I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 392 Don't You Want To Let Me Down?
After I explained the reason for going to Shanghai, Lu Jia kept looking at me with a complicated expression. After a long time, she replied with full of disappointment: "What else can I say?... I respect your opinion, but On our boss's side, we will not refuse for the time being, to prevent any accidents over there."

I replied with guilt: "Your boss, you owe a lot of favors, right?"

"I owe the favor to our boss, and I can pay it back slowly when I am working. I am afraid that our boss owes the favor to the hospital, and it will not be easy to repay... You also know how tight the beds in the cancer hospital are, and he has already arranged for us. Well, I really don't know how to talk to him, I can't talk anymore."

Of course I can realize what Lu Jia said, so I feel guilty.

After a very long period of silence, I replied: "How about this, after we return to Dali, we will clarify the interests and interests of my father, and finally go to Shanghai or Chengdu for treatment, and let him make his own decision..."

"Let's go to Shanghai...Shanghai's medical level is higher, which is obvious to all. Although I feel wronged, my uncle's health is the most important... Now is really not the time to get emotional."

I don't speak.

Lu Jia forced a smile again, and said, "I've booked a ticket for 02:30 in the afternoon. The time is tight. Let's go to the airport now."

"Ah."

……

After a two-hour flight, Lu Jia and I returned to Dali.Dali and Chengdu are two worlds, one is hot and humid, and the other is cool in the wind... But even so, my mood has not improved because of this comfortable environment. I don't know how to tell Lao Mi the truth , and then let him go for treatment.

In fact, even if we are his closest relatives, we cannot physically share the pain for him. He is the one who really faces the threat of death; such a blow, for a person who always thought he was healthy , really devastating!

……

The person who picked me up and Lu Jia at the airport was Chen Jin, and the first thing he said after the meeting was to ask me about the results of my re-examination in Chengdu this time.

When I told him that the result had not changed, he was also depressed for a long time.

Based on this mood, no one spoke to each other on the way to the hospital, so the journey was dull, and I was also worried all the way. I don't know how to tell Lao Mi to relieve some of his pain.

I opened the car window and lit a cigarette, then lost my mind looking at the Erhai Lake in the distance... I really hope that all this is just a nightmare.

……

When I was about to arrive at the hospital, I received a call from Jian Zihan. Because I was concerned, I answered very quickly. Before she could speak, I asked, "Have you already made inquiries for me?"

"Well, at noon today, I had lunch with Ye Zi's aunt, and then I told her about your situation... She took it very seriously, and after going back to the hospital to make arrangements, she just called me The phone said that the bed would be available on the [-]th of next month at the earliest."

"It means that we have to wait for half a month."

"It's already very fast... and the treatment plan can only be determined after a comprehensive examination. This process will take almost a week... In fact, the real waiting time is one week and one day... I hope you can understand Some, after all, it is one of the best cancer hospitals in the country, and countless patients come here every day chasing their reputation, and those patients who have been waiting in line outside the hospital for several months, I really don’t know how many there are!..."

Jian Zihan can explain to me so patiently, it shows that she is helping me sincerely, I am very grateful.

I replied: "I don't think the waiting time is too long... Now there are two options for where to go for treatment, so what I said just now is actually a trade-off in my heart... If I go to Chengdu, Probably don't have to wait."

"What's the trade-off?... Besides, it doesn't mean that uncle has to wait for a month or two... Come to Shanghai. The level of treatment here is definitely not comparable to that in Chengdu."

"I have already decided, I will tell my dad the pros and cons of Shanghai and Chengdu, and then let him choose..." After a short pause, I continued: "Compared with Shanghai, the medical level in Chengdu will definitely be worse. A little... but not too much difference, after all, it is a new first-tier city, if the medical level can't keep up, how can we protect the health of so many urban population."

Jian Zihan was a little puzzled, she asked: "Why do I feel that your thoughts have changed... You were obviously more inclined to receive treatment in Shanghai before."

"On the way back to Dali from Chengdu, I thought about it a lot... I think my dad might be more emotionally acceptable in Chengdu for treatment. After all, it is his own city... Going to Shanghai will feel like leaving home. This feeling It will definitely affect his mentality for treatment."

Jian Zihan was silent for a while, and then replied in a low voice: "Yes, the patient's own mentality is indeed a very important factor in the treatment process... I will not persuade you any more, you should communicate with uncle as soon as possible. I'll give my aunt an answer as soon as possible... If you're sure you won't come to Shanghai, give up the bed to other people who need it, we can't occupy it like this!"

"Yes, I know."

Jian Zihan hung up the phone after that, but I felt anxious because of her "as soon as possible", how should I talk to Lao Mi?

……

The car drove into the parking lot of the hospital, and we got out of the car one after another.

I took the results of the re-examination and walked into the hospital. Chen Jin was behind me, and Lu Jia was beside me. After walking for a while, she asked me: "The person who called you just now is Ye Zhi's." friend?"

"Ah."

"Did you say those things to her because you didn't want to disappoint me?"

I slowed down and looked at Lu Jia...

"is not it?"

I replied with an evasive attitude: "I just checked on the Internet, and the cancer hospital in Chengdu is also a very authoritative tertiary cancer hospital, especially in the field of lymphoma... If there is no obvious difference in treatment technology, I am more inclined Treatment in Chengdu...it is our home after all, the mentality of treatment at home is different from treatment in other places...At least in Chengdu, it will be more convenient for relatives and friends to visit him...I understand He, he's been the one who's been left out, so he needs that concern."

"Is it?"

"Ah."

Lu Jia didn't say anything else, we got on the elevator together and entered Lao Mi's ward together.

……

In the ward, apart from my mother, Lu Jia's parents were also there... Such a scene is embarrassing. Before this, no one thought that they would meet in this way.

Lao Mi seems to be in a good mood. He is talking to Lu Jia's parents about my childhood... He said that I was naughty, but I didn't expect to be successful now.

And the approval of Lu Jia's parents made him even happier. He glanced at me with pride and relief in his eyes.

I let out a sigh of relief, and then came to his hospital bed... Lu Jia and Chen Jin looked at me nervously, they didn't know how I would talk to Lao Mi.

I don't know, I care too much about his feelings.

Lao Mi noticed something, and he said to me: "Your uncles and aunts are all here, why don't you say hello to them?"

"Dad... let me tell you something."

Lao Mi looked at everyone subconsciously, and then said to me: "If you have something to say, just say it, why do you have a gloomy face?"

My mother was the first to turn her back on her back, she was crying... the atmosphere dropped to freezing point in an instant.

……

I finally said to Lao Mi in a low voice: "Dad, before I talk about this, you have to be mentally prepared..."

Lao Mi's face was livid, but he still looked at me suspiciously.

After a long period of silence, I spoke again: "After you had sinus surgery, the doctor gave you a biopsy... The result of the test is not very good... It's lymphoma... Don't worry, this disease is not scary. , so the possibility of being cured is very high, but you have to have a good mentality... I have already contacted the big hospital, today you rest for another night, and tomorrow you will go for a full-body examination, and then determine the treatment plan."

(End of this chapter)