my movie universe

Chapter 1 Sugar

"Snapped."

"Hiss~ Whoo..."

Faint smoke drifted in a small study room, showing a light blue color under the sunlight. After smoking a cigarette, Chen An Jing tidied up his wrinkled clothes, and then began to tidy up the clothes on the desk. of those scraps.

He is a handsome young man who looks about 25 or [-] years old, with thin cheeks, slightly pursed thin lips, and a calm expression in his long and narrow black eyes.

"Tude."

Putting the waste manuscripts together with his hands, he tapped the bottom on the table, and then placed the neat stack of waste manuscripts against the edge of the table. The bottom and sides must be flush with the table.

After carefully aligning the lines, Chen An turned his gaze to the laptop on the desktop. The two largest characters on the screen, that is, the title is two characters.

suicide note.

Of course the suicide note has been written.

After checking it again, Chen An stood up and walked to the bathroom after making sure that there were no typos.

There was the sound of water in the bathroom, and the bathtub was half full of water. Chen An took off the watch on his wrist and put it on the sink, then stepped into the bathtub with one step.

He slowly squatted down, and the water surfaced, soaking Chen An's casual pants and gray shirt. The water from the shower fell down and soaked Chen An's body. After sitting like this for a few seconds, he finally slowly Falling back, he closed his eyes, and his whole body sank into the water. The clear sound of water flow could be heard in his ears, with a surround three-dimensional effect. He kept sinking, and his heart slowly sank as well.

Messy information emerged in my mind.

He became famous overnight when he shot his first graduation short film at the age of 22 and won the Short Film Award at the Shanghai Film Festival. He became a well-known new generation director in the industry. Now, he has lost more than [-] million to the company in three years and his future is bleak.

This is the fall of a genius. Of course, the outside world now calls him a pseudo-genius.

There are various reasons for this result, but for him who is so strong, the only reason is that the movies he made were not good enough to become the real gold that is not afraid of fire, so he was confused and began to reflect on himself. The script of the third film I wrote above couldn't be written, and I was constantly suffering from firmness and doubt, denying myself, and falling into a cycle of despair and anxiety.

Today, after once again scrapping the script, he decided to commit suicide.

It was as uncomfortable as an explosion in his lungs. Chen An choked and held his hand on the edge of the bathtub tightly and then loosened.

His determination to commit suicide was firm because he was so desperate inside.

The blows from the outside world, the bleak future, and even his own denial, and the destruction of his self-confidence made it impossible for him to be lonely and courageous.

It seemed that a deep darkness enveloped him, and he was thoroughly educated by this society.

The university of society is best at teaching people what is reality, so people say that the world is suffering.

That's why he doesn't live anymore.

There is no need to wait until you are seventy or eighty to bury it. The world is in black and white, and dreams are in color. The boring life of being unable to pursue your dreams can be seen at a glance.

Such a life...

he does not want.

Dreams are to life what stars are to the night, and movies are the meaning of life to him.

He was not interested in anything else since he was a child, but his mother fell in love with movies. After more than ten years, he was admitted to the Department of Directing in Shanghai with excellent academic performance. After a few years, his major has been No. 1, and his graduation works are directly awarded. Grand prize, this is an amazing debut. He thought it was the beginning, but he didn't expect it to be the pinnacle.

So this life is really interesting.

……

"Om~"

The screen of the mobile phone on the study desk lit up and vibrated for a while, once, twice, and slowly approached the edge of the table. At this time, Chen An's consciousness became more and more blurred, and more and more water was choking on him.

He has always felt that there is probably no such thing as heaven or hell in this world. After death, people should be trapped in their own dreams, and then die out little by little.

Just like now, he sank to the bottom of the water without moving, but he seemed to see a lot of dream-like things in his mind, colorfully appearing in his mind, those seemed to be the scripts he had fantasized about since he was a child, those fragmentary things Fragments emerged one by one, and they reappeared in my mind so abruptly, so vivid.

Suddenly, his pupils that had begun to dilate suddenly shrank, his arms began to wave and struggle, and there was a rushing sound as the water splashed in all directions.

The cell phone in the study room is still ringing.

……

The phone vibrated for the third time, and just when it was about to fall, a long, wet arm held it down.

"Hey?"

The male voice was slightly breathless and hoarse, and the female voice on the other end of the phone was cold and arrogant with dignity: "Why did it take you so long to answer the phone?"

Because I was committing suicide before...

After thinking about it, Chen An couldn't say it out loud. He panted slightly and said as calmly as possible: "I was busy just now and didn't hear you. What's wrong?"

"The losses you have caused to the company are too serious. We will postpone the discussion of the movie. If you are willing, you can make a TV series first. Do you agree?" Wang Man said coldly, with a hint of majesty.

Wang Man, the chairman and producer of Sky Film and Television, a famous strong woman in the film and television industry, started as an agent and built a film and television label with a market value of 20 billion in 60 years. She is a well-known strong woman in the entertainment industry.

Chen An felt his heart was clenched, and his hands were also clenched. After a moment of silence, he only said one word: "Okay."

He had no choice at all. There was still a glimmer of hope if he filmed this TV series. If he didn't film it, he would probably be waiting for the contract to expire.

"Come to my office tomorrow."

After finishing speaking, Wang Man hung up the phone directly, and Chen An put the phone on the table and sat on the chair exhausted, panting continuously.

He knew what script to write.

It was just now that he suddenly knew how to write, so he got up with the last of his strength, but he just received such a call, and now he is going to shoot a TV series.

Blame it?

I can only blame myself.

Even if you think about it in another way, Chen An really might not give him the opportunity to direct more than 2 million yuan, and he might not give him the opportunity to make TV, so it makes sense that he should thank Wang Man for this point. Sky Film and Television did not apologize to him.

Take the blame for yourself and don't blame anyone.

only……

Panting for a while, Chen An, who had recovered a bit, sat down, opened the laptop with water-stained hands, and first deleted the suicide note.

Then start writing the script.

His eyes are extremely serious.

No matter what, he will write this script.

If you shoot a TV series, you will shoot a TV series, and you will come back after you shoot this TV series!

Will definitely kill back!

This shitty life always likes to push people to the edge before giving you a candy. Some people become obedient after being repeatedly beaten and fed candy, and some people desperately grab the candy and open a candy. factory.

This time, he will grab this candy tightly.

If there is no spark in the dark night, he will light the only light by himself.

Bouncing back, even if everything is suffering, don't think about him admitting defeat again!
……

　The new book sets sail, please support me~
　　
　
(End of this chapter)