This psychologist is weird

Chapter 35 Don't You Want to Find Some Sense of Belonging?

"Chen Lun, Rao Chang, Shu Rou..."

Looking at Chen Lun whose gaze was calm, the old professor Yue paused for a second,

Then he turned his head a little more, looked at the three of them, and called the three of them by their names.

"Your spirit and will are much higher than ordinary people. I read your test records, and my performance in the strange world is not as good as yours."

Professor Yue's eyes turned on the three of Chen Lun, then paused, and said seriously.

Chen Lun's eyes fell on the old professor Yue, as if he was only looking at the speaker,

Shu Rou closed her laptop and stared at the old professor Yue without saying a word.

On the other hand, Rao Chang next to Chen Lun had a smug smile on his face, no matter how appropriate it was.
"Haha, I knew it. I'm really talented...haha...Old Yue, your praise reminds me of when I was a mercenary in my previous life. That's what my boss praised me for running away. Hurry up, let me top, I thought, no, I just rushed up... Hey, it’s been another 20 years now, and I’m 20 years old again.”

Rao Chang smiled and said, but there was no smile in his eyes.

Shu Rou next to her turned her head, glanced at Rao Chang, then turned back to look at Old Professor Yue.

Chen Lun didn't seem to hear what Rao Chang was yelling, but his face was calm, and his eyes fell on the old professor Yue.
After listening to Rao Chang's words, the old professor Yue paused.
"...After seeing your test data, I even somewhat agree with the Bureau of Weird's plan to recruit some young people. At least three of them have been discovered by this plan, and I do see hope in you."

Old Professor Yue showed some apologetic smiles at Chen Lun and the others while talking.
Immediately afterwards, the smile faded a bit.

Chen Lun looked at the old professor Yue without saying a word.

The narrator, Shu Rou, Rao Chang, naturally didn't say anything, just looked at the old professor Yue, and the other looked up and wondered what he didn't know.

"Professor Pu, who taught you before, should have mentioned to you Professor Mu Lao, the founder of the psychology department, the basis and source of all the methods we are dealing with now... But Professor Pu probably didn't tell you. This Professor Mu Lao is also a somewhat 'crazy' person..."

Old Professor Yue spoke aloud, his eyes were a little dazed, and he paused again,
"Of course, without you being 'crazy'..."

Professor Yue lowered his gaze again, and landed on the three of Chen Lun. He paused again, and smiled slightly.

The smile gradually subsided again, and then continued,

"Although we old fellows may have come before the three of you, our spiritual will and the ability to exist in the strange world are not stronger than the three of you, and may be weaker than the three of you."

Turning his eyes, Professor Yue looked at Rao Chang and Shu Rou on both sides of Chen Lun,

"It may be difficult for me to understand your thoughts. But leaving the three of you behind, I mainly want to say that our time is running out... I believe that the spiritual will of the three of you has fully reached the level where you can find the source of consciousness. You can Try it, start looking for the source of your own consciousness... At least when we old guys can't stand it, when you need to go up, you can better protect yourself in the paradoxical world."

"The methods and experience in this area are actually very difficult to pass on to you directly. The method I use is to recall, recall some things that are important to me, and face, face the most real thoughts, myself. There are The thoughts that emerge from time to time are crazy, even perverted... In this way, you deconstruct your heart layer by layer, tear apart your thoughts, and look for and build your consciousness. The initial thing may be a sentence, a picture, A concept, a thought."

"For finding the source of consciousness, the psychology department has a saying: See how crazy your own thoughts are, and see how unlike a person you are."

Professor Yue Lao said aloud, then paused,

"As for finding the source base of consciousness, that's all the experience I can impart to you. You can try it yourself and start looking for your own source base of consciousness. If you need anything, you can directly communicate with the logistics department, and they will try their best to satisfy you."

Listening to Professor Yue's words, Rao Chang didn't know what he was thinking about.

Shu Rou stared at the old professor Yue and paused for a while, then turned her head, thinking about something.Frenzied excitement flickered across his eyes from time to time.

Only Chen Lun's eyes remained calm, as if these things had nothing to do with him.

It's just that his eyes naturally fell on this Old Professor Yue,

Don't care, don't pay attention, and don't care.

"Okay, Rao Chang, Shu Rou, you guys go back to your residence first, and I'll have a few words with Chen Lun."

Professor Yue turned his head again, said something to Rao Chang and Shu Rou, and turned his head again.

"Damn it, I didn't expect there to be Xiao Zao in Xiao Zao. Is this the legendary Xiao Zao King? I didn't expect that the last one left was not me..."

Shu Rou didn't say a word, turned around and left with the laptop in hand, and walked out of the house.

Rao Chang was sad and angry, muttering in his mouth, but he didn't stop on his feet, and followed him out of the house.

In the house, it became more and more quiet.

His eyes fell on the old professor Yue, Chen Lun didn't move or say anything.

The old professor Yue turned his gaze back and landed on Chen Lun,

Looking at Chen Lun, the old professor Yue paused for a long time without speaking.

As for Chen Lun, the expression on his face did not change, he was still calm, as if he was sitting in the darkness that had not faded in the morning.

"Chen Lun, I'm at Lao Tan's place, and I've seen your relevant files."

After another pause, Professor Yue looked at Chen Lun, and said again,

"I know, you probably don't care about this at all. We have no reason for you to save anyone in this world."

"But don't you want to find some sense of belonging to the world?"

Professor Yue Lao spoke to Chen Lun.

However, Chen Lun was still calm, his expression didn't change at all.

Maybe this is for 'Chen Lun',
It's just that the memory of "Chen Lun" is already a dream after waking up to him, and it is getting weaker and weaker, gradually degenerating into vague symbols.

Seeing Chen Lun's expression, Professor Yue paused again,

"...Chen Lun, according to your level of analysis of your own psychology and behavior, it is very difficult for others to find the source of consciousness, but it may be very simple for you...even, I am afraid that you already know your own. What is the source of consciousness..."

A little confused, Professor Yue said something to Chen Lun.

Chen Lun didn't make any answer, but his eyes fell on the old professor Yue.
"There is too much blood in your eyes."

As if he was just stating a phenomenon that he saw with his eyes, Chen Lun calmly said something to the old professor Yue.

Turning around again, he moved his feet and walked outside the door.

Watching Chen Lun leave the house, the old professor Yue didn't stop him.
I just watched Chen Lun walk out of the house at a slower pace, walking far away,

Pausing his eyes again, this old professor Yue lowered his head, looked at the brush in his hand,

He raised his head again, rubbed his cloudy eyes,
Keep silent, then let go,
Turning around, walking to the whiteboard with some handwriting on it,

The old professor Yue picked up the scrubbing brush in his hand again, and vigorously wiped off the previous handwriting on the whiteboard.

……

Back to the residence of the Bureau of Strange Bureau.

Chen Lun pushed open the door.

walk in.

In the room, there is a mist with some rice fragrance.

Before leaving, the rice cooked in the rice cooker was already cooked.

　Ask for a ticket, ask for a collection.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)