I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 332 You Wait For Her
For such a whole day, I just wandered around the ancient city like this, and sat in a clean place for a while, but this choice of self-indulgence did not make myself feel any better. I want to know if she is the same as me after the breakup, she will not be interested in doing anything.

Yes, some people lost, you know how important she is in your heart.

However, until now, I still can't figure out whether I really love Ye Zhi so strongly because of her beautiful appearance.

If this is the case, it will be easier... because if I meet another woman who is as beautiful as her, or more outstanding than her in appearance, I will forget her.

Be afraid, I don't just covet her beauty, once what I like is something irreplaceable in her, that is the real pain... because, no one else can replace her.

……

I lay on the ground, facing the scorching sun, and took out my mobile phone from my pocket. I wanted to send her a message, but my strong self-esteem did not allow me to do so, so I became more painful in this tangled contradiction. .

I covered my face with my hands, yelling loudly regardless of the pedestrians on the road... I'm not crazy, I just feel pain because I lost the woman I love.Or, what I hate more is the feeling of being abandoned by others. I seem to have become an extremely independent individual, and the people who stand against me are all the people in this world.

I felt as if I was being persecuted and suffocated!

……

It wasn't until Nicole who was passing by this street spotted me that I quickly disguised myself, and then became like a normal person.

Nicole sat down on the steps next to me, looked at me, and asked, "Are you all right?"

I laughed, and then asked, "What can I do?"

"Don't pretend, it was the waiter at the bar who saw you lying here yelling and yelling, so he ran back to the bar to call me... Also, why is your mobile phone not working? I have called you since this morning No less than ten phone calls!"

I sniffed and didn't want to talk, and then I fell into a state of self-sorrow.

I especially hope that Nicole can stay away from me at this moment.

I just don't know what to do, Chen Jin who scolds me, I annoy him...Nicole who cares about me, I also annoy her.

There is no truer lovelorn feeling than this!I'm like a hedgehog, full of defenses, but I can't get out of the pile of thorns.

Nicole patted my arm, she sighed softly, and then said to me: "I know you broke up with Ye Zhi, and she proposed to break up."

"Well, so what?"

"What's the matter with you guys?"

"I'm also thinking about this question... After thinking about it, it becomes what you see now... Hehe, I look like an idiot now, right?..."

"Don't say that about yourself... Who can not experience the matter of falling in love!"

"But am I so useless?... Again and again, I can't still think that it's all about the woman's problem, and I don't have any problems with myself... But the most f*cking thing that frustrates me is that, I don't have any achievements in my career, I really don't know where I am doing worse than others... Why do I always get such a result after digging out my heart and soul... How fucking devastating is this to people's psychology... ..."

As I said that, I pounded my chest fiercely, just to make myself feel better.

"Maybe Ye Zhi also has some difficulties... I always thought that she was very sincere to you, but she had to live in all aspects, she was destined to be that kind of woman... You should know this better than anyone else."

"Come on, what difficulties can there be in the emotional world?... In the end, it's not enough love. Not only did she break up with me, but she didn't even leave me any room in my career... Do you know, actually Before she signed the Cangshan Yishu project, I had found a way to balance each other between her and Cao Jinbo, but she just perfunctory me, she didn't pay attention to the set of plans I proposed at all... Now she is full body And I quit, but I have a bunch of mess in my hand, I think it's fucking stupid!...Do you dare to say that this has nothing to do with her?"

"Then do you love her or hate her?"

"Hate...you can hate as much as you love...she is a businessman through and through, and she has applied her business logic to our relationship...she just thinks that I am just a very ordinary man , so she gave up on me... She is wise, I am really a very ordinary man, otherwise why do I look down on it so much, for such a woman who doesn't take feelings as a matter, I messed up myself People are not like people!!"

I seem to have found a vent, so that when I said these words, I was so excited that my saliva spewed out... God knows, how uncomfortable I am, and how much I care!

Nicole pulled a pack of women's cigarettes from her bag, then pulled one out and handed it to me, motioning for me to calm down.

But I couldn't fucking calm down, so I kept panting... As I said, when Lu Jia chose to give up on me, at least I knew why she was doing it... But Ye Zhi didn't explain anything, just Leaving a pile of the past makes me sad, so of course I will try to figure her out in the most "evil" direction.

Nicole frowned, then lowered her voice and said to me: "Don't say that about her...she should be very sad, I contacted her yesterday...she went to Phuket alone, saying she was going to relax ... If she is not sad, can she put down her work and go to relax by herself? "

I look at Nicole...

She patted me on the shoulder lightly, and said: "I won't say much... From the perspective of a woman, I always believe that Ye Zhi loves you... Wait for her, maybe one day, she will love you." Change your mind?!"

"Hehe...I wait for her?...I wait for no one, I won't wait for her...I care about her, but it doesn't mean that I have to stick to her for the rest of my life...I'm a living person, I Having the right to choose my life including love... so I'm already thinking about my next girlfriend!"

"Angry words, definitely angry words!"

"I'm not angry...just watch..."

After a short pause, I looked at Nicole again and said, "If you still have contact with her, just tell her... I, Mi Gao, will definitely live a better life than her. This is not measured by money, but by Depends on the choice of life... I will not be like her, always alone alone, I will have a lot of friends by my side, and a woman who is like-minded and can talk about everything... I will try my best to let myself die On the day of her death, she will not have any regrets... As for her, will she have no regrets on the day of her death?"

"Look at you, in this case, how can I convey it to her!"

"Then you can be a witness to see which of us will live better..."

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After another two days of unexamined, when I woke up the next morning, I finally had a strong sense of hunger, and I was very happy about it, because I have experienced love breakups, and I know that I have passed this most painful stage.

I can finally look at the world and the people around me with normal thinking. I am no longer so extreme, and I am eager to have a calm communication with a partner like Chen Jin.

After breakfast, I took out the car keys from the drawer, and I was going to take the initiative to go to Chen Jin's side to chat with him about the latest work plan.

When I was just going out, I received a call from Dai Qiang...

I don't want to answer, I know he must have heard some rumors, so he wants to confirm with me whether he really broke up with Ye Zhi... He has always been enthusiastic about this.

I hung up the phone, he called again, and I hung up again.

He finally changed his method and sent me a message: "Brother...before reading this message, you must, must be mentally prepared...sister-in-law...may not be here...she was on a yacht in Thailand last night Encountered extremely strong wind and waves... The yacht hit a rock and sank... This is the worst news... Now Thailand is doing its best to search and rescue, she is a lucky person, she will be fine..."

My head buzzed, and then went blank... My strength seemed to be sucked dry by something dark... I suddenly woke up again, remembering the picture of her leaving the ticket at the airport that day... and Her every frown and smile.

These are all very real, but the message sent by Dai Qiang seems to be fake...

How could she die?
Unless I see it with my own eyes.

No, definitely not!

(End of this chapter)