Dad, this seems to be the Northern Song Dynasty

Chapter 452
Murong Yan lay on the bed in a daze, staring at the carved and painted patterns on Babu's bed in a daze, her mind was very confused for a while.

She has hated herself for being a girl since she was a child. She remembers that when she was 11 years old, her mother gave her a book about women's rings, and she tore it up after reading it halfway. Other women were studying knitting women's clothing, but she insisted on using the sword and the stick. And she went everywhere to find people to fight with, and always won by relying on the fact that girls develop first. Her breasts did not develop well, and [-]% of them were caused by her. She always felt that if she was born as a boy, she would definitely be able to stand up to the world. big hero.

Later, she always caused troubles for the family, but her father was considered a high-ranking military general, so he could always deal with her aftermath, but after that, there were rumors in the capital that she could not get married, and when many elders talked about her, They were all cynicism, and she couldn't do it when she was angry.

Her father and mother were worried about her marriage, so they almost cheated Lalang into a match, and even condescended to accept children from poor families, but when they heard that it was him, they all turned around in fright Running away, so much so that even she herself believed that she would not be able to marry. Because of this, she was wronged and sad, and she pretended to be indifferent to some rumors about her.

Why can't women show up?Murong Yan refused to accept it and thought that she would never get married anyway, so she simply gave up on herself and let herself go completely. As a result, she became a famous female devil in the capital. However, as her body grew longer, the physical development of boys took over. Gradually, those who had been defeated by her subordinates gradually came forward, many of which she could no longer defeat, so she became even more panicked, and the more this happened, the more domineering she pretended to be, as if This can give her some sense of security, and then she can start reading the Art of War and strategy, and deliberately compete with herself and the world.

However, the once-a-month menstrual period reminded her that what is different is what is different. Every month, she would feel uncomfortable all over the body, which greatly affected her learning efficiency, so she couldn't beat her boys friends even more, and she worked hard. The art of war and strategy that I read seems to be useless, even if it is a debate between children, at the end of the debate, people can say that she is a woman's opinion.

With such a delay, she became an old girl in her 20s. She thought she would be like this for the rest of her life, and it was impossible for any man to marry her, so she met Sun Yue.

Murong Yan herself did not expect that she would marry such a person, with family background, talent, and unparalleled character. She could get hundreds of pairs of handkerchiefs just by walking around the streets on weekdays, and she would actually become her master. husband?
Although this was designed by his father, even though this brat was smaller than him, and he always disliked her small breasts.But she was particularly happy after she got married, because he would discuss national affairs with her like a man. When he led troops to fight, he would also take her as his staff. He respected and trusted her, and he treated those who were picky about others. But it is as precious as a treasure.

Later, she became a world-famous female general, and she also dealt with Brother Yelvxiu, the God of War of the Liao Kingdom. She heard that Brother Yelvxiu praised her every time after he returned, and did not hide his admiration at all. This made her Apart from being ashamed and angry, she was also a little happy. She felt that it was definitely not her fault, it was just that ordinary people couldn't see it. Only unparalleled national talents like Sun Yue and Brother Yelvxiu were qualified to appreciate her.

Sun Yue also handed over Han Derang's work to himself, so that he could do something as vigorous as a man. He knew too well what Han Derang's job meant. Not as big as myself.

Although the work is difficult to get started, the gap between myself and Han Derang seems to be hopeless. I check the labor and materials with those businessmen every day, and calculate hundreds of account books. Even though I have put in all my efforts, there are still mistakes. Fire and exhaustion made her throat sore every day as if it was baked dry. Sometimes Sun Yue, an old couple, wanted to be ashamed, but she was not in the mood, and would push people to the small Butterfly's house, and offered to let him accept another one.

However, she is really happy, she feels her own value, she feels that she can finally keep up with Sun Yue's thinking, help him think about the situation in the world, analyze political affairs and military affairs, every time she sees other officials and women open their mouths Except for the servants and girls at home who are children and old people, she is thinking, does your husband have anything to say to you when he comes home?Why don't people pamper those young and good-looking concubines after their appearance is old?
But she has obviously worked very hard, why should she be so harsh on her?She had to think of what Sun Yue often said to her, if a woman wants to achieve something, it is often several times harder than the same man.

Could it be that I should really obediently care for my husband and teach my children from now on?
Just at this time, Sun Yue came back, grabbed her hand with an excited face as if she wanted to say something, but soon stopped talking, only told her to have a good rest, and told her some family stories, He talked about children, mahjong, rouge and gouache, and other things that other wives are most interested in.

For some reason, Murong Yan suddenly felt empty in her heart, and then she was in a boundless panic. She seemed to see that 20 years later, she was already getting old, but he was still in his prime. Maybe she is still highly respected as a woman, but she can no longer understand what he said, and she can't explain why there are guests at home except to serve tea and water, and she can't share his joy , nor share his sorrow.

And as there are more and more women around him who are a hundred times younger and more beautiful than her, the vow to marry up to two concubines is regarded as farting, and the family begins to have wives and concubines in groups, and I can't see him a few times throughout the year , it is not so much a couple as helping him manage the household accountant.

Murong Yan sat up suddenly, grabbed Sun Yue's hand, and asked, "What's the matter?"

Sun Yue didn't know that she would think about so many things in such a short time, so she hurriedly said: "It's nothing, it's all annoying business, let's not talk about it today, talk about something you like to hear, are you running out of gouache? My sister This time it seems to bring a lot of new and fresh products from Luoyang, it is said that it is an improved distilled toilet water, which is much more fragrant than Dashi's original rose water, you will definitely like it."

Murong Yan suddenly yelled: "Who the hell wants to hear this? I don't want to talk about this. I killed someone on the spur of the moment. How did you deal with it? What are you talking about?"

While talking, Murong Yan also finished putting on her clothes and shoes.

Sun Yue had no choice but to tell the story of his partnership with Semuren to build Jizhou. Seeing that Murong Yan had put on her clothes and started to put on makeup with snow beads, she became a haggard and collapsed poor man in a short while. I met a shrewd and capable strong woman, and said: "Okay, you can leave this matter alone in the future, you are so busy, how can you have time to argue with those gangsters, and I will go to the construction site to chat with those people ".

"What are you doing? I've already appeased them."

"You're the one who comforts me. I can't hide and act cowardly."

And then, before Sun Yue could react, Murong Yan, who seemed to have nothing to do, had turned into a burst of fragrant wind and went out.

Sun Yue was stunned and a little at a loss. After a while, he said to himself: "Damn it, it's useless to worry. I'm just telling you, how can my wife take this as a barrier?"

(End of this chapter)