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Chapter 390 I want to give up my studies

Chapter 390 I want to give up my studies
It was already evening from Dali to Chengdu, and I was walking outside the terminal building with my backpack on my shoulders. Lu Jia was walking beside me with a suitcase... It was raining outside, and the air was damp and humid, which was even more disturbing than this. What makes you feel uncomfortable is those street lights reflected in the stagnant water. Their distorted appearance seems to remind you all the time: In this city, you are a rootless wanderer... When the taxi driver came over and asked you This feeling is even stronger when you are going somewhere.

At a certain moment, I was very dazed... I was always like this, facing the lights of big cities, I would criss-cross and lose my way... I would habitually get lost in the huge urban forest, and I was even more I hate sitting in a car like a box, walking around the city like a cell...

After standing like this for a while, Lu Jia who was beside me said to me: "It's definitely too late to do things today, let's find a hotel near the hospital to stay first..."

I nodded, and Lu Jia immediately greeted a taxi driver. After asking the way, he put his suitcase into the car, and then greeted me to get in the car.

……

In a hotel that costs more than 100 yuan a night, Lu Jia and I each share a room.

After a while, she called me, and she said that she ordered takeaway and asked me to go over to eat something.

I didn't have much appetite, and expressed that I didn't want to eat, so she brought the takeaway to my room again, insisting that I drink the bowl of Yangshen porridge with wolfberry and red dates.

I was acting too depressed. In order not to let this depression completely overwhelm my mentality, I tried my best to eat something. Seeing that I had started to eat, Lu Jia picked up the chopsticks.

During the process, she said to me as if chatting, "I'm going to tell you something... I want to give up my studies and focus on working here in Chengdu."

I looked up at her, but she didn't look up, and the chopsticks in her hands didn't stop. She put a piece of mustard in her bowl, everything seemed so understatement.

I asked, "Why did you suddenly make this decision?... You managed to win this opportunity to study abroad!"

"You don't need to persuade me... On the way to the hotel just now, I have already sent an email to the school to apply for withdrawal, so it's settled."

"Aren't you a little too impulsive?!"

Lu Jia smiled and said, "Are you impulsive?...I don't feel impulsive at all. This should be the most determined moment in my life...I have no other hope, but I just want you to stay in Dali and start a business with peace of mind; as for uncle Here, let me take care of it... I have already inquired about it. This treatment process is very long and may take three or four months. You can't stay in Chengdu for these three or four months. Auntie will take care of it by herself. Don't come."

I already understand that the reason why Lu Jia gave up her studies is so that I can better start a business...Don't say that we don't have an emotional relationship now, even if there is, I will never let her make such a big deal. sacrifice.

I said: "Hurry up and explain to the school that you sent this email on impulse... No matter how difficult it is, this is my family business, and I will stick to it... But you can't do this, You are not only delaying your own future, your parents will also be disappointed in you."

Lu Jia put down her chopsticks and smiled, then said to me: "I knew you would think so, in your eyes, you always thought my parents were the typical Shanghai bourgeois, powerful and calculating... But they are not what you think at all... I don't want to explain too much, you will gradually understand in the future... just like they didn't know you enough before... This is my responsibility, I didn't do it between you Good communication work."

I really have no way to accept Lu Jia's choice with peace of mind, but I don't know how to respond.

Lu Jia seemed to understand my mood at this moment. She put some vegetables in my bowl, then changed the subject with a smile and said, "Eat quickly, and sleep well after eating. I will accompany you to the hospital tomorrow morning... "

After eating like this, Lu Jia tidied up and left my room.

……

The weather in Chengdu is hot and humid. I took a hot bath and lay on the bed. Although I was very tired, I didn't have any desire to sleep. So I called my mother and asked her about the situation at Lao Mi.

She told me not to worry, Lao Mi didn't have any doubts, and was already asleep now.

I briefly told her about my own situation, and she felt the same as me. Until now, she is still pinning her hopes on the test results from the big hospital tomorrow. We really hope that the hospital in Dali misdiagnosed Lao Mi’s. Condition, even if Bai Lu's friend from the laboratory department told us, the chance of misdiagnosis is almost non-existent.

Putting down my phone, I lit another cigarette. My state of mind has changed because of living in such a hotel with ordinary facilities... I know that Lu Jia followed me in to accommodate me.

Although, in the eyes of others, I have achieved a small success in my career, but at this stage, I still dare not spend money randomly... so the quality of life has been hovering at the bottom.And Lu Jia came with me, it doesn't matter what hotel I live in, but I feel really guilty for letting her live in such a fast hotel.

When we were together, I didn't give her any decent happiness materially; after we broke up, it was still the same.

……

Halfway through smoking a cigarette, I heard the sound of mosquitoes "buzzing". I searched the cabinet for a long time, but I couldn't find a tool that could kill mosquitoes.When I called the front desk, the attitude of the front desk was very impatient and insisted that I go down to get the mosquito coils by myself, and I didn't feel that my work in the hotel was not in place.

I took the mosquito coil from below, and I came to the door of Lu Jia's room.I thought: My room is already like this, and her side must not be much better, so I plan to share half of the mosquito coils with her.

When I was about to knock on her door, I gave up again.

I didn't want to treat her so badly again, so I immediately took out my phone and booked her a new room in a four-star hotel opposite, then knocked on her door...

No matter how Lu Jia objected, I still insisted on sending her to the opposite hotel; after that, I felt a little more comfortable.

……

Lighted the mosquito coils, lay back on the bed, and repeated the same state until the phone rang.

This call is from Jian Zihan. After I connected, she said to me: "I have already booked a ticket back to Shanghai tomorrow afternoon. Do you have time tomorrow at noon?... If so, let's have lunch together."

"I can't eat anymore, I'm in Chengdu."

Jian Zihan was a little puzzled, she asked, "Why did you go to Chengdu all of a sudden?"

I replied in a low voice: "My dad was diagnosed with lymphoma in Dali, and I will bring a slice to Chengdu for a re-examination... If it is confirmed, he will be treated here in Chengdu in the future, so we have to make an appointment in advance." bed."

(End of this chapter)

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