I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 658 I'm not worthy
In the restaurant by the sea, Brother Ping and I were sitting opposite each other. Apart from our side, other seats were already full of foreigners. Although Phuket is a small place, in terms of internationalization, it is really no better than any other city. Difference.

Brother Ping poured me some water, and at the same time asked me: "Mi Gao, why did you let Sisi go? Come here from such a long distance, at least you can have a meal!"

"I stayed, but I didn't."

"I also specially ordered three steaks, so you can eat her."

I responded, and looked at the lighthouse outside the window in a daze, I was still thinking about what Yang Sisi said to me just now...

Brother Ping said to me again: "Mi Gao, I have been wandering around all my life, and I have met many people, but I have never seen you so lucky... This is the second time I have traveled all the way to Thailand. For the woman who takes a look at you... the women nowadays are so realistic, once a man is down and down, he can't hide, and if he can come to see you at this time, I won't believe it if he says he doesn't really love you!"

"There are some things that can't just be seen on the surface, especially feelings... I really want to show you that there are as many scars as there are regrets."

"Come on, you're being hypocritical and dissatisfied."

"How can I be satisfied?...Could it be possible to let one of them be my wife and the other be my lover?...There are always choices in life."

Speaking of this, I gave a wry smile, and then said with a mockery: "I don't know why, I choose and choose, and there is no one around me. This time, it is really gone!"

"I think it's because you're not active enough... If you really want to keep me, I don't believe it. You can't keep a woman who can travel thousands of miles to Thailand to see you."

"Brother... who do you think I can keep?"

"You can keep whoever you like in your heart. There is nothing to worry about."

"Love is not a fairy tale. If there is a satisfactory love, who wants to be alone... Forget it, let's not talk about it... After dinner later, you call the person who sold the house and tell him He, we want that house."

"Sisi, did she send you money?"

"Stop asking such obvious things."

As I said that, I took a sip of water from the glass, and Brother Ping asked me tentatively, "Then what about my villa?"

"You don't need to pledge it, the money has already gone to my side... When you earn money in the future, find a chance to return it to her."

Brother Ping breathed a sigh of relief, and then sighed: "What a beautiful girl!... If I were you, I would be entangled too... If two women treat me like this at the same time, I will feel like I want to lose whoever I lose." The fate of you... You are lucky, the last two are lost... Are you guilty or not, where will you find such a good girl in the rest of your life?!"

"If it were you, you would want both, wouldn't you?"

"Yes, must... As long as the two of them are willing, I will try my best to take them to a country where polygamy is allowed."

"At your age, if you say such a thing, it's not embarrassing!"

"...Haha, I mean standing and talking without pain in my back. Anyway, the person you have to face in the end is you, not me."

"Don't laugh...I'm sad!"

"If you're sad, go find her. I guess you haven't gone far."

I looked at Brother Ping and couldn't speak for a long time. Like most people, he is also a piece of grass... He doesn't know how much burden I have in my heart.

In my silence, Brother Ping said again: "Mi Gao, believe it or not, she is 100% still in Phuket now."

"why?"

"Phuket is not a metropolis like Bangkok. As long as it is past seven in the evening, there will be basically no domestic and international flights... She must have stayed in a hotel. If you want to find her, wait a while After dinner, I'll take you around..."

I shook my head and didn't talk to him again. I knew very well in my heart that I would never have any emotional entanglements with Yang Sisi or Ye Zhi in this life... It was I who let them go, and it was they who let them go passed me.

Although I haven't planned anything emotionally yet, I've guessed the ending a bit. I should find an ordinary woman to spend my life with... I think no matter how beautiful life is, there will be a day when I return to the original, The kind of person I am is the kind of life I should live.

Actually, no matter Ye Zhi or Yang Sisi, I am not worthy... Rationally speaking, a realistic woman like Lu Jia may be my final destination.

I'm not saying that I want to be with Lu Jia, I just think that as far as my own conditions are concerned, the upper limit can only be a woman like Lu Jia... above average in appearance, with a good education and job, and an average family, so Pay more attention to material conditions...

Getting along with such a woman is boring, but it is the closest to life.

……

Back at the residence, I lay on the bed and looked around in a daze. There was no trace of Yang Sisi's presence in the room, and I wasn't too sad... At this point, I felt that my state of mind had changed again, and I wanted to forget the past. And start again... I'm not so expecting the perfect love and the perfect woman anymore.

I feel that being able to meet Yang Sisi and Ye Zhi, my life is already exciting enough, and it is not in vain to come to the world for a while.

……

In a daze, the phone vibrated again. I picked it up and looked at it. It turned out to be a message from Ye Zhi: "Mi Gao, don't be surprised. During the few days back to Shanghai, Sisi and I met once. , We met by chance on the Bund...During this time, she has been staying in the small fishing village where you used to be...The reason why she returned to Shanghai is to let her father help you through the current difficulties...She has always been in her heart With you, if she goes to Thailand to find you...you must keep her...I will bless you... These days, I have seriously thought about it, if you can be happy, what else can I not let go of What about you?... I hope you will recover soon and return to a normal life as soon as possible.”

At this moment, I didn't know what it was like in my heart. I threw the phone aside, and my mind suddenly went blank again... I don't quite understand, what is happiness?
……

Before I got out of this emotion, I received another message from Chen Jin: "Mi Gao, big news... Ye Zhi is getting engaged. This news was told to me by her assistant. I can't be wrong... Probably It will be announced on the group's intranet tomorrow... What are you going to do? If this is really an engagement, there will be no turning back between the two of you!"

(End of this chapter)