I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 304 I Still Can't Help Missing You

Chen Jin on the other end of the phone is also silent. I can feel that he is in the front line, even more uncomfortable than me at this time, and this is entrepreneurship, including Cao Jinbo's 16 sets of shops, plus BJ For the owner's 9 sets, we are almost unable to achieve the goal we set before, because the entire "Jiulongju" has more than 200 sets of shops, and our goal is to win 80.00% of them.

I finally opened my mouth and said to Chen Jin: "You go back to recuperate first, don't go to Nanjing, when I come back from my hometown, I will go for a trip by myself."

"My buddy thinks it's a waste of time to do this!"

"It's not your fault...it's a special case after all."

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After finishing the call with Chen Jin, I felt even more dejected. In line with my state of mind, the sky also completely darkened. The entire "Jiulong Residence" was covered in darkness, with no life in sight.

In order not to be too depressed, I went back to the apartment I rented in "Shanshuijian", and then I found a comedy movie to watch, but I was too worried, and I couldn't bring myself into the plot of the movie. So when I watched half of it, I gave up.

Turning off all the lights, I sat on a chair on the balcony, staring at the boundless sky in a daze... When the anxiety in my heart was hard to calm down, I lit a cigarette, but I never moved my phone again. I don't want to care about who will send me a message.

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In a trance, it was already ten o'clock in the evening, and I was worried about getting up early tomorrow morning, so I forcibly broke myself out of that anxious state, and then remembered that it was time to call Lao Mi, after all They will go back tomorrow, and they have been waiting to prepare for it.

A moment after dialing, Lao Mi answered.

I smiled and said to him: "Dad, Xiaoye and I will leave tomorrow morning and report to you in advance."

"Take the train?"

"It's too slow to take the train, drive by yourself... If there are no problems on the road, we can arrive tomorrow night, and we are going to get up early."

Lao Mi blamed and said: "Look at what you said, come back and see us, what can go wrong?"

"There are many mountain roads, and the weather in the mountains changes greatly. It is difficult to walk when it rains heavily."

"Anyway, don't rush too much. Your mother and I have been waiting for so long, and it's not a day or two away."

"understood."

After being silent for a while, I said to Lao Mi again: "The house at home is small, and it is not convenient for Xiaoye to live in. Please help me book a hotel near my home."

"Xiaoye won't live with you?"

"How long have I been here, and I haven't reached that share... You can book a better hotel, and I will transfer the money to you later."

"You child, why are you so fussy now?"

I smiled and replied: "You don't work now, it's not easy to save some money; once I am an adult with hands and feet, can I still spend your money?"

"We're all a family, don't tell them so clearly..."

I was silent, and Lao Mi told us to pay attention to safety on the road, and then happily hung up the phone.He didn't pay much attention to the fact that I don't live with Ye Zhi; he must think that Ye Zhi is a serious girl.

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After a brief wash, I lay on the bed, thinking about the shops in "Jiulongju" uncontrollably.

The phone vibrated slightly again, and she picked it up to look at it. It was Ye Zhi who sent the message on her own initiative, and she asked, "Are you asleep?"

"Not yet, why haven't you slept yet?"

"I don't feel sleepy... I have something to discuss with you."

"What's the matter?"

"Going back with you this time, can you take me to the Hope Primary School donated by Wang Lei before his death?"

"Why go there to see?"

"I admire her a lot. I think she is a very strong and selfless woman...Can I go and see it?"

"If you want to go, of course you can... In fact, the school is not far from our county seat, about two hours' drive away... It was built on the ruins of the earthquake."

"Hmm...do you remember what you were doing on the day of the earthquake?"

"I remember. At that time, I just went to college in other places. At two o'clock in the afternoon, I was playing World of Warcraft with my old friends. Suddenly they dropped the line, and I never saw them go online again..."

After this message was sent out, I lit a cigarette for myself, and then recalled myself at that time... I was especially afraid of hearing the news, because none of it was good, and I was shocked at that time. Lost a cousin in the earthquake, Wang Lei is even more unfortunate, she lost her own parents.

Later, I went to the earthquake site, it was a hell on earth, even our small county next to Wenchuan was greatly affected... If Ye Zhi didn't mention it, I don't want to recall this painful experience at all...

I asked Ye Zhi again: "What about you, what were you doing during the earthquake?"

"I am abroad...but I feel very sad to see so many compatriots affected by the disaster!"

"That's right... a painful memory, but it's all over now... let the living strengthen themselves!"

After a while, Ye Zhi sent a message back: "At that time, I was too young to do anything for the disaster area... This time, I want to help them."

"Okay, let's buy some stationery, clothes and so on... The children really need these."

"That's not what I mean...I want to help them more."

"How to help?"

"I'll tell you when the time comes... Hurry up and go to sleep, I have to drive a long way tomorrow, it will take a lot of energy."

"Well, you should go to sleep too."

Ye Zhi returned a smiling face and an expression of sleeping peacefully... But for some reason, I felt an inexplicable sense of distance between me and her... This feeling is very subtle, I know it's not It should exist, but it just came.Just like in the world, there has never been such a person who can completely control himself from the influence of the outside world. I am an ordinary person. There are some things that I don’t talk about, but they are true in my heart.

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Putting the phone aside, I turned off all the lights in the room, and then artificially created an atmosphere where I could sleep peacefully, but I just couldn’t sleep, I actually suffered from insomnia, and before that, I always thought I was A person with great resilience.

The phone flickered faintly again.

I opened it and looked. It was a message from Yang Sisi, who had been out of contact for several days.

She questioned: "Didn't you put me in the blacklist? Why did you add friends again... Your skin is thicker than the city wall!"

I tried to calm myself down, and then replied: "If there is no city wall as a thick barrier, then I will be like you, a person with a fragile heart!"

"What do you mean? You don't say anything about me, but you still laugh at me, don't you?"

"I'm just talking about a fact...you don't know how to cherish life, and you don't know how to cherish yourself...and you don't know how much other people worry about you!"

"Cheap worries, I don't need... cheap people, I don't even want to take them to heart."

"I'm convinced that you can speak well... But, with such a good talent, why don't you persuade yourself... The things you do are quite naive and immature, right?"

"What's the matter, do you want to send me back to elementary school, and refurbish me?"

I curled my lips, and then became a little angry, this Yang Sisi is really going her own way!

At this time, she sent another message, but the context changed obviously. She said: "If there is such a time machine that can take me back to the past... I would rather never see you... If, there is such a time machine... I can't help but miss you... Even if you are only a little bit nice to me!"

(End of this chapter)