I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 545
After sending such a message to Yang Sisi, I suddenly had a very strange feeling in my heart, as if I had torn a hole in the boundless night, and I carefully pawed at the hole, Looking into another world... I saw countless scenes that I had never seen before, like standing on a glacier in Antarctica and looking up at the aurora in the sky, or like a garden blown by the wind, blooming Countless colorful flowers.

I really wanted to step in and take a look, but when I lowered my head, there was a thorny road with no end in sight... I was not sure how far my flesh and blood could go on this road, so I couldn't help but look back ... In the oppressive darkness, there is still a faint light shining somewhere.

After hesitating for a while, I chose to stay where I was, and the opening was closed after an instant.

I knew what this meant, so I sat alone on the recliner for a long time and lost my mind for a long time.

These weird scenes are all self-expressions in the subconscious. The new world is Yang Sisi, and the old world is Ye Zhi... And this is the biggest contradiction I have now, and it is also the pain that I must face in the transitional stage, because there has never been anything in this world. There are no feelings that can be achieved overnight... To outsiders, I can be chic and comfortable, and I can even be confused and cover up myself, but the deepest thing in my heart will still flash like a lighthouse at a certain inadvertent moment, and then It forces you to face up to it.

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In a daze, Yang Sisi replied to the message: "This world is really scary. A straight man of steel can even say things to make women happy... But you succeeded, even if I know that you are putting on airs, I am still very happy!"

I sat quietly for a while before replying: "A person in Shanghai must learn to take care of himself."

"Understood, put on more clothes when it's cold, and remember to eat on time... What a nagging!"

"If you can correct this sloppy problem, who wants to nag you for nothing."

Yang Sisi seemed unwilling to waste time on these daily trivial matters. She changed the subject before me and said, "I want to change my hairstyle... Help me see which hairstyle looks good."

After this message, she sent two more pictures, the first picture is the elf-style French short bob, and the other picture is the medium and low-level slightly curvy long hair...

I have no research on hairstyles. The reason why I am so clear is that I checked relevant information on the Internet.

I am a person with a particularly delicate mind, so when I first saw the two pictures, I already found the problem... The first picture is actually the hairstyle she had when I first met Yang Sisi, and the second picture is Ye Zhi has used a hairstyle for a long time.

This was probably Yang Sisi's temptation... She thought I couldn't remember these details, so my subconscious answer would make her understand me better, she didn't want to be Ye Zhi's substitute.

In the end, I chose to let her have short hair.

She seemed very happy, and asked me when I would go to Shanghai.

My answer didn't change, I told her, I'll go as soon as my legs get better...

On that day, she said, she would pick me up at the airport with the hairstyle I liked.

It sounds very romantic... It's a pity that we didn't specify the time of meeting to a certain hour or a certain second of a certain day.

Because I don't know when my legs will be back to normal.

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The next day, I woke up early, and after washing up, I went downstairs on crutches; after this period of recovery, the condition of my legs was much better than before; a few days ago, I couldn’t touch the ground at all, but now It has been able to make slight contact with the ground, and can also use some force, so when stepping on the ground, there will be a sense of solidity.

I predict that in another month, I will be able to completely walk on the ground, and even jump up and down.

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My mother made breakfast for me, and she sat with me in the yard while eating. Lao Mi didn't come, saying that he went for a walk in the ancient city.

I wanted to add some sugar to the porridge, but as soon as I looked up, I found that my mother had been looking at me with complicated eyes.

I took a spoonful of sugar and put it in the bowl, then asked with a smile, "Mom, why are you looking at me like that? It makes me feel so creepy!"

"Did Lu Jia come to Dali today to get the keys to the house?"

I pretended not to care: "Haven't you already communicated with her, why are you asking me?"

"I just want to hear your attitude."

"I'm definitely going to have to talk to her."

"Talk about what?"

"I have to ask her to get the house back... Even if our family owes her favors, the house in Chengdu is enough to pay back."

"Are you really determined after eating the weights?..."

"Emotional matters cannot be forced... So, when she wanted to break up in Shanghai, I didn't force her, let alone discuss terms with her; I think she must understand this truth..."

"Don't think about it, what should Lu Jia do?... She is a girl, and she is only 30 years old. At this age, it is difficult to find a satisfactory person!"

"What you're doing is a leisurely mind...she won't be short of men."

My mother accused me of not speaking human language, but the image of her under someone else's crotch came to my mind... Then I subconsciously grabbed the chopsticks in my hand, and I felt very uncomfortable... If I were her, I would say nothing If you don't say anything, you will hand over the house, but she just doesn't.

Come to think of it, this is also the difference in our thinking, we are not from the same world at all.

But I don't deny that I once loved her deeply, at least when we were not troubled by money problems, I loved her deeply... Her tenderness, thoughtfulness, and understanding seem to have been all over the past few years by the damn money killed!

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This morning, my mother and I had a very unpleasant fight over Lu Jia's matter, but I have gradually become numb, and even after hearing a lot of bad words, I didn't take it to heart... I also feel that there is no cure... I just don't want to live a good life with Lu Jia, and it's useless to persuade anyone.

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At noon, Lu Jia contacted me and said that she would arrive in Dali at 03:30 in the afternoon and pick up the keys from the sales department at [-] o'clock... She asked me to go and see the house together.

I also want to see it. So far in my life, I have bought a total of two houses, but I only saw the models in the sales department... I think, maybe I can really see me when I stand in the house I bought. In the first 30 years, what have you been busy with and what have you gained?

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At three o'clock, I took a taxi to the sales department of "Cangshan Yishu". Probably because I have been here enough times, the service personnel are already familiar with me. Seeing that I am inconvenient, they hurriedly helped me to the rest area And picked a soft sofa for me to sit on.

After 10 minutes, I saw Manager Yao who came back from work outside, probably because he cut off the cooperation with my advertisement halfway, he felt sorry for me, so he just smiled at me and didn’t come to chat with me A few words.

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When it was almost four o'clock, there were more and more people in the sales department. These people came to collect the keys. They seemed to be in a very good mood. After all, the value of the house they just bought had increased by 30.00 in a few months. %; As a result, many of them began to inquire about the development of the second phase, and it seemed that they wanted to buy another set.

Lu Jia is a very punctual person. Three minutes before four o'clock, she dragged her suitcase into the sales department.

We met again, my expression was cold, and there was no smile on her face, like two very strange people who met because of something.

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Before collecting the keys, the sales department held a large-scale handover ceremony, so many leaders, big and small, also came... So I met Cao Jinbo, and 5 minutes after Cao Jinbo arrived, Ye Zhi also came. coming.

She was standing on the stage, and Lu Jia and I were standing off the stage. We glanced at each other, and then quickly averted our eyes.

(End of this chapter)