I have the fairy medicine book

Chapter 329 The Lonely Child

Her intuition told her that something must have happened.

This feeling was so strong that her heart was pounding.

She turned her gaze to Lao Jintou, and the worry in her eyes almost overflowed from her sockets. Yun Lang sat out of sight of the two of them, bowed her head, and said nothing.

The atmosphere of silence seemed to gradually gain weight, and the three of them couldn't breathe.

The old Jintou sighed helplessly, looked at her, and thought for a moment, he decided to avoid her question first and asked her a few questions instead, "Do you feel that you are a burden?"

As smart as her, she guessed most of it from the question of the old Jintou.

She fell silent, and after a long time, Mu Lili nodded slightly.

"Does this hurt your self-esteem a bit?"

"Is Xiaochuan still alive?" Mu Lili asked suddenly.

"Alive, not only alive, he has become stronger."

"Really?" Mu Lili had a look of surprise on her face.

"Yeah." Old Jintou gave her a determined look. The stone that had been hanging in her throat could be regarded as falling to the ground at this moment. She lowered her head again and remained silent for a long time, with a bitter smile on her face.

"That's good, that's good," she murmured.

"Are you afraid?" Lao Jin asked without thinking, and Mu Lili raised her head and frowned suspiciously: "What do you mean?"

"When Wang Yuchuan jumped on you and was about to eat you, were you afraid?" Lao Jintou stared firmly into her eyes. For a moment, Mou Lili felt as if she was transparent, and all the thoughts in her heart There is nothing to hide under his gaze.

She fell silent and began to recall the scene at that time.

The gentle Wang Yuchuan, the bloodthirsty beast.

These two images gradually overlapped in her mind, and she couldn't help shivering.

"I don't know." She said quietly, her eyes were blank.

"Follow him, and one day he will eat you." Old Jintou coldly threw out this reality, and Mou Lili couldn't help raising her hand and placing it on her heart.

She uncontrollably imagined the scene of Wang Yuchuan lying on her body, biting off the flesh and blood from her body, and her heart tightened and passed through the pain.

"I separated the two of you. He walked the Asura Way, and Yunlang and I protected you to find the Sage's Gate. You know it well, right? If Wang Yuchuan insists on taking you, neither of you will survive."

Mu Lili nodded.

"It seems that we have reached a consensus, and I won't waste my time talking. You can fix it first, and we will start later." Old Jintou smiled with satisfaction.

"Wait." Mu Lili stopped him, and the old Jintou raised his heart just now: "Do you have any questions?"

Mu Lili hesitated, with a struggling expression on her face.After a while, she raised her head, and her eyes showed a bit of determination to die.

The old Jintou immediately guessed what was going on in this little girl's head, and he flatly refused: "Do you think I separated the two of you to save you? You are wrong, I am purely from Wang Yuchuan's point of view Make this decision."

"I……"

"You have to live well. This is your value. If you die, that boy Wang Yuchuan will go crazy."

"I'd rather he go crazy than see him die here." Mu Lili's face was stubborn and stubborn, and the old Jintou was so angry that he wanted to scold his mother.

Wang Yuchuan was also stubborn, and the old Jintou wondered why he was surrounded by such people.

"It's not that this hurdle can't be overcome, why do you have to make it look like you are going to die?" Old Jintou glared at her: "As long as you two follow my plan, I guarantee that you both can get through Get out of this damn place."

"I can't trust you." Mu Lili said slowly.

What a familiar line, that boy Wang Yuchuan also said this.

It's really not a family, don't enter a family.

Lao Jintou really had no choice but to look at Yun Lang for help.

"Lily." Yun Lang bit the bullet and said, "You have to think about yourself, right? Isn't it good to live?"

Yun Lang walked over, took her hand, and persuaded softly: "For love, you are willing to give up your life. I admit that this is great, but ah, is it really worth it?"

This question made Mu Lili dazed for a while.

Is it worth it?

She never seemed to think about it.

It seems that everyone will weigh whether it is reasonable to give and return, but she has never thought about this issue.

She has been giving, and when others need her, she will feel very satisfied. How can there be such a stupid person in the world?
Mu Lili herself felt like a joke.

She wiped her tears, with a bitter smile on her face, she knew that it was impossible for others to understand her, even so, she wanted to express her thoughts.

What she thought was that if she died, at least someone could convey her dying thoughts to Ogawa.

Perhaps, the only one in this world who will cry for her death is Wang Yuchuan.

She felt that she had to leave some words for Wang Yuchuan.

"Xiao Chuan is very dependent on me. Really, I never feel that this is a burden. On the contrary, I am very happy. Can you understand this feeling?"

Mu Lili raised her head and asked Yun Lang, Yun Lang glanced at Lao Jintou, of course she could understand this feeling, how much she wanted Lao Jintou to rely on her, but Lao Jintou was too omnipotent, so her feelings would never Not satisfied.

Thinking of this, she looked at the old Jintou with a little more sadness in her eyes.

"You keep talking, I'm listening." Yun Lang turned his head and said softly.

"I thought about the first half of my life, and it seems that no one has ever firmly told me that you are very important to me, so important that you can't live without me, no one has expectations of me, everyone gathers When chatting together, I will always be the one on the edge."

"When I grew up, I wondered if it was because I was too useless, so I practiced hard and tried to be the best among my peers. This was not enough, so Wo tried every means to join Longbao and become a special agent Gradually, more and more people came to me for help, and I felt my value from them, so I was very happy and always tried my best to complete the things they entrusted to me.”

"They may be using you, thinking that you are easy to talk to, and entrusting you with all the dirty work, and they may say what to say about you behind your back."

"Yeah, I later found out that they nicknamed me Post-it Notes. I was sad for a long time. In the end, I was still a marginalized person, and I felt like I was living in a desert," she said. Pointing to the pit of his heart, he said bitterly: "It's very empty here, empty every day. I don't know what's wrong with me, I don't have any energy all day long."

(End of this chapter)