All-Professional Trainer

Chapter 221 Depression

Tianhai City, a certain hotel.

Having just returned from attending a charity dinner, Bai Yaling sat on the edge of the bed weakly, with a dull expression.

She was wearing a purple evening dress and had a slim figure.But there was no smile on that beautiful face, let alone the beauty on the screen.On the contrary, he was a little haggard and weak.

Beside him, the fat manager Ma Feng said with concern: "Yaling, you look listless, are you tired?"

Bai Yaling nodded weakly.

Ma Feng said, "If you're tired, go to bed early. Tomorrow morning, we have to attend the Star Group's anniversary celebration. In the afternoon, we have to go to the film and television city to take a few more shots."

Bai Yaling nodded.

"Okay, you should go to bed early! After you've been busy, let's take a vacation." Ma Feng opened the door and left.

Bai Yaling lay on the big soft bed, looking at the ceiling with dull eyes.

Her voice is like the sound of nature, and she has won various music awards.Her acting skills are superb and skilled, especially in costume dramas, which are refined and unearthly.

Whether it is film and television or music, she has made great achievements.

She is a frequent visitor to entertainment headlines, and her Weibo followers exceed 5000 million.

No matter what the list is, her name is already indispensable among the candidates for China's first-line actresses.

But I don't know when it started, when she was alone, she could no longer see any smile on her face.Yes, just irritability and anxiety.

She once went to check it secretly without telling Ma Feng.

The conclusion was that it was moderate depression.

Whether it was psychotherapy, medication, or physical therapy, she tried them all.

After a year, she found no improvement.Recently, there seems to be signs of intensification.

Pessimism and despair always come to my heart inexplicably.

She was tired, very, very tired.Especially in her heart, it seemed that there was always a huge stone pressing down on her, making her unable to breathe.Even if you go out to travel and relax, it is still the same.

But in front of the camera, she still had to force a smile.

After a long time, she sighed heavily, took out a bottle of sleeping pills from her bag, and poured two pills into her hands.

Her gaze, staring at the medicine bottle, was slightly dull.

If you can eat it all in one breath, maybe you will be relieved?
She was shocked by her thoughts, terrified and uneasy.Faintly, there seemed to be a feeling of relaxation again.

Throwing it in the bag aside, the phone rang suddenly.

She poured two sleeping pills into the medicine bottle and took out her phone to have a look.

She is a little cousin she likes very much.

"Sister, what are you doing?" the little cousin asked.

"I just attended a charity dinner. I'm a little tired and ready to go to bed." Bai Yaling smiled reluctantly and tried to sound energetic.

"It's only past ten o'clock, why don't you go to bed so early! I still want to chat with you for a while!" The little cousin was a little disappointed.

"There are activities to attend tomorrow morning, so I have to get up very early. I really envy you, you are carefree." Bai Yaling sighed.

"I envy you! You are a goddess, a big star. You wear famous brands, live in a mansion, and attract attention wherever you go." The little cousin snorted, "You don't look like me, you are an ugly duckling."

Bai Yaling smiled bitterly: "Only those who don't have it will be envious. If you are chatting with me so late, does your boyfriend have no time to accompany you?"

"Forget it, we broke up a few months ago, and this bastard actually cheated on me with my best friend." The little cousin sighed: "You don't know, it almost made me angry to death. I was so angry that I wanted to buy a bottle of sleeping pills. Go down and write a suicide note, saying it was them, and I will see how they see people in the future."

Bai Yaling couldn't help but glance at the sleeping pill bottle next to her.

The little cousin's voice became excited again: "But it's okay, thanks to a high school classmate of mine, I called her to complain, and she asked me to follow a Weibo account called Teacher Mo Fei. You don't know, this teacher Mo Fei It's very powerful. It only enlightened me for a few days, and let me get out of the pain of being broken. Now that I see this couple of dogs, I can still happily take out my mobile phone, take a picture of their embarrassing expressions, and then PS out All kinds of funny pictures. I am almost addicted to playing, and I go out for a walk every now and then, hoping to meet this pair of dogs again."

