I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 134 The Huge Mystery
When I got back to my place of residence, I poured myself a glass of boiled water. There was a mirror next to my desk. While drinking the water, I saw myself in it, sometimes sober and sometimes in a trance.

The reason why I feel sober is because I just soberly persuaded that buddy at the Erhai Lake; and the feeling of trance is not fake, I am thinking: why do those words of persuasion to others only apply to myself What's wrong?

In fact, compared to that man, I seem to need to struggle more, and I really can't bear the love of those children at this stage.

After being in a daze for a while, I remembered that there were still two messages from Yang Sisi and Ye Zhi that had not been answered.

I first sent a reply to Yang Sisi: "There were too many people who commented on that photo just now. I didn't post it for others to comment on, so I closed Moments."

On Ye Zhi's side, I also replied the same message.

Yang Sisi first sent me a message: "The person in the photo is the one standing on the Erhai Lake just now. I saw you went to chat with him."

"Ah."

"What's up with him?"

"Betrayed by my girlfriend..."

"That's not the same as you... No wonder you two can talk for so long!"

"We are different. His girlfriend is forced to do so, but my girlfriend is willing to give up."

"So, you are worse than him?!"

"Theoretically, I am the worst, but I am a person who does not want to think too much about myself... because for us, living itself is a practice."

"Your realm is really high!"

"It's called being good at self-paralysis...you can also learn a little bit."

"I don't have to learn, I don't have so many painful things."

I lit a cigarette, then found the most comfortable position and half-lyed on the sofa. I didn't plan to reply to Yang Sisi's message again, because I must understand what she expressed, but she might not know what I wanted to explain.She is still too young, so the pain she can feel and the pain I am suffering are completely on two parallel lines that never intersect... But it is undeniable that the happiness she brings to me is real. Really, so I would rather share happiness with her than pain!
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When a cigarette was about to be finished, Ye Zhi also replied to my message, and she asked me: "This is not an art photo, the person in the photo is someone you really met, right?"

"Yes, I just chatted with him for a while... His pain is really too realistic for people like us!"

"What's up with him?"

"His girlfriend's father was seriously ill. He is a man. He used all the money he could to spend on medical treatment, but it was not enough. He started to borrow money from relatives and friends. In the end, 10 yuan was collected, but his girlfriend did not accept the money; she accepted another man who had been pursuing her before and was also very rich, and this man sent her 20 yuan; later, her father was discharged from the hospital So she married this man...and this buddy was so heartbroken that he came to Dali alone."

Ye Zhi replied to the message after a while: "For this man, it is quite painful..."

"Then can you understand what this woman is doing?"

"I understand... But she lost a man who was the best to her all her life. This is not something that can be measured by money... I think this kind of difficulty can be overcome by two people together."

"The reason why you say that is because you don't know much about the lack of money and how harmful it is to ordinary people. They have tried their best, so I just advised that man not to feel regretful."

Ye Zhi still insisted and replied: "If I were that woman, I would definitely choose to persevere."

I suddenly wanted to compete with Ye Zhi, so I replied, "Then, have you ever thought about what you will get in exchange for such persistence? I'm sure that the 10 yuan that this man borrowed later was still not enough to see a doctor." , and the 10 yuan should be the limit of what he can borrow...Yes, they can choose to persevere, but can the woman's father persist because of his illness?...Actually, you should know that as a vulnerable group, you can have Such a choice is already a very lucky thing, because for most unfortunate women, there is no such a suitor with good financial conditions in their lives. When they encounter similar things, they have no choice. They can only watch their loved ones disappear from their world in despair because they have no money for medical treatment... So, no matter for that man or that woman, this is already a good result!"

After a long, long time, Ye Zhi replied: "If you think about it rationally, it is indeed the case... But I still hope that such tragedies will not happen too often in this world."

"I hope so too... But similar tragedies will definitely happen again..."

Ye Zhi didn't reply to my messages anymore, and I was indeed very sleepy, and fell asleep on the sofa after a while.

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Early the next morning, I was awakened by the sun, probably because of the cold wind blowing for a long time last night. I caught a cold, and my throat felt a dry pain. I poured myself a glass of boiled water and drank it while standing. Looking at the direction of the Erhai Lake from the window...but the man is no longer there.

I feel sorry for this, because I don't know if he has watched the sunrise by the Erhai Lake, and I don't know if he will work hard when he goes back. From my heart, I really want to help To this painful and confused man.

After I cooked a bowl of noodles and ate them, I went to the inn. Before I could sit down, Tao Zi stopped me, and she said to me: "Just now a man left a letter. He couldn't name him, but I It must be you, because the person he drew on the paper looks very similar to you..."

I already understood that the person who left this letter was probably the buddy last night, because I told him that I opened this inn.He should have had an epiphany, so he left me this letter.

I took it from Taozi's hand, and then looked at it. The hand-painted head portrait on the back of the letter is indeed similar to mine. This buddy should have learned to draw.

I sat down in a place where I could bask in the sun, took a deep breath, and opened this letter...

"Brother, I really want to meet you again, but I still feel a little conflicted in my heart, so I will definitely tell you a lot of things that I hate this world. You won't want to listen to me, because judging from yesterday's conversation, you are A very optimistic and cheerful person, so this is a kind of pollution for you... But, I am already very grateful to you, because you really made me think about a lot of things. I am a person who has experienced ups and downs My father used to be an official, but he was arrested and imprisoned for corruption... This is the first time in my life that I understand the true meaning of pain... When I face the ridicule and criticism around me, I think I had to give up, but my mother did not give up on me. She brought me to Nanjing and started a new life. I gradually got out of this shadow and adapted to the life of ordinary people... I used to think that this kind of ordinaryness was compensated by God. My gift, because I no longer have to listen to those gossips, I can live quietly... But after going through this incident, I realized that this is not a gift, it is a bigger punishment, so I I lost the woman I loved the most in my life... Do you think there is such a thing as fate in this world? I believe in fate, but from the moment I left Dali, I decided to rebel against fate... I didn't want to get What, I just cherish the people around me that I haven’t lost. As you said, if I really die in the Erhai Lake, my mother will definitely suffer more than me now! As a son, I really can’t So selfish, because she has already lost her husband, so she can't lose my son!... I think this letter should reach you. In addition to thanking you, I also want to tell you that the day I saw Erhai Out, very energetic, and very powerful... After a few years, I will definitely come to Dali again, not to go back to the old road, just to see you brother... and let you see a new life I...I really like the name of your inn, so I hope that I am the one who is waiting...I will definitely come back!...Finally, I wish you and the inn both better and better!"

After reading it, I couldn't put this letter down for a long time, and I thought of a possibility... Could he be the man Ye Zhi was waiting for, because some of the words in the letter were very similar to what Ye Zhi told me? matching...

But is there really such a magical coincidence in this world?Moreover, he said that he and that woman had been together for 8 years, which didn't seem to coincide with the time Ye Zhi said, because Ye Zhi and the man she was waiting for might not have lost contact for 8 years.

This is a huge mystery... But I still need to tell Ye Zhi, because she knows the truth better, so she will have a more accurate judgment than me on this matter...

(End of this chapter)