The world is very powerful

Chapter 50 I Walk With Loneliness
"Just now I said it was interesting to chat with you, why are you giving me this one now, what do you mean there is nothing to talk about!
Just chat casually, talk about things in your school, talk about your personal situation! "

There was disappointment on the man's face, which showed that in the man's eyes, Lin Fan did not seem to be a person who was good at cooperating.

"You like to inquire about other people's affairs so much, those who don't know will think you are a reporter for Gossip Weekly!

I'm just a poor student. What interesting stories can I have? In school, I just do some small things that hurt others and benefit myself!
The school does have a good idea, allowing us to do some meaningful things, but meaningful things cost money. Without money, we can only make meaningful things gradually become meaningless, and make things that cost money become It doesn’t cost money, that’s all! "

Lin Fan was talking nonsense, but in fact he didn't know what he was talking about. He almost forgot everything about the school.

Now that the man suddenly brought up this topic, Lin Fan really didn't know what to say for a while.

"Why does it sound like there is not much difference from ours before? Hasn't the school changed in the past few decades?"

The man laughed a few times, and he didn't know whether the helplessness on his face was bitterness or boredom.

"School! It has remained the same for decades and decades. The people are still the same. Batch after batch of students leave, batch after batch of students arrive, the teachers are still the same, and the teaching materials are the same. If it remains the same, what new tricks can it play!

In fact, I'm quite interested in talking about decades ago, so why don't you tell me about what happened when you were in school at that time, and by the way, I can also take this opportunity to get to know you better! "

Lin Fan said by analogy, even though he wasn't that interested, but since the topic had already come here, he just asked a few casual questions by the way.

The man was really serious, and he planned to answer the question after he asked it here. He might be really bored, so he wanted to mention a few words about everything.

"I was in high school at the time, and that was more than ten years ago. At that time, the school was not considered a school, at most it was a dilapidated school.

There are only two teachers in the school. It is said that they were laid off from civilian areas and came here. I don’t know what kind of work they have done before. Anyway, the teaching is really not very good.

However, the difference between the civilian area and the poor area still exists after all. Even if the laid-off workers come here, they are respected enough, because both of them are fifth-grade equipment masters.

I guess you can't imagine the scene at that time, and the influence brought by the fifth-grade equipment master is definitely not something that can be explained clearly in a few words.

At that time, in order to establish the school, it is said that many families in the slums contributed money, and the funds reached a relatively high level at one time.

It's just that I don't know where all the money went, anyway, there was not much left in the school in the end.

The two teachers only took us for one class and then left in a hurry. Many people said that they made a lot of money, and then returned to the civilian area and continued to do their old jobs.

Of course, these are just rumors, but I am still very grateful to them, at least because of their existence, our class of students finally opened their eyes.

What is a real strong man?I haven't seen a few until now, but in my mind at that time, those two teachers were the real strong men. "

The man fell into memories. A man in his 30s could actually put himself back to his teenage years.

At this time, Lin Fan resonated with him a little bit. After all, the two of them are in a somewhat similar state at this time, but Lin Fan's situation is better than that of the man.

"It sounds like I miss it, so what happened next?"

The current topic really aroused Lin Fan's interest. Anyway, it would be helpful for Lin Fan to learn more about the situation of this world, so he was also very happy to listen to these stories.

"Later... Oh! What is the future? After the two teachers left, the school naturally disbanded. Although our class of students graduated, they didn't have any good futures!
Some people want to break into civilian areas, but after so many years, very few have truly made a name for themselves!
Even if some people really got everything they wanted, the pain they suffered during this period is beyond the imagination of the world.

As for me, I naturally want to be more ordinary. I don't have any grand plans, and I plan to stay in this slum for the rest of my life!

If you are lucky enough to meet a few confidants, you can have a good communication and be each other's companions. If not, then this life will be like this! "

After the man finished speaking, the atmosphere gradually became heavy. The so-called loneliness seemed to be exactly what the man said.

Lost friends, lost family, nothing, like a solitary boat floating in the sea.

I don't know where the end is, and I don't know how many winds and waves are waiting. Anyway, it's just drifting aimlessly, with no hope and no future!
"Ugh!"

Lin Fan sighed, he didn't know why he did this, maybe it was empathy, or maybe he really felt sorry for the man in front of him.

"It's really hard to find real friends in the ghetto, and no matter how hard we try, nothing seems to improve!

Brother, in fact, you don’t have to worry about it. Anyway, you’ve been here for so many years, so don’t you have anything to be afraid of? "

Lin Fan wanted to comfort the man with his few words, but in the end he also failed.

The corner of the man's mouth raised and he smiled: "I have never hated loneliness, let alone fear, I just think this kind of life is a bit boring to me!

Life needs to be colorful, even if you are hunted down every day, it should be a very happy thing, but now all these seem to be far away from me!

Even pain and torment hide from me far away, and they dare not get close to me at all! "

Lin Fan gradually didn't understand the man's words. If this was a way of showing off, it seemed a little unrealistic!
"Have you ever tried to be hunted down? That feeling of being on the run?" Lin Fan asked.

The man turned his head and glanced at Lin Fan, still smiling.

"You are the first person to ask me this question, maybe this question should have been asked long ago, but those people just have no brains!

I have never experienced the feeling of being on the run, and I can't find this kind of pain in the slums. Even if I cooperate, no one has ever been my opponent! "

(End of this chapter)