soul of baseball

Chapter 247
"I have one thing that has been hidden in my heart for many years." Coach sat behind the desk. After so many years of professional career, he has long been used to facing so many short and long guns, but today he is abnormally nervous.

The room was quiet, remembering that there might be a big news today.

"I'm a devout Christian, and all I was told was 'gays are monsters'! 'It's not good'! 'God doesn't love gays'! I cried to God many times! Always begging him not to I became a gay~"

"I never dared to think that I would be gay, so when I found out that I liked a boy, the fear in my heart drove me crazy."

"I'm restraining and working hard! I want to turn my thoughts away, and tell myself countless times that I'm just curious about this kind of relationship."

"But I failed~" Speaking of this, Coach smiled helplessly, and suddenly felt a lot more relaxed: "That guy dangles in front of my eyes all day long, his temper is terrible, if I ignore him, he will come back again, There's no way~ I'm just soft-hearted~ The relationship between them is getting closer."

As if thinking of something, Coach laughed: "Actually, it's my fault. He's a straight man. When I was in doubt, I kissed him forcefully. I thought that if I felt disgusted, then I must be a normal person."

"But I completely forgot what it was like at that time. I just remember his round eyes, which were so beautiful~ At that time, I knew I was finished."

The reporters didn't mean to interrupt at all, and their minds had already started to think about the person who is close to Coach, is it a player?Or a friend?
But when I think about it, I am even more confused. It is because Kou Chi is a person who smiles at everyone, and seems to have a close relationship with everyone. In high school, he was the closest to Shen Qin, and even went to Japan... Could it be? ...

No, no, it is said that the Chinese are more conservative in this respect...

And how old were you at that time~
University?Little league days?big league?

The faces of the players turned from their minds!no clue~
outsiders...

"Ahem!" Finally a male reporter came to his senses: "So Coach, are you admitting that you are gay?"

Coach took a long breath and nodded heavily: "I... yes! I am!"

"So you've been cheating the fans before?"

Coach put away his smile, and was silent for a moment before answering: "No one has ever asked me this, so it shouldn't be called cheating, but I did say it until today because I was a little scared."

The male reporter asked again: "Are you afraid of being boycotted by the fans because of being open? Or being despised in the locker room? I remember James once said, 'In the NBA, once you admit that you are gay, it will be difficult to survive, and the locker room will become stiff. atmosphere, and will lose the trust of teammates.', what do you think about this?"

"There are a lot of gay athletes in the sports circle." Coach said after consideration: "I remember James was fined $10 for insulting a gay referee? At that time, many high-level officials publicly supported it. You can say they were wrong. I remember Jason Collins in the NBA came out in 13, he was the No.1 of the four major leagues, right?"

The male reporter choked for a moment, but the female reporter beside him asked with great interest: "Then what do you think of the many homosexual behaviors of the American women's basketball team and women's football team?"

Coach is completely hesitant to answer this kind of question that will cause you to be shot. "That's great. Wouldn't it be nice to be yourself? Human life is so short, happiness is very important. And they affect the lives of others." Is it? Not at all."

After speaking, he smiled conclusively: "The girls are very brave."

The female reporters stood up and applauded, and one of them named Lilith even took the initiative to say: "I am a homosexual. I believe many colleagues in the industry know that I have been with my girlfriend for 13 years! We are very happy."

Coach smiled and said congratulations: "There is nothing wrong with homosexuality or heterosexuality. These are all normal emotions. Why are there emotional words? It is because emotions cannot be controlled~"

Lilith thanked her but asked another sharp question. She had no choice but to rely on the news for a living~ "Do your parents support you?"

... Kou Chi lowered his head, held back his laughter for a long time, and finally couldn't help laughing, which confused the reporters.

"At the beginning, if my grandma didn't stop me, I would have almost been beaten to death. They are Christians~"

"But later, my mother saw that I was really sad, so she asked God to save me~ You know, the homophobic remarks in the church are not true, believe me, God loves everyone!"

"Probably God persuaded my parents, at least they didn't embarrass me because of this these years."

"God has no name, he is 'love~' to save everyone in the world."

Lilith said 'amen' and sat down again.

The male reporter in the back row stood up: "Then do your teammates know? Or do your friends know? What do they think?"

Coach thought for a while: "It should be said that some know and some don't~ I didn't avoid it, just like you guys will try every means to chase girls, I will also woo, he is a weird straight guy , It’s hard to break him. Maybe teammates or friends have noticed? But I didn’t say it directly, I hope they don’t blame me~”

The reporters laughed again, some felt envious and some felt sad for the straight man, and some made a firm statement: "Don't you think your behavior is disgusting? Maybe your teammates are also disgusted in their hearts?"

Coach lowered his eyes, and everyone who knew him knew he was angry: "You mean I'm disgusting to other people's eyes? Let's not talk about men and women, everyone is human, it's normal to be attracted to each other, what's so disgusting?" ? The person in the world who thinks my behavior is disgusting is probably only the person who is being pursued is qualified to say so."

"If he doesn't like it, then I will stay away from him."

"If he likes it, I will do it for the rest of my life."

The male reporter sneered: "Does he like it?"

Kou Chi didn't seem to understand the sarcasm, instead he tilted his head and muttered suspiciously: "I don't know, he has always been very kind to me, but sometimes I get angry when I act too blatantly."

The male reporter felt that his words were blocked. He couldn't say those unpleasant words because of Coach's direct description. He could only ask in a dry voice: "Then have you ever thought that he really doesn't like you and your behavior?" Why are you angry? Just refuse because of bad feelings?"

"No!" Coach is very sure about this question: "Although I don't know if he likes my behavior, uh~ It's your previous question, but he must like me. If he doesn't like me, he would have It's gone far away. Although he never promised me..."

Lilith looked at Coach, who was talking about his lover's sudden IQ drop, and stood up helplessly. If this continued, the topic went astray, and she asked an inertial question, "So, who is everyone you are after?"

"it's me!"

Before Coach could speak, the back door was pushed open. The reporters turned their heads, and the man stood there with a smile, looking at the front of the stage gently~
　What I write is a real sports article, it would be too strange not to write about the same sex~Hold yourself tight~
　　I admire the handsome guy from the former Chinese surfing team, and he even went to participate in the World Congress.

　　The proportion of gays in professional sports is horrifying.

　　Everyone think about training and living together for a long time~
　　It is not unreasonable to say that the words "long time makes love".

　　This is the real sports world.

　　There is persistence and rejection

　　
　
(End of this chapter)