soul of baseball

Chapter 107 Those Stories
——The family that adopted me~ I like it very much~
When Shen Qin said this, there was no smile on his face, but some sarcasm: "There is a father, a mother, a dog... er... and a pair of twins... Tell me, why did they adopt me? Woolen cloth?"

Coach was a little puzzled. In his opinion, adoption has nothing to do with whether the family is complete or whether there are children. As long as there is heart, sincerity, and sincerity, these are not a problem, and he doesn't like Shen Qin's current state very much. Like an old man, he doesn’t seem to have any longing for life, which is very bad, and suddenly he doesn’t want to listen to the story: “Don’t talk about it, okay? Now you have Yuri, Jijia, and me! We will help you! Hello! Why do you think about the past?"

"Not good." Shen Qin couldn't see what he was thinking, sighed and continued: "I really like this kind of family... No~ maybe it's more appropriate to say envy, I don't have what they have .I really want to live in such a home.”

"You don't have to be laughed at in school~either the table will be stained or the books will be torn..."

"You don't need to fight several of them~ Of course you can't beat them~"

"Of course, you don't have to chew a mouthful of rice for a long time, tell yourself that you have eaten a lot~ I am full~"

"No need to wear two different socks...can wear new clothes once..."

"Do you know? When I first arrived at the house, I stood at the door, not knowing whether I should take off my shoes. The floor was so bright that I could be seen, but my socks had a big hole. Their two children Standing on the edge of the stairs looking at me, feet in nice socks and plush slippers..."

"Two children came to pull me and enthusiastically asked me to visit the room... Mmm... I was pinched a bit that day..."

"Uh... I will still sue. When I was in the orphanage, the grandpa dean said that I should tell him everything... so I told the adoptive parents at the time... But the ending is not good, except for the cold and indifferent It's gone after an 'um', of course haha, I was repaired again at night and locked in a small dark room."

"But I think I can bear it, because I'm wearing new socks for the first time, and I can eat enough."

"Besides, it doesn't matter if you hit him a few times. After all, he never bleeds. It's not like I fought at school..."

"The dog thing... Now that I think about it, it's not that important, because I don't care if I'm bitten or not... Maybe the result won't change..."

"Actually, I know they don't like me... I just can't figure it out... I can't figure out why they adopted me... come to torture me again?"

This problem has haunted Shen Qin for two lifetimes, and has always been unsolvable. However, he was able to hide his emotions very well without having any intersection in his previous life. He hid them so deeply that he couldn't find any clues until he saw him here!Those deeply buried memories emerged instantly, defeating the defenses he had worked so hard to maintain.

to collapse.

Is the treatment at Uesugi Pond useful?Of course there is?But this kind of psychological problem may be cured unconsciously, maybe... it takes a lifetime without any improvement...

Shen Qin pulled up the trouser leg of his left foot, his calf was slender, and his muscles were also very beautiful, but the dense smoke scars on the side were very permeating: "Look, these are my childhood, so you still cry about those shits, really It's embarrassing!"

Coach felt as if his throat was blocked, unable to make a sound, he just clenched his teeth and shut his mouth, fearing that he would cry again if he opened his mouth.

Stretching out his hand tremblingly to touch the uneven skin, he felt the tentacles were hot, and all the pictures in his mind were of Shen Qin playing basketball and never wearing stockings, his heart was so sore!
At that time, the young man only knew how to describe his current emotions in terms of sadness, and he waited for a while before opening his mouth, but his voice was trembling: "Why didn't you tell...~ Dean? Or someone else..."

"The dean will be very troublesome... The children in the orphanage will also be affected... They are all too miserable..." Shen Qin said with a smile in the corner of his eyes, and wiped the tears on his face for Coach: "Tsk tsk! Children are like this, they know how to cry after a little thing! It's all in the past!"

In fact, Shen Qin knew very well in his heart how sincere Yuri and Ji Jia were for his kindness!But psychologically, he was always frail and frightening. Once he reached that point, he seemed to be catalyzed, his rationality was instantly stripped away, and he couldn't control himself at all... Wouldn't it be embarrassing to think about it afterwards?

Kou Chi probably thought that the crying face was gone today, so he ignored his image, and pulled Shen Qin's right leg away. It was fine here, with only some old scars like falls, which is not good for a boy. Very common.

Shen Qin smiled and said: "I'm not stupid, the chances of being discovered will increase if both legs are messed up."

"Where else is there?" Kou Chi was about to pick off Shen Qin's clothes in a panic: "Those people are really beasts! How old are those two children! Are they also burning you with cigarette butts...?"

The voice stopped abruptly, and the staggered injuries on Shen Qin's back made Kou Chi gasp. He opened and retracted his fingers, not daring to touch them at all, and only angrily hammered the pillow: "Those beasts! Let's sue them ! Why do you still allow those people to scribble on the Internet!! Are you an idiot, Qin?"

"What are you talking about? Was it scalded? Was it drawn? Maybe it will drag Yuri and the others into trouble!"

Kou Chi choked: "Does Yuri and Ji Jia know?"

Shen Qin shook his head, how could he talk about these things, rubbed his temples, feeling relieved but also a little helpless: "I said it all and started again! What did you say..."

"What did you just see?" Kou Chi finally remembered the topic and handed Shen Qin a wet towel: "The eyes are swollen and ugly! Apply them quickly!"

Shen Qin smiled and took over the rare Kou Chi whose eyes were red and swollen without damage: "Oh ~ twin brother."

"Damn! Where is it! I'll go find it..." Kou Chi jumped up but was grabbed by Shen Qin again, and instantly became even more annoyed: "Why are you so useless! You still pull me! At this time, good brothers should go up together ah!"

"Fuck you! The two of them were just kids back then. What they can do is nothing more than pinching and beating. These... are all done by adults... How many years have passed, and you are looking for trouble with him? ...and then I will be the one who will be in real trouble!"

Kochi understands the truth, this is an era when the content of the opening picture is all edited, if things get bigger, Yuri will be in great trouble!But how can I swallow this breath!

"Hey, hey, hey! Why are you so angry! I can say this, but I really don't care much about it." Shen Qin didn't comfort Kou Chi, the physical pain has long since passed, and now he just wants to put his mind to rest Get over your illness and live a normal life.

Coach Chi was angry and helpless, so he could only stuff him back into the quilt, and said in a muffled voice: "Those scars are too ugly."

Shen Qin was stunned, and nodded with a smile: "I know, so I didn't show it, did it scare you?"

"Fuck!" Coach turned around awkwardly: "Go get a tattoo and cover up those ugly scars! Just pretend...they don't exist anymore!"

Shen Qin was really dumbfounded now. In his previous life, he had an iron job, but he never thought about it, so he could only laugh twice: "This... let's forget it..."

"What are you afraid of! I'll accompany you!" Kou Chi turned his head and glared at Shen Qin again: "You coward! Anyway, those scars... are too ugly! I can't stand it!"

Seeing the young man's beautiful blue eyes filled with mist again, Shen Qin finally smiled and nodded: "Okay!"

(End of this chapter)