Bai Yaling was a little scared and said, "You can't think about it, why didn't you call me and tell me?"

"You're so busy, besides... I'm too embarrassed to tell you about such a shameful thing." The little cousin said awkwardly.

Bai Yaling hesitated for a moment, but couldn't help asking: "The teacher Mo Fei you mentioned, is he a psychiatrist?"

"He can teach psychology, and he can also teach tea planting knowledge. However, everyone just asks him for psychological problems." The little cousin explained.

"Is he really good?" Bai Yaling couldn't believe it.

"Fantastic, of course." The little cousin was a little angry at Bai Yaling's questioning, she snorted and said, "In the eyes of our [-] die-hard fans, Teacher Mo Fei is more powerful than Teacher Li."

"How is it possible..." Bai Yaling couldn't help but laugh. Teacher Li was the one who trained international basketball superstars and the most beautiful romance novel writer.Moreover, although his other two students, the inventor Chang Shan and the painter Yang Xixi, did not reach their peak status like Fang Zihan and Lin Siyun, they obviously made rapid progress and would one day become great inventors and painters.

In Huaxia, among young people, there is no one who does not know Teacher Li, and there is no one who does not want to be Teacher Li's student.

"I know that Teacher Li is very powerful. I used to admire Teacher Li very much. Even now, I also admire Teacher Li very much, and I really want to be his student, but...but..."

The little cousin didn't know how to explain it. She racked her brains and came up with a sentence that could barely explain her feelings: "Ms. Li is more powerful, but in my heart, Mr. Mo Fei is the greatest."

"Don't be fooled." Bai Yaling couldn't help reminding: "One of the greatness of Mr. Li is that he has a huge reputation, but he never uses it for his own personal gain. In the name of the students to collect money. Some people estimate that Teacher Li's current fame, if it is directly realized, is at least more than one billion. The potential value is more than ten billion, which is higher than Fang Zihan. But Teacher Li has never Unmoved, he still lives his life as a hermit in the countryside. According to rumors, Mr. Li eats light food every day, except for cultivating students, he spends his spare time plowing the land and growing vegetables, self-sufficient, this is the real master."

"Teacher Mo Fei won't lie to me. He doesn't want to repay others for helping others." The little cousin said a little downcast: "And, after Teacher Mo Fei enlightened me, he ignored me."

"Then this teacher Mo Fei should be pretty good." Bai Yaling nodded.

The little cousin hummed and said: "Not only is he good, but Teacher Li has never saved me anyway. No matter how powerful he is, he is not as great as Teacher Mo Fei in my mind."

"Don't spread these words on the Internet, otherwise, you will be drowned by the spittle star." Bai Yaling reminded: "Any public figures and celebrities have fans and black people, but Mr. Li has the fewest black people. If you Saying such things on the Internet, even if they are reasonable, at least they will be sprayed all over by the die-hard fans of Teacher Li, Fang Zihan and Lin Siyun."

"Don't worry, I won't say such nonsense on the Internet. I won't disturb your sleep. I'm going to play games." The little cousin nodded.

"Okay, you should go to bed earlier."

After hanging up the phone, Bai Yaling hesitated, but got up and went to the computer.

Turn on the phone, log in to Weibo with a different account, and search for Teacher Mo Fei's Weibo account.

The number of fans shows three thousand and two.

"Mr. Mo Fei, the last Weibo was more than half a year ago..."

She quickly glanced at the comments under the Weibo content, either checking in to say hello, or consulting various psychological problems.

After thinking about it, she began to edit the information.He hides his star status, only introduces himself as an unknown young actor, and then introduces his anxiety and irritability in the past few years, so that he feels hopeless now.

The content was very long, and she didn't finish writing it all until eleven o'clock.Gritting his teeth, he chose to send a private message to Teacher Mo Fei.

Then she sat in front of the computer and waited.

11:30, twelve o'clock, 12:30...

At two or three o'clock in the morning, Bai Yaling still didn't wait for a reply. Finally, she couldn't stand it anymore and fell asleep on the table.

　Thank you for my Ai Yenuo's reward, O(∩_∩)O~...

　　
　
(End of this chapter)