My ring is too bad

Chapter 1 Copper Ring

"Boss, how do you sell this ring?" A middle-aged man with a beard and a decadent face stood in front of a stall and asked, pointing to a ring among a pile of antiques.

The ring was covered with green patina, looking dirty and inconspicuous.

The stall owner is a fat man, wearing a patterned shirt, with a cigarette in his mouth, looking at the middle-aged man with a smile:
"Hey, Lao Fang, you're here to look for things again? This ring is picked up by me. It doesn't look good, but it looks like it's old. If I give you a cheap price, you can give it 300."

There was a voice in the middle-aged man's heart urging him to buy the ring quickly.

By some strange coincidence, the middle-aged man did not bargain, so he took out his wallet and looked for it. Except for two red bills, the rest was a pile of change worth one yuan or five yuan.

"Here, here you are." The middle-aged man counted the number of people, and handed two red notes and a stack of change to the fat man.

After buying the ring, the middle-aged man walked out of the antique market with the ring and headed home.

His name is Fang Gan and he is 37 years old.

19 years ago, he had a happy family. His father and mother opened a restaurant, and the income was enough for the family. Because of his father's foresight, the family bought two houses in advance.

Fang Qian's original life had been planned. He would study at an ordinary university, find a stable job after graduation, marry his childhood sweetheart Liu Xue, give birth to a cute baby, and live happily together as a family.

It's a pity that a nightmare shattered all his good things.

At first, a dozen gangsters were looking for trouble in their parents' restaurant. A group of people sat in the restaurant and only ordered a bowl of noodles and chased away other customers. My father argued with them and was injured, but the police were eventually called to calm down the situation.

At first, the Fang Gan family thought it was someone brought in by a competitor to bring down their restaurant.

But then things intensified. My mother went to the street to buy vegetables and was hit by a motorcycle and rushed into the hospital. The perpetrator was a delinquent teenager with no father or mother.

When my father went to the hospital to take care of my mother, the restaurant at home was burned down in the dark.

The police quickly caught the arsonists, who were several teenage delinquents, and insisted that the arson was just for fun.

After investigation, the police finally locked on a gangster named Brother Bald and brought him under control.

Fang Qian originally thought the matter was over.

But soon the bad news came again. On the day he was discharged from the hospital, his father and mother disappeared.

The police began to take it seriously, focusing on interrogating the bald third brother, while searching for traces of Fang Gan's parents.

One day later, the parents' bodies were found in an abandoned factory. They died in a very professional way of killing. The police judged that it was the work of an international killer.

The bald third brother was released due to insufficient evidence.

That night, the three members of the bald-headed third brother's family were killed by the killer at home, and all the bad boys who caused the accident and set fire to it before were all silenced.

The police were furious and began to search for the killer. Just when they were locking the killer's trail and preparing to round him up, the killer committed suicide by drinking a bullet.

The last clue was also broken.

Fang Gan completely collapsed, his academic performance plummeted, and he hid at home all day, staring at the ceiling with bloodshot eyes.

He couldn't figure out why his family had to suffer such a catastrophe since they never offended anyone!
That year's college entrance examination, Fang Gan didn't take part, and he started to get drunk all day long in a disheartened mood, indulging himself non-stop, taking the opportunity to anesthetize himself.

Because of that, he could fall asleep and see his parents again in his dream. He missed them.

After the death of his parents, Fang Gan became numb to life, didn't care about anything, couldn't be interested in anything, and lived like a walking dead.

In less than three days, he completely lost his human form, and the neighbors in the community loved him day and night, comforting him all day and forcing him to eat, otherwise Fang Gan would have died.

Fang Gan wanted to find the murderer and walked around the city like crazy every day. During that time, everyone looked like the murderer to him.

The childhood sweetheart's girlfriend and tablemate Liu Xue was admitted to Qingbei University. During the summer vacation, she came to enlighten Fang Gan every day, hoping that he would cheer up, but Fang Gan drove him away indifferently again and again.

He has lost hope in life. He is not worthy of Liu Xue at all. It is better to fend for himself alone.

Four years later, Fang Gan was 22 years old, and Liu Xue also graduated from university.

Liu Xue found Fang Gan who was sleeping on the street and took him back to his home.

