I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 379 Please Forgive Me

Chen Jin said that the biscuits tasted pretty good, so I gave half to him and kept half for myself, and then sent a message to Yang Sisi, asking her to keep working hard to make better biscuits next time.

She said that I had a good idea. If I still want to eat the biscuits she made, I have to exchange them with matsutake. Her little calculation is really good. Can her biscuits be equivalent to matsutake?

But that's the fun of life.

If you don't think about those painful and regretful things, life in Dali is indeed quite beautiful. For example, Chen Jin in front of you went to the bar with a briefcase, humming a ditty, while in Shanghai, even after get off work , will not have such a relaxed mood.

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Chen Jin and I are not the same people, but I also have my own way of recreation. I am used to taking a walk in the ancient city after get off work.Today, I want to buy some special snacks from Dali, and then send them to Lao Mi and my mother.

I am not free during the day, so I must make time to accompany them at night.

Wandering on Renmin Road, I met the groom again. He was sitting on the ground as usual, surrounded by a group of stray dogs... I bought him two chicken legs and a large piece of bread.

He didn't even look at me, he took it from my hand, kept the bread for himself, and gave the two drumsticks to the dog next to him.

It wasn't until this time that my mood began to sink, because in front of me was a man who shared my same illness...

I took out my phone from my pocket, and found Ye Zhi in WeChat. I looked through her circle of friends. There wasn't much content in it, but most of it was related to me...

I sniffed, and whispered to her photo: "You know what? Except without you, every day of life is very interesting... But don't think that, I will forget you... I will never forget, I will think of you every day...but my mood will be different occasionally...just like now, when I look at your photos, I feel that you are by my side, talking with me, watching the sun go down with me...hehe, forget You don't like talking anymore, but it doesn't matter, as long as you are by my side..."

I took out a cigarette from the cigarette case and lit it, just staring blankly at it...

Slowly expelling the smoke from my mouth, I said softly again: "You don't even know how much I wish, you just hid among these people coming and going, playing hide-and-seek with me, and then suddenly appeared in front of me, leaning over to look Looking at me, joking with me... I look at your face, feel your familiar breath, I will go crazy with joy just thinking about it... But... I know you can't come back, no matter how I think about you, no matter how hard I try , you will never come back... I accept this reality."

Speaking of this, I just felt a sore nose and tears fell down. It was too difficult, too difficult for me to say "accepted this reality" with my own mouth.

I choked up and said: "There is a groom sitting opposite me. We are in the same boat. It is because of his appearance that I understand something... I want to be verified by you. I have a coin in my hand. After a while, I will throw it out, if the side with the words is facing up, it means you want me to choose life again; otherwise, you want me to be loyal to love, then no matter where you are, I will always wait..."

I closed my eyes and said silently: "This time, no matter what the result is, I will not regret it." Then I tossed the coin high... When I felt that it was about to fall, I quickly opened my eyes and reached out to catch it, but the coin passed through my two sides The gap between two palms fell to the ground.

"As long as there are heads and tails, it doesn't matter if it falls on the ground."

As I thought about it, the coin tumbled down a drain next to my feet.

I was dazed for a while, and then I lay down on the cracked cover of the sewer and looked at it, but I didn't see the coin at all. It probably rolled away along the sewer...There is no way to talk about the result.

I was a little unwilling to give up, and wanted to open the cover of the sewer to reach out, but the cover was locked, so I twisted it hard twice...

"Mi Gao, the entrance to the sewer is so dirty, what are you doing lying there?"

I looked up, and the person talking to me was Lu Jia...she was holding a camera in her hand, and looked at me incomprehensibly.

"How did you come?"

"It's because you've been sitting here for a long time, the ancient city is so big, you can come across it just by wandering around."

"Oh."

"need my help?"

I shook my head, then sat up straight, but I still couldn't help but glance at the place where the coin fell into the sewer... I don't know what such a result means, but fortunately I'm not too superstitious. Otherwise, I will definitely think a lot about this result...

But it's true that I didn't get an answer, but I don't plan to do it again, because I thought before that, no matter what the result is, I will obey...

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Lu Jia handed me a tissue and asked me to wipe off the stains on my hands.I said "thank you" and asked, "Why are you shopping alone, where are your uncles and aunts?"

"They were resting at the inn. They were exhausted after playing all day today... I wanted to take some photos of the ancient city at dusk, so I came out with my camera... Anyway, it's not far from the inn, so it's just a walk. "

I responded, and Lu Jia looked around again, looking for pictures that could be captured with the camera.

"Mi Gao, please take a photo for me...it's at the entrance of that bar, I like the bougainvillea at the entrance so much!"

"You have a good eye. The bar is called Piaoxiang. It is very famous in Dali. Many wedding photos of the couples are taken here. The bougainvillea at the entrance is the biggest highlight."

As I said that, I reached out to take the camera from Lu Jia, and then the two walked side by side to the door of the bar... Unfortunately, it was such a short distance, but they were given by a couple taking wedding photos. We are ahead, Lu Jia and I can only stand aside and wait.

Wedding photos often have changing styles, and the photographer and the couple have to find their feelings repeatedly, so it is impossible to just take a single photo... But during the waiting process, neither Lu Jia nor I complained.

"Mi Gao, do you still remember what you said to me that night?"

"Which night?"

"It was the night when I went to the rental house to find you before I went abroad."

"remember."

"You said, you want to see me in a wedding dress...it's embarrassing! Up to now, I haven't really put on a wedding dress for anyone..."

After a short pause, she asked me softly again: "You said, would that girl look good on me in a wedding dress?"

I subconsciously glanced at the bride who was taking wedding photos. She was a pretty girl, and her groom was also handsome.

I spit out the smoke from my mouth, then smiled and replied: "You will definitely look better than her!... I mean it, and it's not perfunctory."

Lu Jia also smiled: "It must be what you have in mind... Otherwise, wouldn't you be denying your own vision?"

Speaking of this, Lu Jia's expression became serious, and she said to me in a low voice: "I know, in terms of appearance and social level, I am far, far away from Ye Zhi...but I have always been very Really alive... until now, I don't dare to expect a lot from you, but I really hope you can understand me... and then please forgive me!"

The gusts of evening wind made me feel a little dazed... Why did she say these words?Is there really a relationship of forgiveness and forgiveness between us?

The sudden ringing of the phone called my attention back. I glanced at Lu Jia and took out the phone from my pocket. It was an unfamiliar number from Shanghai.

I connected with doubts, and a familiar voice came from over there: "Mi Gao, you must still remember me... I am Jian Zihan, Ye Zhi's best friend... Don't be surprised to call you this time, Because I am in Dali right now... If you are free, let's have dinner together?...I invite you."

(End of this chapter)