I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 532
After a while in the horrible atmosphere, I heard someone downstairs opened the window, and then scolded the woman who was crying bitterly in the square with extremely ugly words... At this point, the truth of this matter is considered to be clear, and Yang Sisi and I met What happened was not a supernatural event, it was someone who was really sad.

Yang Sisite said to me sadly: "When her husband died, she must have collapsed...Why do they still scold him like that!"

"In this world, who can really understand another person's pain... When we have no ability to change others, we should be ourselves."

"But those people's scolding is too ugly, you tell them to stop scolding... I really can't listen to it."

In fact, I really don't want to mind this nosy business, but the people downstairs are getting worse and worse... After I sighed, I sat up from the bed, and then picked up the crutches from the side of the bed; For a moment, Yang Sisi pulled me back and said, "Forget it, you better not go... To be able to scold people like this, it must not be a good person... Turning around, the people didn't persuade me and started fighting, just like you are now, what Can beat him!"

Yang Sisi's calmness at this time still surprised me, so that I was stunned for a moment before replying: "It's okay, I won't quarrel with him, I'll see what's going on first."

Yang Sisi and I walked to the window together. Before we opened the window, that person stopped cursing... and the woman's crying gradually weakened... Looking down, the woman has been taken to the hospital by the security guards Outside the gate, although we were still crying bitterly, we could no longer hear any movement from our side.

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After this turmoil, Yang Sisi didn't insist on sleeping on the same bed with me anymore, she just moved another hospital bed to my side, and then curled up on it.

I quite like this distance, it's not very close, and it's not very far...but it's enough space for me to calmly deal with my relationship with Yang Sisi.

After lying like this for a while, Yang Sisi asked me with some feelings: "Mi Gao... We have experienced a lot of things together, right?"

"Well... We have already experienced the wonderfulness of other people's lives."

Yang Sisi smiled, and after being silent for a while, she said to me again: "I still remember the first time I saw you... You have a vicissitudes of life on your face, and you look like someone who is separated from me by a generation. ..."

I also smiled, and replied: "You must have been very disappointed at the time... You thought that Uncle Huang would arrange for you a little fresh meat with a face full of collagen, but instead an uncle came."

"Of course I'm disappointed! From Shanghai to Dali, it's a total of [-] kilometers. Who doesn't want to be driven by a handsome guy!"

"I was pretty handsome when I was young."

"No matter how handsome you were when you were young, it has nothing to do with me... When I met you, you were already old, and now you are even older!"

"Come on, don't talk about me... In a few years, you will have to join the ranks of the elderly... At that time, I will give you a thermos with goji berries... You sit in the park and pile Children come over and call your grandma!"

Probably because she thought this scene was very interesting, Yang Sisi smiled "haha". After a while, her mood became obviously depressed again, and she asked me: "An old lady is only happy if she has an old man by her side... But listen to me. What you mean doesn't seem to be... I'm already a lot older, and you still let me be single?!"

"It's easy to handle, it's all fantasy anyway... I'll let you fantasize about a bunch of old men, there are all kinds of styles, just in case you will be dazzled and overwhelmed... Ha ha."

"I don't want to joke with you."

"what happened?"

After a long silence, Yang Sisi asked me very melancholy: "Even though we have experienced so much together...but the one who is really in your heart is Ye Zhi...right?"

I don't know how to answer, Yang Sisi forced a smile again, and said: "We have never chatted like this before... Actually, I am quite afraid to talk about these things with you... But there are some things, I really can't Keep it in your heart for too long... I'm afraid it will go bad if you let it go... You can tell me boldly, I will not be angry with you... I swear!"

I subconsciously took out a cigarette from the cigarette case and lit it. While smoking, I also thought about Yang Sisi and Ye Zhi in my heart... Thinking about their strengths and weaknesses, and thinking about the moments that touched me, in fact, this problem It's really hard to answer... because at this stage, I am more confused than ever.

I once persuaded myself not to put too much energy on feelings; what I need more is a reliable career... I have been trying to do this, but in such a late night, one inattentive, I still fell into the In the vortex of emotion.

Seeing that I was silent, Yang Sisi said again: "If you find it difficult to answer, then I will ask you in a different way... Can you tell me, I also met during the journey to Dali, why the person you love is Ye Zhi, but it's not me?"

I took a deep breath and finally replied, "Maybe at that stage, I need a mature and stable woman by my side..."

"Is it that simple?"

After a while, I shook my head again and replied: "To me, everything she was born with is like a dream that needs to be chased... This feeling of chasing may be more attractive than love itself. ..."

"Hehe... To put it simply, if you conquer a woman like her, you will feel more fulfilled... Men are like this. If you don't cherish what you don't get, it will always be the best!"

"I got her."

Yang Sisi was stunned for a moment, and then said: "Do you still imagine that one day, she will come back to you?"

"Yes...but this feeling is getting weaker and weaker."

"why?"

"The dream is about to wake up..."

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Yang Sisi seemed to understand something from my words, she didn't ask any more... I looked at her through the moonlight, she was already turned sideways to the other side, and after a while, she seemed to have fallen asleep.

After a while, I was also tired, and then I fell asleep in the sound of the wind blowing through the window.

I had a dream, dreaming that I was walking like flying, shuttling in a sea of ​​flowers with no end in sight...

In the distance, there are continuous mountains...there are huge white windmills all over the mountains...

I ran faster and faster, and a jump was several meters.

But when I started to think, I didn't know what I was chasing. I wanted to run slower, but found that I couldn't control my legs at all... I couldn't stop, and slowly, everything became nothingness. I also started to feel empty...

(End of this chapter)