I'm really a life player

Chapter 139 Why Do You Expect Monsters To Have Feelings?

Bai Xingzhou snorted coldly: "Is it important?"

"It's very important." Su Yang said firmly, "This determines my attitude towards you. I need to know whether you may pose a threat to me. I don't want to die on the knife handed from behind for no reason."

"Who do you think you are?"

Bai Xingzhou laughed sarcastically: "I'm still a human being and it doesn't matter to you, what attitude you have towards me has nothing to do with me.

As far as I am concerned, there is no human being worthy of entrusting my emotions in this world, and I don't need to be the sustenance of others' emotions.

You can think whatever you like, it doesn't matter if you come here or not, after all, no one is obligated to teach you knowledge, at most, you are still worth a little bit. "

Su Yang lowered his head, and sighed: "Is that so? If you really think so, what kind of existence is that Senior Brother Xiang Mingzhe to you?"

Bai Xingzhou was silent, and after a while he laughed maniacally: "That's just a fool who doesn't know the so-called, if you ask me, the idea of ​​saving others is itself sick.

A group of people can't even save themselves and their families, but they still want to save others. For this matter, some people brag that it is a belief, so fucking shit! "

Bai Xingzhou's words became more intense, but Su Yang looked at him, feeling a little scared suddenly for some reason.

It's not that I'm afraid of Bai Xingzhou, but I'm afraid of myself.

Because he just discovered that when he saw Bai Xingzhou, his heart was full of complications and entanglements.

And this emotion does not come from himself, but from something else.

Su Yang tried his best to suppress the weird emotions rising in his heart, his face became a little complicated.

So this is the price?He should have thought of it a long time ago, how could it be possible to use "a piece of memory" without paying a price.

It is true that Xiang Mingzhe's talisman array has been honed through thousands of years and is far better than normal talisman array masters, but why can he use the talisman array directly, and how can he master the same knowledge as Xiang Mingzhe?

When he saw Bai Xingzhou just now, he finally had the answer.

Yes, the item he got is a memory, not a skill.

The essence of props is memory. He acquired a certain type of skill because he devoured the memory of the person who learned a certain skill in a certain period of time.

This method of engulfing is very ingenious, moistening things silently penetrates into every corner of the heart, making it difficult for you to discover changes in yourself.

But looking back, Su Yang thought of an extremely frightening thought.

Assume that most of the memories you have come from other people.It's okay now, it's just Xiang Mingzhe's short time to practice the talisman array, but what about in the future?
If he has more and more memories of other people, even surpassing his own related memories, then is he Su Yang, or a self who thinks he is "Su Yang" assembled from the memories of countless people.

It's really possible.

Because just now, he could feel that when he faced Bai Xingzhou, he was subjectively afraid of this monk who was no longer a human being, but after chatting for a while, he felt more cordial in his heart.

The reason is that the memory of the individual named "Xiang Mingzhe" he possesses has affected his judgment of Bai Xingzhou himself to a certain extent.

So when he said that sentence, he realized that the matter was serious.

Because Bai Xingzhou's face had become quite ugly, and he even felt irritated.

Yan Anran took a small step back, stood in front of Su Yang, and said with a smile: "Senior Bai, don't be angry, my junior is not so sensible, he mentioned your sad things, please let me give you this on his behalf Apologize."

Bai Xingzhou's expression changed slightly, and finally he sneered and said:

"No, I'm just upset about my stupid behavior just now."

He looked at Su Yang as if he was looking at a dead person, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

Su Yang looked at Bai Xingzhou's appearance, and felt a very subtle emotion brewing in his heart, it seemed to be a little dark, but also a little sad.

All in all, the mood is quite complicated.

Su Yang sighed, let this emotion take root in his chest, raised his head and said to Bai Xingzhou:

"Don't be sad. Brother Xiang Mingzhe has never regretted embarking on this path. Maybe he also hesitated in the dead of night, but every time it dawns, he knows that he has already made preparations."

Bai Xingzhou laughed and said, "You know again?"

"I know."

Su Yang's voice was very soft: "I know, on that day, you told him to think about it, just as I firmly believed that you were deeply concerned about his death, so he also believed that what you told him did not Make mistakes, and stick to your beliefs through this life."

The sarcasm on Bai Xingzhou's face became bigger and bigger, and finally he looked at Su Yang and said, "Do you know what I am?"

"You are Bai Xingzhou, brother Xiang Mingzhe's master, and also my teacher."

"Hehe, kid, it must be very hard for you to be the sharer of that little girl Jiang Yimo." Bai Xingzhou said with a strange smile, "After all, the level of danger of that Ba Snake Sword is far higher than mine, and thanks to you You dare to send it to your door as someone else's lunch..."

Yan Anran, who had been quietly listening to the conversation between the two of them, made a sudden move. The webs like spider webs spread outward from his palm, as if he wanted to directly seal Bai Xingzhou in the state of bones and skeletons. .

However, a faint ray of light flashed across Bai Xingzhou's body, and the snare close to him disappeared without a trace in an instant. He said with a chuckle:

"Little ghost, do you know that Bai Xingzhou thought the same way back then, he was as stupid, as timid, and as self-aware as you.

He is always so self-righteous. When he has no strength, he feels weak. When he has strength, he wants to hide his clumsiness, but he can't hide it well.

His heart is too soft, and he will always choose to borrow the power of the demon weapon because of some inexplicable things. The more he uses it, the more serious the pollution of his demon soul will be. As a demon soul, I completely devoured it.

So from that day on, there was no more Bai Xingzhou in this world, only a monster that lived in the world as a demon soul and manipulated his corpse.

Why would you expect monsters to have feelings? "

Bai Xingzhou originally wanted to see Su Yang's terrified expression, but what he met was Su Yang's complicated eyes.

He felt a little embarrassed for a moment, and that look looked insulting.

But before he made a move to teach Su Yang a lesson, he heard Su Yang sigh in a low voice: "Senior White, I'm sorry, I blamed you for this."

(End of this chapter)