sleepwalking

Chapter 300 Long Separation...

"I'm getting married." Zhuang Qin said word by word.

Zhang Xu stubbed out the cigarette and said dejectedly, "I wish you happiness, Zhuang Qin."

After hearing Zhang Xu's words, Zhuang Qin couldn't hold back her tears anymore, she fell down, "Zhang Xu, do you know? I like you, I like you, I like you very, very much. I have thought about looking like you Staying together, I thought about marrying you, I thought about having children for you. I thought about spending my whole life with you..."

"But, I know, you have too many people in your heart. There are Qi Xiaoyu, Zhuo Wanting... I don't know, what am I in your heart? What is my ranking? My self-esteem doesn't allow it, I To explore this issue, let alone allow me to do things like robbing men with other women..."

Zhang Xu was taken aback, he didn't expect that Zhuang Qin actually liked him.

Although he had a good impression of Zhuang Qin, he always thought that a top student like Zhuang Qin would like someone like her, such as her ex, or now her fiancé.

Zhang Xu, "Zhuang Qin..."

Zhuang Qin cried even harder, "Zhang Xu, I really like you, very much. But, I know, we have no future. My family is also urging me to get married. I can't stay married..."

Zhang Xu said, "Zhuang Qin, the matter of getting married...don't be so rash..."

Zhuang Qin shook her head, "Zhang Xu, it's impossible between us. I just hope you can remember, and think about it in retrospect. I used to like you very, very much. I really, really like you very, very much."

"Even if I'm married, I can't be with you all the time, but I'm still your friend, always supporting you, the friend standing behind you. Do you still remember the song "Old-Money" by Lana Del Rey?"

Zhang Xu nodded. At that time, they were in their third year of high school, and it was Zhuang Qin who introduced this song to him and Bai Yaohui.

very nice to hear.

The deep female voice narrated the prosperity of New York and the nostalgia for the lover.

Zhuang Qin began to sing, "But-if-you-send-for-me-you-know-I'll-come
And-if-you-call-for-me-you-know-I'll-run
I'll-run-to-you, I'll-run-to-you, I'll-run-run-run...

I'll-come-to-you, I'll-come-to-you, I'll-come-come-come..."

Zhang Xu knows that the meaning of the lyrics is:

Even if it's been years, I'll show up with a phone call
A letter arrives, I will run to you

I'll run to you, even if it takes my life
I'll run to you with all my might...

Zhang Xu was silent.

How much this woman should like herself to say such a thing.

How much should this woman care about herself to do this?
Zhang Xu even blurted out, "Let's get married."

However, Zhang Xu still didn't say anything.

He has no courage.

His life was much longer than Zhuang Qin, Zhuo Wanting, and many others.

He didn't know if they could always be with him.

Watching the beautiful faces of the past getting old, watching them getting old, but I am still young.

He didn't know if they could accept it, and he didn't know if he could accept it.

The most important thing is that there is no way to talk about the system, tasks, and these things, and they are full of uncertainties.

He didn't know if he would leave this world suddenly one day like the former host of the system.

Zhang Xu stretched out his hand and took Zhuang Qin's hand, "Zhuang Qin..."

When he got down, he didn't know what to say.

Zhuang Qin shook Zhang Xu's hand tightly, "Remember, Zhang Xu, I will be your friend for life. I will always support you behind your back. Remember, I really, really like you..."

After speaking, Zhuang Qin grabbed the bag on the table and ran out.

Zhang Xu stood up, wanted to catch up, hesitated for a while, and sat down anyway.

Zhang Xu lit another cigarette.

That's fine too.

At least married to that man, Zhuang Qin will live a peaceful, beautiful life.

There will be children, there will be a family, and it will be very ordinary and happy.

These, maybe I can't give her.

At this time, the waiter came over, brought a glass of Bloody Mary and a glass of Long Island Iced Tea, and placed them in front of Zhang Xu.

The waiter looked at Zhang Xu with a slightly surprised look.

Maybe he was surprised why Zhang Xu didn't chase him out.

Ignoring the waiter's eyes, Zhang Xu picked up the Bloody Mary and downed it in one gulp.

Then, he picked up the Long Island Iced Tea and downed it in one gulp.

If Zhang Xu was still an ordinary person, these two glasses of wine would be enough to make Zhang Xu feel slightly drunk.

However, Zhang Xu is not an ordinary person.

Zhang Xu reached out to the waiter, "Three more Bloody Marys, three more Long Island Iced Teas, and three more dry martinis..."

"Yes, sir." The waiter bowed and left.

After a while, nine glasses of wine were placed in front of Zhang Xu.

Zhang Xu drank the nine glasses of wine in one breath.

The waiter and the guests at the table not far away looked at Zhang Xu with astonishment.

Ordinary people, after drinking four or five cups of these wines, may be too drunk, but Zhang Xu still looks sober.

In fact, at this time, Zhang Xu already felt slightly drunk.

Zhang Xu paid.

Eleven glasses of wine cost nearly 3000 yuan.

Zhang Xu also shook his head secretly.

Although I can be considered a rich man now, I haven't spent money so lavishly.

Walking out of the bar, the night is filled with cold air.

Zhang Xu found his car and put it directly into the storage space.

Then I got to the side of the road and hailed a taxi.

After getting into the car, looking at the night scene outside the window, Zhang Xu's mind was still a little confused.

To be confessed by such an excellent girl, he was not happy at all, but only heavy.

He thought of Zhuo Wanting again.

Zhuo Wanting is still young, so she doesn't need to think about marriage.

But what will happen to her when she reaches the age where it’s time to think about it?

Will you leave yourself too?
Thinking of this, Zhang Xu felt a little lost and dejected.

He very much hopes that everyone can be together well, but there are many things that he can't do.

Shaking his head, Zhang Xu decided not to think about this question.

It was too late, and the road from the town to Xiaohe Village was too bad, so the taxi driver only sent them to the town, not to Xiaohe Village.

Zhang Xu paid the fare, got out of the car, and walked towards Xiaoche Village.

When he arrived at the entrance of the village, he took the car out of the storage space and put it on the square at the entrance of the village. Zhang Xu walked home.

When he got home, his grandfather Zhang Yuanli left the door for him, but they were all asleep.

Pushing open the door of the room, turning on the light, Yoyo ran up and rubbed his big head against his trouser legs.

Zhang Xu was happy, he smiled and patted Yoyo's head, "Go to sleep, don't wait for me in the future."

Yoyo yelled twice and returned to the nest.

Zhang Xu washed up, changed into his pajamas, and went to bed.

"Ding dong, the host can choose to go to the world of the undead, to the world of the world tree, to the world of comprehension, to the world of primordial, or to the world of the deep sea."

"Go to the world of Yggdrasil."

"Ding dong, the host chooses whether to wear through the soul, or to travel with the body?"

"Choose to travel with your body."

(End of this chapter)