Doomsday: Start as a zombie, I will upgrade infinitely

Chapter 179, letter
"If there's nothing else to do, I'll go back first. Remember to warm up these dumplings before eating." Before leaving, Ren Feng did not forget to remind him.

"Ren Feng!"

Xiao Xi suddenly spoke and stopped him.

"What's wrong?" Ren Feng turned his head.

Xiaoxi opened her mouth, and wanted to say something, but something seemed to choke her throat and prevent her from speaking.

"No...it's nothing, take care of sister Chu."

In the end, she could only smile.

"I know."

Ren Feng nodded and left.

Watching his back finally enter the opposite house, Xiao Xi only felt empty inside.

She was a little lost.

"What on earth...why do I exist?"

Xiaoxi murmured softly, turned around and went into the kitchen, and heated up these dumplings.

But when she picked up a dumpling and put it in her mouth, she couldn't swallow it no matter what.

A bitterness filled her mouth, which made her unable to swallow the dumpling in her mouth no matter what.

"I...why do I exist..."

A person's empty room has been filled with loneliness at some point.

I don't know when Xiaoxi felt very lonely.

Is it because Ren Feng stopped looking for her?

Is it because Ren Feng didn't eat the food she cooked with her own hands?

Or is it because of the empty room after coming back here every day to greet her?

Maybe, maybe not.

Chu Meng was pregnant, and she also felt very happy.

Ren Feng went to take care of Chu Meng, she also felt that there was no problem, it was normal.

It's just that suddenly, Xiaoxi felt as if... she didn't know why she wanted to live here.

Is there any difference between living here and living in the village?

Is there any difference between her now and before?

"Is there... a difference?"

she asked herself.

"It seems... there is no difference anymore."

she answered herself thus.

There is indeed no difference, Xiaoxi suddenly found that she suddenly couldn't find a reason to continue living here.

This is not her home, she has never felt the warmth of home here.

Even if it was also empty, at least when she was in the village, she could still have the memory of the village chief as her companion.

And now here, who can accompany her?
Who can she accompany?
It seems that there is none.

"Maybe I should go back."

Xiaoxi murmured softly.

Back to her home.

……

"Xiaoxi, today's work is almost done, so you can go back early. And now the production line has been completely stabilized, and a group of people have been trained to help, so you don't need to help in the future." Finally busy After finishing the work at hand, Zhou Shan took the time to talk to Xiaoxi.

Xiaoxi was originally here to help, not to be Zhou Shan's subordinate.

After all, everyone knows Xiaoxi's identity. Although she has only been in the underground world for a short time, given her relationship with Ren Feng, no one will underestimate her.

Zhou Shan has always respected her.

In fact, if Xiaoxi hadn't insisted, he wouldn't have let Xiaoxi stay here to help.

"Oh ok, from now on Captain Zhou will have to work hard." Xiaoxi smiled sweetly.

After packing her things, Xiaoxi slowly left the laboratory.

Many people in the lab waved to her,

"Goodbye, Xiaoxi."

"Sister Xiaoxi, goodbye."

Xiaoxi also responded to their farewells one by one,
"Goodbye, you have to work hard, maybe I will come over sometime to see if you are lazy."

"I promise not! Sister Xiaoxi, don't worry!"

There was laughter in the laboratory.

It wasn't until she left the laboratory and closed the door that the smile on Xiaoxi's face slowly disappeared.

Standing in the center of the street, occasionally people would pass by here, and they would all greet Xiaoxi friendly.

Xiaoxi also responded with a smile.

Standing on the side of the road, looking in both directions.

One side is the direction of home, and the other side is the bustling city of the underground world. Past the bustling city is the exit.

Standing there hesitated for a while, finally Xiaoxi turned around and walked towards the downtown and the exit.

……

"Xiaoxi, are you there?"

Ren Feng knocked on the door, but got no response.

"Strange, shouldn't it be time to come back now? I have already told Zhou Shan not to let Xiaoxi continue to be so tired."

Frowning in doubt, Ren Feng was about to leave when he realized that Xiaoxi's door was not locked.

"No one is here, and the door is not locked?"

After hesitating for a while, Ren Feng thought that there seemed to be something wrong with Xiao Xi recently, so he opened the door and walked in.

The room is a bit cold, as if no one has lived in it for a long time.

But many things in the house are neat and tidy, which shows that Xiaoxi still does a good job of cleaning.

After a cursory glance, Ren Feng was about to go back, when he suddenly caught a note on the table beside him.

Walking over with curiosity, Ren Feng picked up the note, on which was written a paragraph in my beautiful handwriting:

"Master. By the time you see this letter, I should have left and may have returned to the village. Of course, Master, don't rush after me. You need to read it now."

To be honest, when he saw the previous sentence, Ren Feng couldn't help but throw the letter and chase Xiaoxi.

What's going on here?

Why would the good Xiaoxi leave?
But for the rest of the story, it is still hot to prevent Ren Feng to calm down and continue reading.

"I don't know why I suddenly had this thought, but I couldn't suppress it once it appeared. I am also very happy that Sister Chu is pregnant. I am also very touched to see that Master is so busy for Sister Chu. .

But for some reason, seeing Master caring so much about Sister Chu, I felt empty in my heart.It's not because Master doesn't care about me anymore, well, maybe a little bit.But the most important thing is that I suddenly realized that Master belongs to Sister Chu, not me.I should have been aware of this problem from the beginning.

But I didn't, so that I even foolishly said 'I like you' to Master.Although the master also said that he liked me later, Xiaoxi didn't know that the master only did it to comfort me and didn't want to make me sad, so he did so much.I should have realized from the beginning that I shouldn't have said those things in the first place, and that's why I'm here.

So I chose to leave, I don't know if I'm escaping and don't want to face it, or I'm angry, or what.Maybe I shouldn't have come out with Master from the beginning, because this is not my home.I should have stayed in the village, even if the village is empty, it is my home after all.I have lived there for more than ten years, and it carries all my memories.I thought I could not care about the village if I followed Master, but I found out that I was wrong.

So I decided to leave here and go back to the village.Master, don't come looking for me anymore, I've made up my mind, I won't come back again, don't read it. "

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(End of this chapter)