I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 268

Facing Chen Jin's question, I was a little dazed, and then I took a serious look at myself... Yeah, what made me so cynical and complained so much about women?

After questioning myself, I finally opened my mouth and said to Chen Jin: "Do you feel that in this stage of society, the relationship between men and women is generally tense?... Rich men play with rich women, poor men Being looked down upon by rich women again... Both men and women have money, so they start to compete with each other for dominance, and play cheating and cheating from time to time. I have never seen anyone who can really live a good life with awe several!"

Chen Jin glanced at me, and after a while, replied: "I think the deterioration of the relationship between men and women is a problem..."

"It's no different from what you said!"

"It seems so... You let me ponder, ponder."

"Think about it slowly."

As I said, I got up and opened the only window in the room. I need to breathe some fresh air to clear my mind.

After a full 5 minutes, Chen Jincai opened his mouth again, and he said to me very emotionally: "The deterioration of the relationship between men and women cannot be simply said to be the man's fault or the woman's fault... I think it is this Society is sick."

"I want to hear your opinion, can you be more specific?"

Chen Jin held back his strength: "Uh..."

I looked at him expectantly...

"I can't tell you the details...Let's explore and study slowly."

I felt very bored, so I scolded: "You fucking squeeze a word later, what is the difference from constipation!"

Chen Jin sighed: "If I could thoroughly understand the relationship between men and women, how could I be like this today!... To be honest, I really don't understand women's thoughts now... How can Ding Lin be like this?" Just be willing to treat me like this, even if two animals are together, they should have feelings for so many months, right?"

"Look at you, you're back to the original point... Where did your awareness of being a scumbag go?"

Chen Jin lit a cigarette, then stared at the open window in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking, but after he calmed down, I felt even more anxious, just kept thinking in my brain Author: Where do people come from, why do they distinguish between men and women, and why do they live, such philosophical propositions...

For a long time, I couldn't get the answer. Instead, I turned myself into a dynamite bag that could explode at any time. I wanted to tear myself apart, and I also wanted to tear apart this small room with only a dozen or so square meters.

I am in so much pain!
"Mi Gao... Let's talk about Dali again with my buddies." After a short pause, Chen Jin continued: "I think it's a different world there."

"Don't ask me about it. If you like it, you can go with your buddy cleanly."

"Is Shanghai so easy to let go?"

I threw him a cigarette, lit one myself, took a sip, and said: "I have thought about this problem before, for people of our age, it is necessary to give up a city that once wanted to take root here. The city is actually very, very difficult... But in my state at the time, if I continued to stay here, I really felt that I would not be able to survive... I had to change to a new environment to save myself... So, You have to weigh it carefully, is it really necessary to go... In this way, it will be easy for you to get the answer. "

Chen Jin took out a wallet from the cabinet, opened it, looked at it, and then said to me: "Mi Gao, do you believe that after so many years of struggle in Shanghai, I only have 2000 yuan in my card... Hehe, Then there's nothing I can't let go of."

I was a little surprised: "You have been working for four or five years, so it's not enough?"

"I'm a big fool... Ding Lin bought a small off-plan house in Kunshan some time ago, and took 15 yuan from me to pay the down payment... She said, after we get married, write my name on the On the real estate certificate, I really believe it!"

"This woman is so fucking vicious!"

"Forget that I'm blind..." Chen Jin sniffed, and then said: "I should thank her, if she didn't make me so miserable, I still wouldn't realize that I am a man who needs to start all over again... Mi Gao, it’s not so scary to start all over again, is it?”

I comforted me: "What are you doing all over again, no matter how bad it is, you still have a car... How many men's dreams!"

"When you talk about cars, I'm even more desperate... The car loan has not been paid off, and this year's car insurance will have to be paid next week."

"Don't worry, I just need a car, sell it to me... Just tell me a price, and I'll give you the full amount."

"Fuck, did you rob a bank in Dali?"

I smiled and replied, "Do you think I'm joking with you when I say I'm doing okay in Dali? It's not that I'm bragging with you. I'm okay in every way, including making money."

"How much did you earn in the past six months?"

"It must be enough to buy your Jimny... How many kilometers has the car run?"

