I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 409 Poverty is the original sin

In the setting sun, Lu Jia and I were sitting on the grass by the river, I was smoking, she looked at the children running along the river bank in a daze, and the newly bought 740LI was parked next to a willow tree... ... everything is like a dream.

I completely lay down on the grass, let the wind mess my hair, my mood also let go, and I couldn't help but start thinking about the future.

It's hard to say exactly what the future will look like, and it's precisely because of this that I can plant a seed of a promising future in my heart...

I finally said to Lu Jia with some insights: "Time flies, we have known each other for five years!"

Lu Jia smiled: "Yeah!... When I first met you, I was still a young girl with collagen all over my face... Now I have fine lines on my face... After five years, I really can There are too many changes, too many things, even the physical state of a person... But when I am with you, I feel that five years is not a long time, and many things seem to happen yesterday.!"

I also smiled.

Lu Jia asked again: "Do you still remember how we met?"

"Of course I remember, it was on the train back to Shanghai."

Lu Jia showed memories, and then a very comfortable smile appeared on her face. She nodded and said: "That day, I came back from a business trip in other places, and I was very tired. I wanted to sleep on the train, but my own The seat was taken by someone... No matter how I called him, he pretended to be asleep, and it was useless to call the flight attendant... At that time, everyone in the same car looked at me, and there was no lack of gloating among them... Although it was not a It's a big deal, but I was really helpless and sad because of this indifference between people, I stood there like a fool... Suddenly, you stood up from your seat Wake up, you let me sit in your seat first...then you threw that man in the aisle like throwing garbage...he looked at you, dare not speak out...I really feel very relieved...probably It was at that moment that I felt that you were different from other people... You will give me a sense of security, as long as I am by your side, I will not be afraid of anything!"

I also remembered that scene... Come to think of it, Lu Jia's motive for falling in love with me is really simple.Not long after that, we fell in love, and a week after we got along, we had a relationship.It seems very open, but she is really still a virgin, she has not had any sexual activities before me... If she doesn't really love me, how can she give me her most important virginity so easily?

But the time is also terrible. In just three years, her mentality has changed... Therefore, the dream is still a dream. In the end, we all have to wake up in the torrent of matter, and then face up to the atmosphere of this world and the relationship between people. The relationship between... Heroes are mortal, but material and money are eternal.

In my silence, Lu Jia asked me softly again: "Mi Gao, did you really love me?"

"Loved."

Lu Jia nodded, then turned around and looked at the BMW 740LI parked under the tree, she didn't speak again, she knew in her heart that I was no longer the Mi Gao I was five years ago.

……

The next day, I sent Lu Jia to Chengdu's "Shuangliu International Airport"; after that, I drove back to Dali alone, and I had dinner with Chen Jin, and I also used the time of dinner to settle all the accounts in hand over again.

We have all been allocated a sum of money that we would never have dared to think about before.

Afterwards, we talked about our future plans. Chen Jin still wants to stay in Dali, but I am not so clear... But what is different from before is that I now have the capital to live in any city in China... But it is only limited to Life.

For example, in a city like Shanghai, with the money I have now, I can only buy a decent house at most. If I want to improve my life, I have to continue to struggle.

But I don’t have that kind of energy in my heart anymore... I just feel that I am very tired and want to rest for a while, so I will not go to Shanghai or a city like BJ... I think that self-cultivation at this stage will be better than self-cultivation. Making money is more important.

……

This night, Chen Jin and I drank a lot of wine, so we fell asleep until the next afternoon.

After waking up, I transferred a large amount of money from the company's account to the card that Yang Sisi gave me back then. It's time for me to repay her... a generous material return.

……

In the evening, Yang Sisi and I made an appointment to meet at the south gate of the ancient city. I sat in the car and looked at her. She was wearing a ball head and carrying a backpack, and she was squeezing in the crowd, stepping on her feet and looking around...

In other words, we have known each other for more than a year, and she still looks youthful and invincible... This is also normal, after all, she is only in her early 20s, and women will not age rapidly until they are around 30 years old.

I pressed the car window, and when she found me, I smiled and said to her, "Get in the car."

She glanced at me first, then looked at my car, and exclaimed, "Is this your car?"

"I just brought it up in Chengdu, isn't it very cool?"

"Wow... Seeing you look like a nouveau riche, I'm also excited!"

"Stop pretending to be with me..."

Yang Sisi stuck out her tongue, made a face, then opened the car door, sat down in the passenger seat, and sighed deliberately: "Wow, wow, even the doors are electric... I've never been in such a luxurious car before. I feel that my life has been sublimated...a super awesome feeling!!"

"Are you a showman?"

Yang Sisi grabbed my arm with both hands, and said to me solemnly: "I'm happy for you...you have backbone when you are poor, and murderous spirit when you are rich...I like this car!"

"You're going to be a three-year-old soon, can you be more cautious?"

"I can't... I'm just happy... Tell me, where are you going to take me to be corrupt today?...Beforehand, I only eat the most expensive ones!"

"Today is your treat."

"You have already driven such a nice car, and you still want me to treat you?..."

"You must treat me."

As I spoke, I put the bank card I had prepared in advance on Yang Sisi's lap, and then said to her, "I won't tell you how much money is in it... I won't tell you if I thank you." ...You must keep this card well...I hope your dad can make a comeback with this money...I will not let you down by taking such a big risk."

"How much is it?"

I didn't respond to Yang Sisi, but started the car and drove to another gate of the ancient city.

……

The original song "Goodbye to the [-]th Century" was playing on a loop all the time in the car. It is impossible for me to forget Wang Lei who asked me to come to Dali at this time... She was the first woman to leave me, and she was also the one who changed my life most thoroughly of a woman.

Now, I am beautiful, if she can know, what kind of mood will she feel?
I really want to know, so I listened to this song desperately, trying to find the answer in this song...

Unfortunately, I couldn't get an answer, and even because I was also sitting in the car, I couldn't even see my own beautiful appearance.

I was so anxious and drove the car faster and faster...

It wasn't until I almost ran into a car that changed lanes randomly that I really calmed down... I still haven't adapted to the transition from being poor to being rich, so I decided that it was right to spend a little time to settle myself.

……

I pulled the car over and stopped, then took out a whole bottle of mineral water from the trunk, and poured it on my head, in a blur, I looked at Yang Sisi who was still in shock...

She didn't blame me or comfort me, she just looked at me with complicated eyes.

Of course she wouldn't know why I suddenly changed like this.

……

I handed over the car keys to a waiting taxi driver and gave him the money to drive my BMW; I called Yang Sisi out of the car, stopped another taxi, and Let this taxi go after my BMW.

In the afterglow of the setting sun, the taxi was getting closer and closer to my BMW, and I said loudly to the taxi driver: "Master, look, that's my BMW..."

I say it out loud again!
In the howling wind, I finally saw my beautiful appearance... I also saw Yang Sisi with tears in my eyes. In this world, no one understands better than her how I got here in the past year... …

It was at this moment that I had a deeper understanding of my own life...I did not come to Dali for ideals, nor for Wang Lei's dream...Poverty is the original sin in my life. Without poverty, all this would not have happened today!
I leaned heavily on the back of the taxi seat, with mixed feelings in my heart...

(End of this chapter)