It's hard to be an idol

Chapter 12 New planets are being created

The closer we get to our debut, the more pressure there is. This is only natural. When the pressure is high, it is normal to do something to vent.

Pei Zhuxuan has been under a lot of pressure recently. The closer she gets to her debut, the more nervous she becomes. Such a small distance always makes her worry about gains and losses. She is afraid that she will be screened out for some reason. Just like the sisters before, because Wu Sir He suffered an unreasonable disaster after quitting the team and was directly disqualified from debuting.

Although she is known as the face certified by SM company, but... in the end, the company has the final say.

Moreover, she is the oldest member in the team, and the member with the smallest gap with her is also three years behind. She is the eldest sister in the team.Now everyone is very nervous, no matter how nervous she is, she has to act like it's no big deal, otherwise her nervousness will arouse even greater worries among the team members.

However, she also had a day she couldn't bear.

No, she left the dormitory early, randomly found an unoccupied practice room, locked the door, rubbed her painful forehead, rested her head on her knees, and looked at herself in the mirror in a daze, her thoughts wandering wildly in her mind , Thinking about the indiscriminate disaster that might not make her debut, thinking about the hard work of practicing before, when she didn't pay attention, the tears in her eyes slipped down. She didn't know why she was crying, but she just cried like this. I never thought of stopping it.

Anyway, the door is locked, and she is the only one around, so she can only show herself her fragile appearance.

However, what she didn't expect was that there was a problem with the door lock of this practice room. Maybe it just appeared, maybe it was there before but it was not repaired in time, but no matter so much, just as she was immersed in her nameless sadness In the middle of the day, there was a knock on the door, the door was opened, and Xu Lai walked in... She didn't notice anything.

When people want to cry, they always magnify their sadness, as if to give themselves a reason to cry. You see, I want to cry because I am sad, not because I am weak.

People with self-respect will choose to do this. After all, crying is very disrespectful, although it can be understood by others... It just so happens that Pei Zhuxuan is a woman with strong self-esteem, otherwise she would have ignored her and hugged her sisters crying , Please comfort me, when someone comforts me, sadness will leave faster.

It's just...she didn't want a stranger to comfort her...

She didn't even know when he came in, but when she accidentally raised her head to straighten her tear-soaked hair, she looked up and found a male trainee sitting opposite her, and he kept looking at her. .

Moreover, unlike others admiring her appearance, she felt that the male trainee opposite looked at her with doubts, probably guessing why she wanted to cry alone?
However, does anyone use words like "wipe your nose" to comfort others when they cry?
She was a little embarrassed when she heard this sentence, her little head was full of big question marks, and it took a while for her to understand... In fact, it was only after she sniffed her nose hard that she finally understood, and then she stretched out her hand to take it. His tissues.

However, when Xu Lai stood in front of her for a minute, her knee opened a crack, and she saw Xu Lai's feet from below, which were probably 1mm (size 260) shoes...

Although she scolded Xu Lai for being crazy after Xu Lai left, she still blew her nose when she should, and her nose was bubbling and streaking, but no one saw it, so she felt very at ease.

However, she also had a deep impression on Xu Lai, because he...

"Can't speak, very courageous... a little stupid, but he's a nice person... His name... seems to be Xu Lai, right? It's about the same time as our debut..."

Xu Lai didn't know the twists and turns in Pei Zhuxuan's heart, and he didn't hear Pei Zhuxuan scolding him in a low voice. He just left quickly with his feet that were so embarrassing that he could dig a villa, and the scene of the faceless girl blowing her nose came to mind. Flashing past, he didn't even see Pei Zhuxuan's face clearly, not knowing who she was.

Anyway... it's best not to recognize him in the future, he will be very embarrassed then.

Xu Lai came out of Pei Zhuxuan's practice room, and went upstairs to Kenzie's exclusive recording studio, without mentioning finding another practice room to practice dance basics. Kenzie happened to be there too, and they made some arrangements for Xu Lai's debut stage .

"Flashlight" will be performed by Xu Lai alone on the stage. There will be no backing dancers and no background. Only a beam of light will illuminate Xu Lai and the piano. An explosion of drum beats and soundtrack.

Xu Lai thought carefully about the scene at that time in his mind. It was dark offstage, and it was also dark on stage. He was the only one in the light, and everything around him was dark.

However, maybe he could see the lamp Jiang Jae-hyuk held up for him.

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As SM's arrangements for Xu Lai's debut become more and more detailed, the LED screens in the building outside can already see some other debut projects besides the girl group project. What is displayed on the screen is a corner of the universe. It has been rotating around a ball, and the elliptical sphere is constantly getting bigger, and the speed is relatively slow. There is no change for a while, but after a few days of comparison, it is indeed growing. big.

And it seems to be attracting the surrounding matter and gradually increasing its volume, making people inexplicably think of the process of forming planets in the universe.

Moreover, there is also a countdown below - 59, 19:21:28...

Days, hours, minutes, seconds.

It is decreasing by the second, and it happens to be the SM Town family concert of SM Company two months later. Now everyone knows that two weeks after the debut of the girl group on August 8, there will be another trainee Xu It's just that everyone didn't know how to make a debut for a while.

In the fan rumors of SM company, there are many discussions about the new girl group and Xu Lai's debut plan. Naturally, there is no need to say anything about the new girl group. Three of the four members have been announced, and one short has been basically decided. Only this Xu Lai's plan is still vague.

However, because Xu Lai made his debut alone, everyone is speculating that he may debut as a solo male singer, and some people even got Xu Lai's rough sound quality "Landing Guy" on the Internet to share with everyone, praising Xu Lai for his talent .

On the other hand, some fans also criticized Xu Lai's identity as a mainland trainee. Sir Wu's departure without saying goodbye was a heavy blow to SM fans. Everyone now has some feelings towards Chinese trainees and members. Worried, will they choose to fly solo because there is better development in the mainland and leave without saying goodbye...

Moreover, the debut video of Xu Lai's generation of planets is easy to misunderstand. Some people think that the tea egg that debuted two years ago is called the twelve planets. Now an electric eel star has fallen, which is incomplete. Now it is generated again a planet...

There are already conspiracy theories about Xu Lai's debut.

　It is indeed Pei Zhuxuan. After I finish writing today, I will make a character card, and everyone can get pictures on it.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)