I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 593 Leave it to Fate
When I got back to the hotel, I lay on the bed with my clothes on. I couldn't sleep, but I didn't have the courage to call Yang Sisi. I really couldn't rashly overthrow everything I planned without knowing whether it was right or wrong. I also lack the courage to rebuild. I am afraid that after rebuilding, my life will still collapse in an unexpected way. It is already miserable enough that I am lying under the ruins. How can I bear to hurt Yang Sisi?
I always feel that a woman like her is not afraid of not meeting a good man, and the pain I caused her will be healed by time one day, and she will still be that energetic and cheerful girl when she comes back to life .

Yes, she went to find a man who was about the same age as herself; no matter how you looked at it, it was a thousand times better than being with me.

I have to say, this result will definitely make my heart hurt, but the pain is so painful, anyway, I am already numb... If my experience can also become a story, I once said at the beginning of the story that Wang Lei is a very bad person. A successful woman, I don't know if this story is coming to an end, but I have indeed become the most unsatisfactory person besides Wang Lei... I have experienced parting, so I am not afraid of experiencing life and death... When I calm down and look at it, my courage comes from this heart full of holes. If it is bad, how bad can it be?
After finding some reasons for myself not to explain, I found a match and put it in my mouth in order to relieve my addiction to cigarettes. Then, with the help of a street lamp outside the window, I looked at the snowflakes flying all over the sky and lost my mind. god……

After a while, I fell asleep with my clothes on...

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I fell asleep very badly. When I woke up, the sky was already bright. I was in a trance for a while, and then hurriedly opened the curtains... I finally saw a sunny day in Shanghai, no haze, no clouds, the sky was blue It is as good as Dali, but the air after the snow is extremely cold. Although the air conditioner is turned on in the house, I still feel a strong chill when I look at the passers-by who are armed.

I want to go back to Dali, where there is no winter, nor entangled love and hatred.

I picked up the phone again, and was immediately shocked. There were 126 missed calls on it; when I opened WeChat, there was also a voice request from Wednesday and Wednesday.The closest time to now was half an hour ago, I didn't have time to think about it, so I hurriedly called him back.

After getting through on Wednesday and Wednesday, he said to me in an almost scolding tone: "Are you human? I called you all night, but you didn't answer any of them. Why are you so unconcerned about my fourth brother? ... If she In your eyes, she is so dispensable, why did you go to Shanghai to find her?"

I asked cautiously, "What happened to her?"

"She's gone, you'll never see her again..."

On Wednesday, he yelled at me again: "You have nothing to say to brothers and friends...but to women, you are a complete scumbag. My fourth brother has already sent me screenshots of your chat with her Now, since you can't forget Ye Zhi, why did you provoke my fourth brother... My fourth brother loves you so deeply, aren't you afraid of thunder?"

"What did she say to you?"

Wednesday sighed, and then her voice became softer: "She asked me to take good care of you... She gave up and didn't want to have any contact with her previous life... She also said that she would go abroad. After the chat, she put my WeChat was blacklisted, and I asked Nicole and Chen Jin, and their WeChats were also blacklisted by my fourth brother, and her phone was no longer available."

"real or fake?"

"If you don't believe me, just try it yourself... I hope you won't regret it, because even if you regret it, you will have no chance to redeem it... You not only killed my fourth brother, but also punished her heart... What did she do? What kind of evil did I meet such a wolf-hearted person like you... Think about it, who is accompanying you in the wind and rain all these years... Losing my fourth brother, there will still be another one in your life A person who treats you so heartily?"

Before I could speak, Wednesday hung up the audio call.

I opened my mouth to look at the piles of snow that had been shoveled by the cleaners outside the window, and I subconsciously thought of the evening when I went to Shangri-La with Yang Sisi. We were trapped on the snowy mountain, isolated and helpless...Yang Sisi even stopped me when I got out of the car to relieve myself. She really relies on me, so that even if I bring her into an extremely dangerous environment, she will not complain about me at all, she will only get closer and share life and death with me.

Not only Shangri-La, there are too many similar scenes: that year, I worked as a temporary inn in "Jiulongju", but when it was Chinese New Year, there was no one around to help, and it was she who came back from abroad. Drive away the loneliness for me.

She also flew from Shanghai to Dali just to have breakfast with me...

The more I thought about it, the sadder it became, and the more I thought about it, the more painful it became, and then I woke up suddenly... I hurriedly picked up my phone and sent a message to Yang Sisi's WeChat, saying that Wednesday and Wednesday didn't lie to me, and I had been blacklisted by her; I hurriedly dialed her number, but what I got was a notification that the phone was turned off... I thought she would say something to me, she would not leave so easily.

The contrast between reality and fantasy made me sit on the bed and look around blankly until the phone vibrated again.

I quickly picked it up and had a look...

"Brother, if you still want to get my fourth brother back, go to the airport and try your luck, maybe she hasn't left yet."

The message on Wednesday and Wednesday did not arouse much hope in my heart, because I know that Yang Sisi has been traveling abroad with her father all year round, and the visa must have been done early, so whichever country she wants to go, she can just contact her. It is as convenient for us to go to a certain city in China.

I've slept all night here, and the airport is so big, am I really sure I'll find her?And for me, isn't this the result I want!

All this happened so silently, at least, all of Yang Sisi's pain was not shown in front of me. Her pain was all told to me on Wednesday, and in fact it didn't have such a terrible impact on me... ...I guess that's it.

However, I couldn't control my body, my breathing became heavier and heavier, and I seemed to see the picture of Yang Sisi waiting for me at the airport... Missing this time may be a lifetime, can I bear this regret ?

Once again, I felt the sense of oppression when something was imminent... This sense of oppression kept torturing me, and then kept forcing me to make new choices.

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Heaving a sigh of relief, I finally made a choice in my heart, and I will leave everything to fate to decide; if I can find her at the airport, I will tell her all my difficulties, and then let her choose; If I miss it, I will pretend that none of this happened. From then on, we live in two spaces and never intersect.

(End of this chapter)