I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 381 Take It As Your Salvation

After entering Brother Cheng and Sister Li's small courtyard, I introduced Jian Zihan to them. They were as enthusiastic as ever, especially after knowing that Jian Zihan was Ye Zhi's friend, they entertained her with special emotion.

Brother Cheng and Sister Li carefully tidied up the yard. Compared with the outside, it is like two worlds, especially the platform where you can see the Erhai Lake. In terms of style, it is no worse than the design of a five-star hotel by professional designers.

Jian Zihan and I stood by the guardrail of the platform and looked at the Erhai Lake not far away...

In front of the beautiful scenery, I lit a cigarette habitually, and then said to Jian Zihan: "Erhai Lake in the evening should be the most beautiful of the day...you have a good eye."

"But there are no seagulls this season."

"There are no seagulls anymore, but the sky in summer is more beautiful than in winter...especially in the evening, all you can see are colors."

"Is it?"

Jian Zihan responded, took out a pack of women's cigarettes from her bag, and took out one to light for herself.

Then, she changed the subject and asked me, "What have you been up to lately?"

"Apart from work, what else can I be busy with?"

"It's good that you didn't let yourself be idle... I thought you would be depressed for a long time, it seems that I was worrying too much."

I glanced at Jian Zihan and asked, "Do you think my current state is wrong?"

"No... just like you said, life has to go on... after all, life is so long, and Ye Zhi's departure will fade in our hearts one day... you will gradually put your energy back Go to work, and then find a new life partner ... I will do the same, and make new friends."

"I don't like hearing those words."

"But this is the fact, and no one can deny it... After she left, everything about her is slowly changing. Not only us, but even the Cangshan Villa project has already had someone to replace her. This The world never stops and waits because someone is lost."

Jian Zihan's words made me feel sad, but I was powerless to refute.After taking a deep breath, I focused on the main point and asked her, "Who is in charge of the Cangshan Yishu project now?"

"Ye Zhi's father is personally responsible."

I was a little surprised.

Jian Zihan said again full of emotion: "Why do people always regret it after losing it?... When Ye Zhi was around, she couldn't reach an agreement with her father on the project of a villa in Cangshan; now that she's gone , her father followed her previous ideas... But is this useful? No matter how much she does, Ye Zhi will not come back... But you have benefited, Cao Jinbo and Binjiang Group have reached a cooperation, naturally Then he won't make things difficult for you with the shop in Jiulongju...and even curry favor with you, because during the process of discussing cooperation between him and Ye Zhi's father, Ye Zhi's father deliberately brought up the matter of the shop... He will think that you and Ye Zhi's father are still inextricably linked, so he won't dare to offend you easily... So, you can go about the business at Jiulongju with confidence."

These words finally solved some mysteries in my heart, but I don't know whether to be lucky or sad.

I didn't expect that Ye Zhi's father and myself would become a multiple-choice question in Ye Zhi's heart because of some business issues... and the final price was so tragic that neither of us could bear it. We lost Ye Zhi at the same time. Zhi.

In my silence, Jian Zihan asked, "Is Jiulongju's career going well?"

"The most difficult stage has passed, and the situation is good now."

"That's good, finally one of Ye Zhi's wishes has been fulfilled!"

After a short pause, Jian Zihan asked again: "What are your plans in the future?...I mean emotional issues, you won't be single like this all the time, right?"

"A lot of people have asked me the same question recently."

"What's your answer?"

"I want to wait for her... But such an idea is very unrealistic, especially in the past few days, I feel that I can't be too obsessed with this dream, I will not only destroy myself, but also destroy the people around me. "

Jian Zihan looked at me, and answered after a while: "Do you really think that miracles won't happen to Ye Zhi?"

I looked at her, my heartbeat accelerated unconsciously... I said, "I don't know what you mean by asking that."

"I don't mean anything in particular, I just feel very sad to hear such words from your mouth... It seems that no one will believe that she is still alive, she is completely abandoned by this world, that's how it feels... But, in After the shipwreck, no one was able to see her body... No matter whether she is alive or dead, she must be very lonely and desolate!"

After pondering for a while, I asked, "Have you ever thought about why she didn't appear in our sight if she was still alive?"

"It is precisely because of this that we all feel that there will be no more miracles happening to her... So, I don't know how to explain it to you..."

After a short pause, Jian Zihan said again: "I don't know if you feel this way... Sometimes, when I look at the things she gave me, I feel very close. I never feel that she has gone to another world. Maybe it's just I took a trip to a very far place with my luggage... But when I think of the experience of looking for her in Thailand, I feel that she is really gone... Anyway, I have come here in such contradictions for the past two months!"

These words reached my heart, I nodded, and replied: "It's this kind of feeling, which makes people very contradictory and painful..."

Jian Zihan stared at me, her face suddenly became extremely serious, and she said: "About Ye Zi, our feelings are the same... But Mi Gao, you are different from us... You must be the one who gives up and forgets her in the end , because you were the person she missed the most before the accident, and also the source of her pain... you should be your salvation."

Such a sentence, like the most violent explosive, exploded in my spiritual world... I can no longer express my emotions at this time, I just looked at Jian Zihan like this, unable to speak for a long time.

It wasn't until Sister Li and Brother Cheng brought the prepared meals to the table that I was able to escape from this scene...

Maybe, if Jian Zihan puts it another way, I won't be so sad... I hope she tells me that I am the one who always believes in miracles, not the one who finally gives up and forgets her, although both mean the same , but the artistic conception expressed is worlds apart.

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I did not allow Jian Zihan to treat me to this meal. Firstly, she was a guest from afar; secondly, my cousin Xu Shu was on the right path of life because of her respect and cultivation. In terms of emotion and reason, I should repay her with a meal.

When we left, Brother Cheng and Sister Li kindly gave us a small gift, which was a sachet wrapped in a transparent film, containing sunflowers and other spices.Sister Li said that this sachet has a special meaning, representing hope and sincerity.

Holding the sachet in my hand, my mood finally became brighter, because I needed hope. I hung this sachet on my car, and I longed for some strength.

(End of this chapter)