My skills downloader

Chapter 46 The Transparent Man

"Old shop?"

Everyone looked at the old shop in surprise for a while, and Da Qi suddenly said in surprise: "Old shop!"

"Daqi, what happened to you? What's the matter with your leg?" The old shop asked anxiously, and then gave everyone a booster, "Don't be afraid, I asked a practitioner to help, and he is here , those who control you..."

"The person who controls us?" Da Qi looked at the people around him in bewilderment, spread his hands and said, "No one controls us."

"But your legs..."

Da Qi's face suddenly revealed a very annoyed expression, "I caught a snake in the sewage of the sewer, and I wanted to use it as a tooth sacrifice, but I didn't expect it to bite me. It was too late to send to the hospital, and my leg could not be saved. .”

"What?" Lao Pu picked out his ears, suspecting that he had heard wrong.

"I remember telling you Mingming, we found a good safe haven in the sewer, hiding here without worrying about bad weather."

"You never told me." Laopu showed a very sad expression.

Da Qi scratched his head, "Did I remember wrong?"

"It's because I have no sense of existence." Laopu tried his best to smile, but his smile was uglier than crying.

Everyone looked at me, I looked at you, they didn't know how to reply, they didn't remember Laopu.

"I said Old Shop, take it easy." Da Qi laughed dryly and said, "We have a better home, so you can move here from the park too. By the way, do you live in the park?"

"So you don't remember who I am at all?" The old shop smiled disappointedly. He finally understood that the reason for the pale faces of the few people he knew was not that they had been subjected to inhuman abuse, but that the sewers had no sunlight. Blurred.

"If nothing happens, I'll leave." The old shop turned his back to everyone and walked out without looking back.

"Hey, Old Shop." Da Qi called out, "Aren't you going to move here? You will get sick if you live in the park for a long time."

The old shop raised his hand and waved his back to everyone.

……

I have been a person with no sense of existence since I was born. It was only a month after my mother was discharged from the hospital that I remembered the twins she gave birth to from the hospital.Everyone in the hospital thought I was a newborn baby. One day, two days, three days...

I grew up day by day, and they realized that this big man was the child of the full moon.

When I got home, I was often hungry. She was still my mother. She always thought that she had fed me. In fact, she thought my brother was me. She always gave my brother a double portion of meals.

However, a child who is full cannot eat too much, so I became a bad boy in her eyes and was often beaten. Why did she realize my existence when I was being beaten?
My elder brother gained weight day by day, and I lost weight day by day. The two children, one fat and one thin, finally allowed her to distinguish between her elder brother and younger brother, but she thought that the reason why I was thin was because I didn’t like to eat.

My childhood was rough and unfortunate.

My grades in the class are inconsistent, and I belong to the type that is easily forgotten.The head teacher who taught me the whole elementary school still can't remember my name, my gentle and beautiful deskmate, she is the only girl who can remember my name, but she always thinks that I am always on sick leave, but I come every day Are you in class?
I have no friends, and I have never been blocked at the school gate by hooligans asking for protection money.I don’t know how their brains are structured. They always thought that they had taken protection money from me. One day I couldn’t help it anymore and offered to hand over the money to them, but they returned it to me and accepted me as a younger brother. Because I not only respect their profession, but also recognize their status.

Inexplicably, I became a member of the gangsters, but they never remembered my name, and never took me to gangsters. They always forgot that there was a person like me in the group.

My gangster career ended in junior high school. Their act of collecting protection money was exposed by brave students. Many people were arrested and detained, and I was once again forgotten.

……

I have a crush, but I've never been in love.

When a person has no sense of existence in daily life, how can he be cherished by the person he loves?

My confession always fails, which makes me feel that it is not normal to be successful.

……

I never thought that I would run away from home.

I came home from my interview that day to find that the home had been vacated, with a family I had never met.After their explanation, I learned that my parents had moved to the apartment closest to my brother's company.In this way, after get off work, my brother does not have to spend a lot of time on the way home. It is worth mentioning that my brother interviewed a week earlier than me.

Half a year later, I didn't know the address of my new home. My parents remembered that they had a son after looking through the family photo album, and this son who just graduated had lived in the company dormitory for half a year.

I severed ties with them.

……

I thought my life would be bright, but it wasn't.

After severing ties with my parents, my future will depend on me alone.I am full of hope and firmly believe that as long as I work hard enough and produce the best performance, everyone in the company will recognize my existence.

but……

My professional level is not up to par, and I am in a very embarrassing position. As a clerk, I am qualified, but it is not enough to support my ambitions.

What surprised me the most was that I was laid off.

I can't understand, there are many people with a lower professional level than me, why is it me?
I got the answer from HR.

They can't remember who I am.

……

I've had countless jobs, from company clerk to street vendor, from construction site to restaurant chef...

I have never found anyone who recognizes my existence. I am young and it is getting harder and harder to find a job.

They think that my heart is not stable enough. A person who stays in the same job position all year round is not necessarily a good employee, but a person who often changes jobs half-heartedly must not be a good employee.

I lost my job.

At that time, I thought with all my heart that I would be able to go back after taking a year off. It turns out that I was wrong.

I can never go back.

The job resumes I handed out were lost countless times. I had planned to start a small business, but found that I didn't even have a penny in my pocket.

Without money, where would a small business come from?
I have no friends, where can I borrow money?
I stayed one night in the park alone, and woke up with a breakfast beside me.

I was in tears at that moment, I finally found a career that justified my existence.

I want to be a glorious tramp, what they give me is not food or money, but a sense of existence that I have never had before! !
(End of this chapter)