Infinite Doomsday Survival System

Chapter 209 Diary
When the little girl received Tian Lan's invitation, she was so excited that she couldn't speak.

But when she saw Yuyue, the excitement just now disappeared instantly.

"It's not impossible to want me to be with you, but I have one condition."

"Oh, forget it." Tian Lan's words were very decisive, and she didn't even give the little girl a chance to react.

"Eh?" The little girl started to panic when she saw Tian Lan who had packed up her things and left.

Why doesn't this person play the cards according to the routine? Don't you usually ask what conditions are there first?Why don't you even ask, why just let it go?
"Wait...wait a minute! My condition is not difficult, it can be fulfilled very easily." Seeing Tian Lan still ignoring it, the little girl panicked completely: "Keep it secret! At least... at least ask What are the conditions?"

Regarding this condition, Tian Lan really didn't even bother to ask. Generally, at this time, it's best not to ask anything. Once you ask, you will already be at a disadvantage in terms of negotiation.

Besides, Tian Lan didn't have to rely on her, they already had Bai Zhi, and with these research reports, it is not impossible to transform some zombies, so why make compromises on a useless person?

Seeing Tian Lan leaving indifferently, the little girl panicked completely, and finally shouted: "I got it! I got it! Can't I go with you!"

"No." Tian Lan directly refused: "When I invited you just now, you refused to agree. It's too late now."

"You... why are you bullying people like this!" The little girl was about to cry.

After finally meeting a companion who is the same as herself, how can she give up, who knows if she will meet the same kind next time.

So she also wanted to seize this opportunity, to be with the same kind, she had had enough of living alone.

Humans are untrustworthy, they attack themselves as soon as they see themselves, so she will not take the initiative to associate with humans.

But in this situation, she can bear it for a while.

After all, they were different from other humans. When they saw her, they didn't attack themselves like other humans did, and it was their own fault in the beginning, and they occupied their home casually.

Therefore, she wants to seize this opportunity, but whether Tian Lan will agree now is another matter.

Tian Lan looked at the little girl who was about to cry, and said helplessly: "Since you want to join so much, it's not impossible. As long as you ask me, maybe I will let you join."

"Really?!" The little girl was overjoyed, she looked at Tian Lan with a smile on her face, then hugged Tian Lan's thigh, crying, "Please, let me join you! Just let me join you!" You, even if I am willing to be a cow or a horse!"

At first, Tian Lan thought she would persist for a while, but she didn't expect that the little girl would abandon all her dignity so quickly.

But seeing her begging like this, Tian Lan really couldn't refuse.

"Okay, I will reluctantly let you join, but you can remember that it was you begging me that made me let you join. If you violate what you just said, I will drive you away at any time. of."

"Yeah!" The little girl nodded like a pounding garlic, and kept nodding at Tian Lan, and then said, "Then I can go to him now, right?"

This, of course, refers to Bai Zhi.Tian Lan nodded and agreed.

Although she is a bit clingy, it is inevitable.

She is not as lucky as Bai Zhi. As soon as she has consciousness, she has the education of her father, Tian Lan, and the love of Yu Ling's mother.

When the little girl was conscious, zombies were everywhere around her, but her existence was very special at that time, so the zombies didn't do anything to her.

But it is because of this that her life is linked to zombies.

But not long ago, the level of Doomsday increased, causing those zombies to escape her control, and even attacked her.

This made her human again, and from then on, she prayed for someone like herself.

But now God finally heard her call, and finally let her meet someone of the same kind as herself, how could she let this opportunity pass so easily.

It doesn't matter even if you become the other party's slave, as long as you have companions together, then everything doesn't matter.

Seeing such a happy little girl, Tian Lan felt that it didn't matter anymore. Anyway, if he wanted to build a country, the more people the better.

Especially for such an existence with extraordinary strength, Tian Lan certainly wanted to have it in his pocket.

It's just a little sacrifice of Baizhi, which is very cost-effective.

And this is also an opportunity for Bai Zhi to get in touch with the same existence as herself, so let Bai Zhi understand the differences between them.

Although Tian Lan has been teaching Bai Zhi the difference between human beings, Tian Lan knows very little about Bai Zhi's existence, and now is just an opportunity to learn more about each other, so that Bai Zhi can understand her own existence better .

