I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 394 Both Doubtful and Confused
After finishing the phone call with Chen Jin, I had a faint feeling of unease in my heart. Regarding the matter of Lao Mi's medical treatment, Lu Jia should not be asked to pay for it anyway. It's really too big, besides, what she used was the money her parents had saved their whole life.

After thinking about it again and again, I decided to return the money to her with interest and the principal when I had more money... But, the money is easy to pay back, so how can I pay back the favor that Lu Jia has been busy with?

I still don't know... I can't go into the details of how this situation came into being, but there seems to be a pair of hands holding tools to mend the rift between us, and let us go further and further. close.

……

After putting away these messy thoughts, I went to the studio again, and my tablet computer was still there, and I was going to take it to Chengdu with me for the convenience of working there.

When passing by Cao Xiaobei's inn, Yang Sisi called me, I followed her voice and saw that she was standing in front of the bar counter of the inn, wearing the inn's custom work clothes, without thinking, I knew she was coming to Cao Xiaobei Help here.

She ran out from the inn, I looked at her, and she looked at me. After the two looked at each other briefly, she said to me: "Why didn't you reply to the WeChat message I sent you?"

"I haven't checked WeChat."

"Did you go to Chengdu for the re-examination results?"

I replied in a low voice: "Not good...the result is the same as Dali's."

Yang Sisi had a sad look on her face, it was a natural expression of emotion, without any pretense...

I didn't want her to look like this, so I took the initiative to change the subject and asked her, "Did you come to Cao Xiaobei's side to help?"

"Well... business has been pretty good recently, but he has a bad temper and easily offends customers. Some customers on Ctrip have already left negative reviews for the inn... So, I came here to help him. Now I am managing the inn."

"Did he pay you a salary?"

"He refused to give me a salary, he insisted on giving me a commission..."

I didn't want to be too humble in front of Yang Sisi, so I joked, "Cao Xiaobei is bad enough!"

"Why is it broken?"

"He doesn't want to treat you as an employee... Only employees will pay wages."

Yang Sisi was satisfied in an instant, and then replied: "I don't want to be his proprietress... I just came to help him because I thought he was pitiful and didn't know how to do business."

"You said that yourself, I didn't say it."

Yang Sisi patted my arm and said angrily, "You're the only one with a lot of tricks!"

I smiled, and Yang Sisi said again: "Are you thirsty? I'll go in and make tea for you."

I was so busy with all kinds of things today that I didn’t drink much water. When Yang Sisi said this, I really felt thirsty, so I said to her: “It’s too time-consuming to make tea, go in and get it for me.” A bottle of mineral water."

……

Yang Sisi insisted on making tea for me, and after a while, she brought out a pot of tea from the inn, and sat with me on the small stone table by the door.She brewed a cup for me, and then said to me: "This tea is sent by my friend from Wuliang Mountain. It is especially soothing and tastes good. Try it."

"Try it."

As I spoke, I picked up the teacup and took a sip. I sipped it in my mouth for a while, and then I felt the aroma of tender tea. It was indeed a good pot of tea. After drinking a cup, I felt refreshed.

“Good tea!”

Hearing my praise, I kept holding my chin, looked at my Yang Sisi, smiled comfortably, and then said to me with some emotion: "I think your current state is much better than before. You are not as decadent as last time, and you have not isolated everyone from your own world like last time!"

"People grow through setbacks... The more you experience, the more you want to cherish everyone around you."

"Is it because there are too many accidents in life?"

I stared blankly for a moment, then nodded.

Yang Sisi refilled another cup of tea for me. She seemed to want me to stay with her for a while, and I was not in a hurry to leave. I like the feeling of the evening wind blowing in from the outside, it will blow people away. The exhaustion on the body and the dust in the heart, and then I don't want to cover those annoying things in my heart to mold.

I finally opened my mouth and said to Yang Sisi: "In order to go to Chengdu to take care of my dad, Lu Jia has already sent her school a withdrawal application, and also paid 20 yuan for my dad's treatment...so that I can continue to go to Chengdu with money. Develop the business here in Jiulongju.

Yang Sisi felt unbelievable, and immediately asked: "Is this true, or is it fake?"

"Really...you are a woman, and you may understand her idea of ​​doing this better than me."

"Do you know, this is the first time you've taken the initiative to talk to me about your own concerns?...Should I be happy or unhappy?"

"What do you mean?"

Yang Sisi smiled, then remained silent for a while, and then said to me: "I'm happy...I'm very happy...Let's not talk about me, let's talk about Lu Jia...I think she is a very smart woman, and she is too. A very affectionate woman... However, you are so weird that you would even think of asking me to explain your doubts for you. Are you really going to treat me as a brother?...It is really in vain that I, such a beautiful girl, let me... I will be your brother...hehe!"

I looked at Yang Sisi and didn't know what to say for a while... And this is the difference between men and women. Sometimes it is the same thing, but the two genders look at it from completely different angles.

Maybe, I shouldn't talk to her about this.

Yang Sisi smiled, and then said: "I won't make fun of you anymore... When it comes to business, I know you must be thinking... Could it be because you have a promising career that Lu Jia is going to deal with you so hard? You... definitely have this reason, but it's not all... To be honest, she is quite beautiful, and she also has a good career... With her conditions, let alone a potential stock, even if you find someone who has already had a successful career It shouldn’t be difficult for social elites, right?”

I nod, it's true.

Yang Sisi went on to say: "She has true feelings for you... She knows that this time is the best chance to stay by your side... If Ye Zhi was here, she would not be able to do many things... She is now What you do is a manifestation of true feelings, but also a manifestation of caution... If you accept it, you must be her for the rest of your life... Otherwise, you are a big scumbag... because she has already bet on herself I have paid for my future and everything by your side... But thinking about it, if I don't really love you, who would dare to make such a big bet... She obviously has a better choice!"

"If it's what you said, she's more contradictory than me."

"She is no longer contradictory. She is very clear about what she wants... She will succeed. A brave and resourceful woman will always be better than a woman whose whereabouts are unknown and a..."

Yang Sisi only spoke half of what she said before stopping abruptly.

She hurriedly said with a disdainful smile: "What's so good about you...Why do so many women like you!?"

Suddenly, she lowered her voice, and continued: "You are so kind... like a ray of sunshine, always shining into the coldest places in other people's hearts... Women, this is what you need most... The sad thing is, Since it is sunshine, it is destined not to shine into the heart of only one person... You big scumbag, you don't even know that you are a scumbag... You look down on Chen Jin every day, how are you better than Chen Jin?... Really!"

I shouldn't have talked about these things with Yang Sisi, but I got the most truthful answer from her... It also made me think more deeply...

Regardless of whether it is passive acceptance or not, as long as I accept everything Lu Jia is doing now in actual actions, it is tantamount to recognizing the relationship between myself and Lu Jia. Coupled with the constant matchmaking and psychological approval of both parents, we may soon be together. on the road to marriage.

But is this really the result I want?
I am puzzled and confused...

(End of this chapter)