I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 237 Unlocking a Lock
Ye Zhi had already left by car, and I was the only one left to go back to Ma Jiuyi where we had just met. I sat on that rock and looked at the car keys left by Ye Zhi in a daze; this seemed to be a night full of choices , in addition to the Audi Q7 that Ye Zhi borrowed, I also have a little ninja motorcycle that needs to be returned, but I didn't think about it, between the two cars, who will come first.

In the solitude of one person, I took the phone out of my pocket again, and looked at the time, it was past 12 o'clock in the middle of the night, and tomorrow will be the last day of this year...

I lay on the reef a little weakly, and then stared blankly at the star-studded sky. At this moment, I really calmed down, but the time became extremely long in my perception. Every time I took a breath, I I almost forgot what I was thinking in the last second, and what I should think about in the next second.

Suddenly, there was another heart-wrenching pain, and I felt like I had lost Ye Zhi, although I still had a choice.

……

I finally sent a WeChat message to Director Ma: "It would be great if you were in Dali, my buddy wants to get drunk with you."

"Are you being boiled again?"

"I was struck by lightning, the outside is scorched and the inside is tender!"

"Tell me, what's the matter?"

"I think women are too sensitive, no exception for any kind of woman."

"Oh, that's an emotional matter...you go on."

"My ex-girlfriend came to Dali, and I feel like she wants to get back together."

"Do you think this is a good thing or a bad thing?"

"I can't judge good or bad... But it's very troublesome... I heard some things from Tao Zi. She chose to break up at the time, and she seemed to have some difficulties."

"What's the reason?"

"I said it seems to be there, so I must not have figured it out yet!"

"If you want me to say, there's really no need to figure it out. You just need to know whether you still have feelings for her and you're done."

"It's the first time I've encountered this, and I'm a little confused!"

"If you can meet it for the second time in your life, you will be considered awesome!"

"Advice buddies."

"The choice between new love and old love?"

I replied vaguely, "Almost."

"It's miserable enough for you to encounter such an inhuman thing."

"How do you say that?"

"If you choose a new love, some people will definitely say that you like the new and dislike the old. If you choose the old love, some people will say that you don't know how to praise... So no matter how you choose, people will scold you."

"I don't care what others think of me, I just don't want any of them to be sad... I don't think of myself as a lover, I just think they are all good women."

"You can't hurt a good woman."

"Hey... You fucking say that, I can't get over this knot anymore! Can you say something useful?"

"Choose an old love."

"why?"

"Reunion after a broken mirror, what a beautiful word!"

"I shouldn't have asked you that."

"If you are not satisfied with the answer your buddy gave you, then you already have a choice in your heart."

I asked for it, and then I thought about the scene of going back to the small mountain city with Ye Zhi. This time it was different from before. I used to pretend to be a couple with Ye Zhi, but this time I really became a couple. What else is there? Can it be more beautiful than this kind of righteousness?

About going back to the small mountain city, I spent a lot of effort and thought of another possibility, what if I brought back Lu Jia?
In an instant, I lost the ability to imagine. In my memory, my parents still liked Lu Jia very much, but now that time has changed, can they continue this love?I'm a bit overwhelmed.

After a long time, I replied to Director Ma's message: "I feel like I was shot by you!"

"If you think about it carefully, who is more suitable to marry you?"

This piece of information made me work hard to imagine two pictures, ignoring the emotional choice, of course Lu Jia is more suitable to marry me, and Ye Zhi is always my girlfriend and wife. Feeling unattainable.

In an instant, I felt that Director Ma had shot me again, beaten me into a sieve, but got nothing.

I threw the phone aside, and finally realized that this is something that no one else can participate in, and once I treat love with a weighing perspective, I have actually fallen behind.

……

When it was almost one o'clock, I called Xiao Song from the car rental company and asked him to help me drive the Audi Q7 left by Ye Zhi back to a parking lot near Jiulongju. I went to Jiulongju.

I parked the little Ninja under a relatively brighter street light, then took a roll of scotch tape from the house, and glued the fenders that were broken before. I don’t want this motorcycle There are missing parts, but this kind of rare car, the accessories are not easy to buy. When I can't find the source, I can only do this first.

……

In the dead of night, I didn't want to sleep, so I sat on the balcony on the second floor and lit a cigarette. After thinking for a while, I finally took out my mobile phone and sent a text message to the woman who took up Lu Jia's number, who was already in Lijiang. a message.

"have you slept?"

"I didn't sleep, I knew you would send a message... But isn't your reflex arc a bit too long!"

"Disturbed."

"I'm afraid you won't mess up... I don't even know what you think? At the earliest time, I read the messages you sent, and you were very affectionate and sincere to Lu Jia. Now you have a new love in half a year. What kind of person are you?" Man?"

"If you think I'm a scumbag, just scold me... After scolding, I'll ask you something."

"Scumbag."

I sniffed, feeling inexplicably uncomfortable, but still sent a message and asked, "Looking at what you said, I should know where Lu Jia has gone, right?"

"Why did you go long ago... I only inquired now."

"Stop blaming me. There are some things you don't know about... I think there may be something unclear between Lu Jia and me."

"I'm just a bystander. There's no need to know your inside story. From the information I've received, you're just a piece of trash who loves the new and dislikes the old."

I got angry and quickly replied: "You know, all of this happened after I broke up with Lu Jia, and she chose to break up at the beginning... If you were me, what could you do, or should you Can you handle it better than me?... If you can't, please tell me what you know calmly."

This time, it took her a while to reply: "I admit, I was a little too radical... I can't blame you for this matter, Lu Jia herself is also responsible."

"What is her responsibility?"

"I can't say much about this, you talk to her yourself."

"She's gone, I can't get in touch with her... Can you give me her contact information?"

The other party obviously hesitated, and after a while, she replied: "If you really think she is important to you, then you can go to Kunming to find her. She bought a ticket from Kunming to Paris tomorrow afternoon... you If you decide to go, I will help you find out which hotel she lives in, but I can't give you the contact information, if you don't choose to be together, you can't ask her to change her phone number."

"Okay, I won't ask, but one last thing I want to confirm with you, did she really go to France to study in the half a year after we separated?"

"It's true."

……

Putting down the phone, my mood was extremely conflicted. I knew I shouldn't go to Kunming, but subconsciously, there was another voice dominating me, making me have to meet Lu Jia. The way this voice existed was very powerful, very Quickly makes me fidget.

The next moment, I saw the car key left by Ye Zhi, as if it was not only a car key, but also a lock, allowing me to make a choice between the present and the past.

Yes, on New Year's Eve, I shouldn't spend it alone, I should untangle my heart and get along with Ye Zhi clearly.

Or, another ending.

And these are what Ye Zhi wants to see, so she gave me this opportunity to choose.

(End of this chapter)