates, it is better to seek peace of mind.

Of course, if the grades are good, full-time writing can also be considered.

I can't guarantee that the more I write, the better, but I will do my best to write better and better. If you feel comfortable reading it, I will be very grateful for your full subscription and support. After all, we authors rely on subscriptions to make a living.

That's it, I was a little fascinated by accident, and forgot that I haven't written today's update.

Finally, I would like to say one more thing, thank you.

(End of this chapter)