"Just over 7 yuan, except for small bumps and rubs, there have been no accidents."

"Is it the 1.3 navigation version?"

"Correct."

"9 yuan, buy it now... If you are willing, we will go through the transfer tomorrow."

"I'll sell it to you for [-]... Dude went to the second-hand market to estimate the price."

I took a deep breath of the cigarette, smiled again and said, "I dare not touch such a cheap price... You are still not scumbag enough!"

Chen Jin was stunned for a moment, and then he came to his senses, cursing: "You are fucking worse than me!"

I laughed loudly: "Your worries have been resolved now... How about it, would you like to go to Dali with me to do some business?"

"If you are not engaged in pyramid schemes, I will go with you."

I threw away my joking mood, and said to him seriously: "To be honest with you, there is a commercial street in the ancient city of Dali, which is not very popular for the time being, and I want to revive the popularity of this commercial street... I need the help of someone who understands public relations, if you really want to go to Dali to develop, I will be more confident in doing this.”

"Is it reliable?"

In the time of a cigarette, I told Chen Jin the process of how I made money in this commercial street, as well as my subsequent thoughts...

After listening to it, Chen Jin was greatly moved: "You are so wild, you can come up with such a way to make money... If it is what you said, I think this thing can be done, because you have already made money." Now that the foundation is ready, the landlords in the commercial street must trust you very much now, if you can really represent their houses with a good project, they will definitely support you!"

"That's right, the potential of the commercial street has been revealed, and now there is only one person who can make overall plans to repackage this commercial street...Anyway, I am quite confident in this matter, and no one is better than me. It is more suitable to do this matter..."

Chen Jin and I just started talking about our careers. The more we chatted, the more excited we got, and finally completely forgot about the pain I suffered emotionally. At least I heard the thunderous drums in my heart, and I was full of passion ...

Therefore, for men, the most effective medicine to heal emotional injuries can only be career...Others, whether it is moaning for nothing, or the desire for love water, are fucking nonsense...In my eyes, only career can cause fights , Only fighting can stir up a man's blood... and a bloody man cannot die in the love of his son and daughter.

……

Unknowingly, Chen Jin and I had been chatting until three o'clock in the middle of the night. Feeling sleepy, I finally said to him: "Sleep, you pack your luggage tomorrow, and I'll pack some things and get everything done." Yes, we will drive to Dali in the afternoon.”

"It's past twelve o'clock, so it's today."

I smiled: "You are more anxious than me!"

"It's like a starving wolf who finds a piece of fat... I can't be in a hurry!...By the way, it will take some time to transfer the ownership of the car, and I may not be able to finish it in a day."

"Then leave tomorrow afternoon at the latest."

"Cheng Lie...Your chicken blood is so timely...You are my buddy's savior."

I smiled and said: "Let's stop talking about such nonsense... From today on, work hard to make money and be a bloody scumbag."

Chen Jin echoed with a smile and said, "Be a bloody scumbag...a scumbag but not rotten!"

……

Chen Jin turned off the light, and the room fell into darkness. Instead, I lost the feeling of being restricted. My world suddenly became infinite and full of infinite possibilities...

Even, I still enjoy the pleasure brought by material things. Although this is just a second-hand car bought from Chen Jin, it has turned me into a person who owns a car anyway... This will really form a psychological state. A sense of satisfaction and self-identity, and my footsteps will not stop with this, I will definitely have a second pot of gold in life, a second car...

It's just that at that time, will I still have a deep love for Ye Zhiyi?
I don't have an answer, I just feel that I am like a bucket of liquid, constantly flowing out, and constantly being reshaped, my whole body is full of infinite possibilities...

I will become a scumbag who is indifferent to feelings; it is also possible that I will be more affectionate than before.

I don't hate this feeling, because I don't like the kind of life where the end can be seen at a glance. What I like is the unknown and the possibilities brought by the unknown.

……

I am determined to change, starting today...

When it's dawn, I will take the money I earn to buy a new mobile phone, a new hairstyle, and a new suit of clothes.

As for Ye Zhi, let's treat it as a dream... Anyway, she should live in a man's dream and be looked up to.

And I've looked up enough, I want to stand up!
(End of this chapter)