Yuyue looked at the little girl who left with a grateful look, and for a moment she didn't know what to say.

Tian Lan's methods are indeed more savvy than his own, is it because he understands the most vulnerable places in people's hearts better?Maybe so.

Yuyue shook her head, and continued to immerse herself in Tianlan's diary.

Through this diary, Yuyue learned a lot about Tianlan.

Before Tian Lan was 12 years old, she was a seemingly ordinary child. She was not good at describing many things, but she still tried her best to express what she saw.

However, after the age of 12, that is, after Tian Lan entered junior high school, everything changed.

Although Tian Lan didn't express it clearly in the diary, Yuyue could still vaguely see Tian Lan being bullied.

When she was still in elementary school, Tianlan didn't live in school, so she didn't write anything about the school in her diary, which Yuyue didn't feel surprised at all.

However, after junior high school was changed to a residential system, school affairs gradually appeared in Tianlan's diary.

From the surface of the diary, it doesn't look like a big deal, it's just an extremely ordinary student's daily life.

But if you watch carefully, you will find many things that are terribly frightening.

The female student committed suicide in the dormitory because of certain things. Although Tian Lan didn't clearly write down the school's handling methods for this, she could still see it.

The school was surprised by this incident, but the students were very aware of the true situation of this incident.

But they are just students, and there are very few people who will believe their words.

People always subconsciously think that those children don't know anything, but in fact what they know is not much different from adults.

It's just that they are not good at expressing, and the school gave a clear answer to that matter, so people will preconceive it and choose to believe the answer given by the school, but turn a blind eye to the students' narration.

It is obvious that one side is the person who saw it with their own eyes, and the other side is just to protect their own interests, but more people are willing to believe the false lies, and they are not willing to believe the narrative of the person who saw it with their own eyes.

From the diary, Yu Yue could see how powerless Tian Lan was at that time.

The real reason was not found out in the end, and in the end, it could only be done hastily.

Besides these, there was another student, although Tian Lan didn't know the reason, but he was kicked out.

The teacher refused to let him go to class, and he didn't dare to inform his family about it. He wandered around the campus lonely every day, and no one asked him.

Whenever get out of class was over, that person always tried his best to squeeze into the team of students he knew, as if he was still the same as them.

But in fact, he has gradually left the team, gradually unable to keep up with the words of his former friends, and he is only alone waiting for him.

Things like this abound in the former campus. Although the author doesn't know what the current campus is like, it was like this when I was living on campus. These are things that really happened around the author. Maybe You may think it's a bit silly, but it's the truth.

Thieves, bullying, and those completely unnecessary workbooks, the more a student tries to rebel against the adult society, the more powerless he will find himself.

In this society, no matter who you are, you are just a boat, whether you are going against the current or going with the wind.Or being overwhelmed by social public opinion or pressure, these cannot be changed by one person's power.

Perhaps becoming more tactful in society will make interpersonal relationships more harmonious, but are these really necessary?
Those who do appear to be friends, but in private, they are seldom talked to.

Are these really friends?No, it can only be said to be companions at work, and these people must not be regarded as friends.

Although the relationship is usually very good, when something happens, the other party will not hesitate to put all the responsibility on you.

Very few people will take on this responsibility because no one can afford it.

After reading Tian Lan's diary, Yu Yue fully felt Tian Lan's powerlessness at that time.

Perhaps at that time Tian Lan wanted to change herself, but in the end she faced a real blow.

Try to make yourself indistinguishable from them, only to find that you are out of tune with them.

To continue to maintain an awkward relationship, or continue to be alone?It's all a choice.

Some people may choose to continue to maintain an awkward relationship when faced with this choice, and try to cater to their interests as much as possible.

But some people don't want to be with these people, and finally find that all of them have their own small circle, but they are still alone.

This kind of loneliness is not something that ordinary people can bear, but Tian Lan has maintained this situation for so many years.

He tried to change himself, tried to connect with others, and tried to cater to their interests.

But in the end, there was still nothing.

A disguise is a disguise after all, and sooner or later it will be exposed.

And under the constant disguise, what he faced in the end was losing himself, and even in the end he couldn't even remember who he was.

(End of this chapter)