I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 376 I have seen it all

The sky was getting dark, and the landlord and I were still standing in the middle of Renmin Road, but the homeless man walked away with his dog. Looking at his lonely back, I understood a little bit, but I didn't expect that what really made people What I realized was a stranger.

And this stranger is the landlord of the accordion woman. This kind of connection seems to be hidden.

"Brother, when I heard what you said just now, I felt that your state was not right, a bit of paranoia... Affectionate and long-term love must be a good thing... But think about it, if the groom's wife is alive in the sky , would she like to see the groom look like this now?...This is much worse than living!..."

After a short pause, the landlord said again: "If he could get out of this pain back then, find a woman and have a child... His mother might not die in depression, and he himself would not be where he is today." ... His price is really too high! ... He forgot that a woman who truly loves him will only wish him better and better ... Although there is an insurmountable gap between life and death, a man The most sincere relationship with a woman lasts forever... This kind of sincerity is definitely not stupid loyalty, but a spirit of hoping that the other party will live better... Let me ask you, if her world also has Love exists, do you want her to be lonely all day long, living in pain every day, and begging for someone who is impossible to get again?"

I didn't feel that much in my heart, but I still followed the deepest thoughts in my heart and replied: "If there is a man who is sincerely good to her in that world, I definitely hope that she will be happy... I don't want to do that at all to make her feel The source of pain... I can accept her to be someone else's woman, but she must live well."

"...Brother, people who have no experience will not say what you just said, so you also demand the same... Don't ignore the people around you who really care about you, and don't repeat the tragedy of the groom... Wait for you If you can do it, what you have in your heart is true love!"

I have no words.

The landlord patted me on the shoulder again, both comforting and encouraging.

"Thank you."

"You don't need to thank me. These days, there are not many people who are as loving and righteous as you... I can help a little."

I finally had some courage in my heart, and I stopped avoiding him and asked him: "Isn't your tenant really her?"

The landlord shook his head: "No..."

The illusion I had painstakingly created was shattered, but this evening, the words of the landlord and the story of the groom remained deeply in my heart... It gave me the courage to really try to live a life without Ye Zhi.

I am not young anymore, if in the future life, I can meet a woman who treats me sincerely, I will try to accept it.

Besides, I also know that the kind of unrestrained imagination will destroy me.

……

Xiao Song finally called me and said that he had brought Lao Mi and my mother back to the ancient city.

We met at the end of Renmin Road, and then we found a restaurant together for dinner.

During the meal, I took the initiative to talk to Lao Mi about the future; I told him that when I got rich, I would buy a villa in Dali and take him and my mother to live there.

Although Lao Mi said that they are still used to living in their hometown, but I can see that when I said this, they were very happy in their hearts, and they also said that when the summer is too hot and the winter is too cold, they will come to my place to escape the heat and cold.

At the end, Lao Mi said to me cautiously: "When your career and everything are stable... I also think about and think about my emotional affairs... Your mother and I are both old, and we don't have the ability to worry about you. So... so you have to have this idea in your heart... People are all going to high places, but we can't let this life go back... If that's the case, even if we don't say anything, we will definitely feel uncomfortable... …Do you get me?"

I'm silent, not because I don't agree with Lao Mi's words, but because I can't completely get out of the previous state...

But my mother misunderstood my mood. She thought I was not happy to hear this, so she quickly changed the subject and said to me: "Mi Gao... Mom wants to ask you something, has your father contacted the hospital where the rhinitis operation was performed?"

"I've already asked my friend to help me make an appointment... As soon as there is a bed over there, he will notify me... Don't worry, this matter will not be delayed."

My mother smiled again and said to Lao Mi: "Let me just say, no matter how good the relatives are, they are also relatives... The one who can really count on is our son. We are right this time."

"I didn't say my son was bad..."

Before Lao Mi finished speaking, my mother rushed to say: "So, son is filial, we as parents must learn to understand our son, don't put too much pressure on him, let him do what he wants to do That's enough... His heart is like a mirror, he understands everything!"

Lao Mi glanced at me, then nodded.

I know that Lao Mi won't say anything more, but I feel somewhat guilty in my heart.

……

After sending Lao Mi and my mother back to the hotel, I went back to the ancient city. I forgot a handbag in the studio, and there was a contract template in it to take back for study, so I turned it back.

After getting the things, I walked from the ancient city to the parking lot alone.

On the way, I passed a stall selling matsutake.

I remember that this is Yang Sisi's favorite food in Dali, but it will not be available until this season...

It was rare to meet her here, so I moved to buy some; even if it was to apologize for the nasty things I said to her in the evening... I am indeed a person who doesn't like to say "I'm sorry", so the way I apologize is usually to vote To coax what you like, to put it bluntly, is also a bad habit of desperately trying to save face.

Matsutake is just on the market, and it is ridiculously expensive. I spent 500 yuan, and only bought a convenience bag.

The matsutake that I hold in my hand is not heavy, but my heart is heavy enough... Judging from my mature values, it is true that Yang Sisi did something wrong in the evening...but it must not be because of one thing. , just completely deny a person; don’t say anything else, the fact that she accompanied me to Thailand at the beginning is also a love that I can’t repay. In those days, she really stayed with me with her life, saying that she lived and died together. Not exaggerating.

Thinking, thinking, I just thought about her well... I still remember that after I came to Dali, the first time I went back to Shanghai was for Ye Zhi, but I couldn't get in touch.Then she came to save my loneliness and invited me to the best river view restaurant in Shanghai.

At that time, she was still a wealthy daughter, driving a Ferrari sports car; now that she is down and out, instead of giving her any real help, I even gave her a face, which really shouldn't be!
With such guilt, I came to the stall she rented in Erhaimen, and I quietly put the bought matsutake under the chair she often sat on. Most people can't find it, but she will definitely find it.

"What are you doing, what are you doing?"

I followed the voice and saw that it was the staff member I asked him to deliver the parasol to Yang Sisi last time. When he found out it was me, he immediately became kind again, and then smiled and said to me: "It's you, I thought it was a thief!"

I was a little embarrassed, straightened my clothes, and then replied: "It's nothing... She likes to eat matsutake, I bought some on the way, and sent it to her."

"You buddy... all you do is care about people... why are you always sneaking around?!"

I laughed: "Someone needs to carry on **'s spirit... You just came here. If she doesn't find it, you can remind her tomorrow and tell her there are matsutake mushrooms under the chair... It's been hot recently, so I can't help putting things away. If it breaks It's a pity...it's quite expensive!"

Before the staff could reply, a voice suddenly came from the other side of the booth, saying, "You don't have to let others do it for you, I've seen it all."

I look back.

Yang Sisi was standing behind me, holding a drawing board in her hand, looking at me with complicated eyes.

(End of this chapter)