Yunding Ranch

Chapter 181 The truth is revealed
"And this way I can hide in your jeans pocket and never leave, and when you pick up the photo memory, I can be so close to you until the eyes meet, so you will never be alone again, Wait when I get home."

Looking at Lu Huaijin and Song Lingyi in front of him, Lu Li's mood could not help but fluctuate.

Just half a year ago, he almost lost his father forever, and Song Lingyi also almost lost her husband forever. Before he had time to sigh, the pressure of life was like a huge wave, one after another. It made people breathless. They had no time to grieve, nor did they have time to stay where they were. They had to pack up and move on, because they didn't want to lose Lu Huaijin again.

But now, Lu Huaijin and Song Lingyi are in front of him, bathed in the moonlight, dancing lightly, that dull and introverted Lu Huaijin, that Lu Huaijin who buried his head in the pile of books all day long, that taciturn Lu Huaijin, hugs Song Lingyi at this time, clumsily lightly Swaying slightly.

It would be great if this moment can be frozen into a photo and frozen forever.

"Love heals everything. Love can soothe your lonely heart. That's the only thing love has taught me. I know that memories can make me feel less sad. When I remember every little thing about you, I feel so happy." Warm, and if one day I leave, this is the only thing I can take away. We use photos to freeze our love and leave deep memories for each other, because in the photos, your smiling eyes will always shine, and the hearts of love It will never fall apart, and time seems to stay at the most beautiful moment forever."

The photo album that Liz had collected appeared in Lu Li's mind. The photo album covered every detail of Dylan's life from childhood to adulthood. It not only entrusted all Liz's longing for Dylan, but also carried Liz's innermost feelings. Sadness and regret everywhere.

Liz, the Liz who is always smiling, the Liz who is always kind and kind, the Liz who has warm eyes, the Liz who... left the pasture to him, the Liz who looked for Dylan in him.

Caught off guard, tears filled his eyes, and Lu Li wiped away the teardrops from the corners of his eyes in embarrassment.The old man who had only been together for less than a month left him the greatest wealth in her life, as well as the best memories.Ever since he learned that Liz passed away and left a legacy, Lu Li has always been grateful. He knew that this was not only a gift, but also a sustenance.But until now, looking at the parents clinging to each other in front of him, happiness and sadness hit him hard.

How Liz wanted to hug Dylan again, if only just once.

"Lu Li, what's the matter?" Lu Li's singing stopped, and Song Lingyi came over with concern, and then saw the crystal tears in the corner of Lu Li's eyes, she immediately abandoned Lu Huaijin, came to Lu Li, squatted down, "Why?" gone?"

Lu Li couldn't help but shook his head, "It's okay, it's just a feeling." Lu Li stood up and shouted to Lu Huaijin who was a few steps away, "Dad, I can borrow the rest of this song. Is your dance partner?"

Cherish happiness, cherish the present, cherish the people around you, and cherish everything you have now.Don't wait to regret it after you miss it, it's too late.

Song Lingyi laughed happily, then turned to look at Lu Huaijin, as if waiting for his decision.Lu Huaijin obviously did not expect this scene.

Orientals are more reserved and not used to expressing their emotions directly, especially the three countries in East Asia have been influenced by Confucianism. This is even more so. Let alone dancing, they don’t even hug very often. As for Westerners, they hang on every day Not to mention "I love you" on the lips.

After all, Lu Li is still Chinese at heart, it's just that he has been influenced by different cultures over the years and has begun to learn to express his emotions.After coming to the ranch, this feeling became deeper and deeper.Today's small step is actually not easy.

"Be careful, she won't dance with anyone easily." Lu Huaijin said in a deep voice, then walked to the side and made way for the venue.

Lu Li raised his left hand and made an inviting gesture to his mother. The grand gesture was so dignified that Song Lingyi couldn't help but smile. She stopped smiling and placed her right hand in Lu Li's palm.Then he took a step forward and made a dance gesture.

Song Lingyi couldn't help raising her head. Tonight's son looked very tall, and seemed to have lost his youthful innocence and grown into a man.A smile appeared from the depths of his eyes, "Mr. Lu, when does the music start?"

This teasing almost broke Lu Li's performance. He had no choice but to purse the corners of his mouth to suppress his smile before continuing to hum.

