I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 460 For Whom

After Nicole commented on Ye Zhi's fiancé, I subconsciously looked at the man sitting in the car, and his eyes also looked at me.Probably Ye Zhi didn't mention me in front of him. When our eyes met, he smiled at me kindly, at least he didn't show the aggressiveness that Nicole said on the scene; and I In order to show my demeanor, I also smiled at him, but I felt mixed feelings in my heart, and there was a trace of desolation, because I waited for a year and a half, but at this moment, it seemed like I made a wedding dress for someone else.

I finally opened my mouth and said to Nicole: "We are already two people who are getting farther and farther apart, and I don't want to point fingers at her life anymore... So, no matter how close you are to her in the future, don't take her away. Tell me about it, because on my side, even wishing her happiness is a polite remark... Really!"

"I know, I didn't meet again, so I just talked to you a few words, and I won't take the initiative to mention it to you in the future."

After a short pause, Nicole said to me again: "Then I'll go there first."

"Well, let's go."

Nicole looked at me with regret, and then walked towards the car parked opposite; I didn't turn back until the car drove away, but I saw the track of the car when it left on the window glass , and more and more distorted, more and more confused...

I was very sad, like a person who once had a love, turned into a homeless vagabond in a blink of an eye... When this vagabond was unshaven and full of sour smell, no one knew at all, he He once had very good expectations for love, and his girlfriend is very beautiful, very beautiful!

I have regrets in my heart, especially true...

If I were a little more aggressive when we were in love, and had a substantive relationship with her, and further sublimated the love, would we be a little more firm because of this? ...

In an instant, I denied this idea. We will not be more determined, but will only be more miserable, because the problems between us are already higher than love itself, and it is also the most helpless real relationship.

Just like me and Lu Jia, I clearly know that I am more grateful to her than love, but I still want to rush to the road of marriage with her. Isn't this also a helpless realistic relationship!

……

Facing the Cangshan Mountain and the setting sun, I sat alone by the railroad track, and then watched the green leather train come from a distance, and then go to a distance, and my mood was living under the wheels of the train, which was a crushed feeling. like pain.

After half an hour, Chen Jin came over and brought me beer and a bag of salted peanuts.

When handing these things to me, he complained to me: "It took me half an hour to drive here, how did you find this place?"

I smiled and replied: "If I said, I want to see the extended railroad tracks, do you think I have a literary disease?"

"Yes, and he's seriously ill!"

I lay down among the overgrown weeds and said after a long time: "I know that these trains are all coming from Kunming, but I don't know where they will go after passing through Dali..."

"Lijiang? XSBN? Or Shangri-La?"

"It's all possible... Isn't our life the same? We know where we came from, but we never know where we're going... Sometimes when I think about it, it's really scary, because not only don't I know where I'm going, but there's no one around me. People can accompany you!"

Chen Jin smiled and replied: "You are just too conservative. If you lived like me, you would definitely not have the melancholy you are now."

"I don't want to live like you... Feelings can only be single-choice questions, but you made multiple-choice questions... Even if you are not tired, your kidneys are too."

"It's better to have a tired kidney than a tired heart."

I laughed, and Chen Jin laughed too, then picked up the beer can, and both of them walked away happily.

Half a can of beer went down, and I said to Chen Jin again: "The more we can't find anything to do now, the more I regret it... I feel that I didn't do my best for the Jiulongju project at that time, and I was too concerned about making money. If Be more patient, it may not end like this now... But it is impossible to pick it up again, because whether it is us, the market, the merchants, or the owners, they are all gone!"

"Yeah, we all like to say that we have tried our best. You said you did your best at the time, but when did you really try your best?"

"So now I'm confused... I don't want to do small business, but I dare not do big business!"

With helplessness in Chen Jin's smile, he replied: "It's not a solution to procrastinate like this... If you really can't find anything to do, you can go to Shanghai and talk to Sisi's father... It's better than both of you being sleepy." Good here!"

I shook my head: "I went back to Dali with determination, otherwise I wouldn't have bought a house in Dali... Besides, if I went to Shanghai, how would I explain it to Lu Jia?"

"As soon as you say it, it's really true!...Thinking about you, you are really confused now... Between you and Lu Jia, you are rushing to get married. You really have to figure out where you will live in the future. What do you have to rely on to support your family?"

"So, my buddy is in a mess!"

After I finished speaking, I raised the beer can to Chen Jin, and signaled him to drink one... After the can of beer was finished, the sky darkened, and I lost my mind at the infinitely extending railroad track again... My confusion stemmed from my inability to Define the current self, the current me, whether it is success or failure, and what can be expected in the future?
After a long time, I finally put my arms around Chen Jin's shoulders and said, "We are a pair of troubled brothers, so we have to compete...to see who can climb out of this whirlpool first."

"Come on, there must be a comparison."

I don't know if Chen Jin is serious, but I regard this sentence as a goal that must be achieved in the near future, and I am thinking in my heart, how can I get out of this quagmire.

I admit that although I was quite comfortable in the year I wasted, it is an indisputable fact that I have lost the state of doing things... My brain seems to be not as flexible as before, and my spirit is a little more Pampered laziness.

……

After being silent for a while, I received a call from Nicole; on the phone, her tone was very anxious, and he said to me: "Migao, where are you?"

"Near the train station."

"Hurry up to the side of the stadium. Our car collided with another car here. We were surrounded by people called by the other side. They all had sticks in their hands. We called the police. But they were blocked on the road, and they couldn't get out of the police for a while..."

Nicole only spoke half of her words, and then heard her scream, and then there was no sound on the phone, the phone must have been dropped by the other party... I can imagine how vicious and crazy the other party is!
I didn't have time to explain to Chen Jin, so I said directly: "Something happened, hurry to the stadium."

"what's up?"

"Don't ask."

"No, we both drank and couldn't drive..."

"Don't be inked, I'll open it... I just drank two cans of beer, no problem!"

"Fuck...they are checking drunk driving everywhere recently, don't be kidding...how about we call a taxi."

I had already run to the car, opened the car door and said to him: "When you call a taxi, the day lily will be cold... Hurry up, everything is mine!"

While Chen Jin was still hesitating, I turned around and ran to the back of the car, quickly took out a stick from the trunk, and said to Chen Jin while running: "Hurry up and get in the car, the call is from Nicole." Come here, Nicole is the one who happened."

"Fuck..."

Chen Jin yelled, and also took out a stick from the trunk. He cursed "Damn", and sat in the car.

……

Driving all the way, we arrived at the stadium in only 5 minutes.

From a distance, I saw the scene of the accident. A Porsche 911 was pinned in front of the big G, and the front of the big G hit the door of the driver of the 911.

It is estimated that at the time of the green light, 911 wanted to jump in line, but Big G refused to give way, and then there was this car accident.

This road is isolated in both directions. My car is in the other lane, and because it is a road with relatively heavy traffic, it is absolutely impossible to turn around at the traffic lights within ten minutes... I didn't even think about it, so I drove The car parked on the motorway, then opened the door, climbed over the guardrail, and arrived at the opposite lane... Chen Jin was not slow, he carried a swing stick, and ran with me in the stop-and-go traffic...

I know he's for Nicole...

And me?

And for whom?Is it worth it?

I just remember that I didn't think about it that much at the time, it was purely out of an instinct, I said to protect her, love her!

(End of this chapter)