Looking at Fang Gan, whose eyes were slack, Liu Xue slapped him hard, and cried, "Agan, what are you going to do? Do you really want to give up on yourself like this for the rest of your life? Uncles and aunts saw you like this in the sky. How sad it will be, do you know how much you have gone too far?"

Fang Gan's numb heart gradually felt a bit of warmth from Liu Xue's words.The slap marks on his face hurt, but his heart was sweet.

Fang Gan and Liu Xue left the sad place of Nanxian City and went to another city. Liu Xue became a manager in a company, while Fang Gan worked hard to find a job everywhere.

It was very difficult for him to find a job with a high school diploma. In the end, he found another way to become a game anchor, and his income was barely enough.

"It's okay, at worst I will support you, but you must treat me well in the future." Liu Xue said while snuggling into Fang Gan's arms.

"Xiaoxue, I will definitely work hard. I heard that there is an adult college entrance examination, and I am going to try it." Fang Gan said, feeling extremely touched in his heart. In this world, how can a girl like Liu Xue not cherish it.

"Well, I'll help you with your homework after get off work." Liu Xue smiled sweetly.

The life of the young couple was simple and warm. Fang Gan felt that he was alive again. It was Liu Xue who gave him a new life.

However, God seems to refuse to let him go, even the last bit of happiness will be ravaged to pieces.

On that day, Fang Gan prepared dinner for Liu Xue as usual after the live broadcast, but he couldn't wait for Liu Xue to come back from get off work.

The police quickly confirmed the news of Liu Xue's disappearance. For a moment, Fang Gan felt that the world was spinning, and the whole world was gloomy.

He searched endlessly, asking people like crazy on the street, "Have you seen my wife?"

In the end, another merciless blow came, which completely shattered Fang Gan's hope for life.

"Today at five o'clock in the afternoon, a woman jumped from the top floor of Tianhao Building. The deceased suspected suicide."

Fang Gan watched the news, crying and laughing, he was completely desperate.

While sorting out the relics, Fang Gan discovered Liu Xue's previous diary:

"On June 6th, it's sunny. Agan is getting more and more cheerful. That's great, Liu Xue. You can take good care of him."

"June 6th, overcast, I'm in a bad mood today, I'm very tired at work, but you must maintain a good mood at home, Gan, you have to work hard!"

"June 6th, sunny. Today is the Dragon Boat Festival. That idiot, Agan, doesn't know how to make zongzi. Fortunately, this girl is ingenious."

"July 7th, Xiaoyu, I went to the movies with A-gan today, I was so happy, we will go to many places in the future, and we will also go to see the sea."

. . . . . . .

On the last page of the diary, there are a few lines of elegant handwriting:
Agan, no matter what, you have to live happily and bravely.

The world may not be so beautiful, but it is still worth cherishing.

Gan, I love you.

Looking at these lines of words and remembering bits and pieces of the past, Fang Qian's tears flowed down and fell on the diary.

Fang Gan, who originally wanted to commit suicide in love, cried all night in the rental house with his diary in his arms, like a wounded and lonely beast.

Fang Gan took Liu Xue's ashes back to his hometown of Nanxian City and buried Liu Xue next to his parents' tomb.

Fang Gan lived a decadent life by himself. For more than ten years, people always need a spiritual support to survive. Antiques gradually became Fang Gan's hobby. He would rather save money and go shopping in antique markets. object.

To this day, when he walked past the small stall, he suddenly felt an inexplicable throbbing in his heart. He felt that the rusty ring seemed to be calling him. I paid for it and bought it.

"I'm really dizzy, I bought such a broken ring, and I have to be hungry again." Fang Gan rubbed the copper ring and laughed at himself.

Suddenly, a car sped forward, ran through the red light, and hit Fang Gan as he was crossing the zebra crossing. The crowd around him screamed, and the car quickly turned around and left.

So cold, so painful, so tired, so sleepy.

Fang Gan's vision gradually blurred, and he fell to the ground, holding the ring tightly in his hand, the ground was stained red with blood.

All the memories of his lifetime flashed before his eyes like a movie rewinding.

This is the feeling of death, dad, mom, Xiaoxue, I'm here to accompany you, it's great.

Fang Qian slowly closed his eyes, with a smile on his lips.

(End of this chapter)