"And this way I can hide in your jeans pocket and never leave, and when you pick up the photo to remember, I can be so close to you until the eyes meet, so that you will never be alone again. "

Lu Li's unadorned singing voice could not be called skillful, but it showed his true feelings. Song Lingyi could clearly hear the faint resonance coming from his ears, and happiness and joy flowed gently in his chest like a warm current.I don't know when it started, but the son's figure is already so tall, his broad shoulders are enough to support the entire sky, his strong hands are enough to break through all difficulties, and his strong chest is enough to become a safe haven.

"And even if one day you hurt me, I will say it's okay dear, words will cry, but I will not be sad, in those memories you and I still hug each other tightly, and I will still hug you Don't let you leave, wait for me to go home, wait for me to go home..."

Those whispered "wait for me to go home" made Song Lingyi's eyes covered with a thin layer of mist.She knew, she knew that Lu Li had been guarding this family in his own way, guarding everything they had, just to let her take the burden off her shoulders.

She never knew that she would feel warm because of a strange English song.

"And you can also embed my photo in the necklace you bought on your 16th birthday, so that I can be very close to your heart, that is where I belong, where I hide and comfort And even if one day you make me sad, my dear, I will tell you that it’s okay, because I won’t cry in the photos, because in those memories you and I still hold each other tightly, and I I will still hold you tight and not let you go."

Lu Li supported Song Lingyi and turned gently, with simple and trivial steps, turning on the bumpy and uneven ground.Song Lingyi only bit her lower lip to prevent her tears from bursting into tears. Now she finally understood why Lu Li stopped singing just now.She had never seen Liz before, but Liz's figure and face appeared in her mind at this moment, as if she could see Liz beside them, nestled in Dylan's arms, dancing gently.

At this moment, Yunding Ranch finally found its meaning, an existence that belongs to home.

"When I really pass away one day, I will remember the scene of us hugging and kissing, and the most beautiful you under the streetlight on Sixth Street, and I can still vaguely hear your gentle whisper on the other end of the phone, saying that you will wait Follow me home."

Caught off guard, tears flooded her eyes like this. The sadness and beauty of the last line of the lyrics severely broke Song Lingyi's psychological defense. The hot tears couldn't hold back at all and wet her face. He quickly wiped away the tears on his cheeks with both hands, but the tears seemed to be wiped more and more, and they couldn't be wiped clean at all.

Lu Li lowered his head and looked at his mother who was moved to tears. His long black hair seemed to have a little white hair, and his thin shoulders seemed to be crushed at any time. His vision was also slightly blurred.He couldn't imagine how much pressure Song Lingyi had endured in the past six months; he also couldn't imagine what their family would have looked like if Song Lingyi hadn't been there.

From childhood to adulthood, he has never expressed sincere thanks to his mother, and even hugs can be counted on his fingers.So, he bent down and whispered in Song Lingyi's ear, "Mom..." He still hesitated, but he didn't hesitate, and said jerky and cautiously, "I love you." He chose English to express, which seems to be Easier to export than Chinese.After finishing speaking, instead of the embarrassment and numbness as imagined, I felt a little joy.

He should have said that a long time ago.Fortunately, it's not too late yet.

Song Lingyi's tears, which had just stopped, burst again, and this time she couldn't stop no matter what, she covered her mouth with her right hand, raised her head, and looked at her son with tears in her eyes.She patted her son's arm lightly with her left hand, but felt it wasn't enough. She couldn't help patting her son again, and clenched her teeth so as to prevent the crying from leaking out from between her teeth. She nodded to Lu Li, choked up Said, "I love you too."

After saying a word, Lu Li's eyes turned slightly red.

People are always used to being silent, used to hiding their emotions deep in their hearts, never expressing them, and only after they miss it, they are stunned. Why didn't they say it in the first place?If we were a little more brave, if we were a little more honest, if we were a little more direct, wouldn't things be different?

Lu Huaijin came over at some point and patted Lu Li's shoulder, her serious gaze fell on Lu Li's body, showing a trace of affirmation.He didn't say anything, but a look was worth a thousand words.Then, Lu Huaijin took Song Lingyi into her arms, and gently patted her on the back with her broad palm to express her comfort.

Song Lingyi buried her head in Lu Huaijin's chest, as if she had been greatly wronged, she couldn't stop crying at all, and shed all the sadness, all the pain, all the bitterness, all the worries, and all the tensions of the past six months Let it out.

Lu Huaijin hugged Song Lingyi so tightly and tightly.

(End of this chapter)