Character plot experience system

Chapter 60, I hate you
Shashasha~
Shashasha~
The quilt and bamboo mat are all wet,
Tang Zang smiled,

Laughing and laughing, he cried,

When he was young, he went to grab other people's food by himself, and was beaten up, but he didn't cry,
Going to wash the dishes, because he accidentally broke a bowl, his head was broken, blood was flowing, he didn't cry,

It was the first time to work at the dock, because he couldn't adapt to the rough work for a while, fell on the board of the boat, and was broken by dozens of catties of rice. He didn't cry,

But today, he cried just because he was kicked out by the charterer. This is not a big thing, it was like the last straw that broke the camel's back.

The grievances I have suffered all these years are completely vented at this moment,

Tears mixed with raindrops dripping to the ground and blending with the soil,
Tang Zang sat paralyzed on the ground, crying loudly, heart-piercing, and heart-rending to those who heard it.

"Why! Why is fate so unfair!"

Tang Zang's crying touched Tang Jun's heart, like an invisible knife cutting his heart one after another.

Tang Jun got up and limped to Tang Zang's side. Due to the language barrier, he couldn't speak a complete sentence at once.

"Zang... Zang'er, don't...don't cry..."

"Go away! You go away!"

Tang Zang pushed Tang Jun away,

Tang Jun lost weight and fell to the ground, splashing rain on the ground.

The suitcase in my hand fell to the ground.
With a bang, the suitcase was thrown open, and some brand-new medals fell out.
Tang Zang pointed at Tang Jun and yelled hysterically: "It's all you! If you didn't insist on going to the battlefield, my mother wouldn't die, and my sister wouldn't die either! It's all caused by you!"

"I work hard outside every day, and I just want to save a little money. Even if I can't save money, I just hope that there is a place to shelter me from the wind and rain. Why do you want to crush my little request? Why? The charter lady is right, you are a piece of trash!"

"Trash! Trash! Not only killed my wife and daughter, but now I want to kill my son too! I hate you!"

Tang Jun didn't speak, but silently picked up the medals on the ground and put them back into the suitcase one by one.

Tang Zang: "What's the use of this broken thing! Is it enough to eat and drink, or can it shelter from the wind and rain? Just because of this thing, people's families are ruined. This thing is a piece of scrap iron! You don't even have a home, so what kind of country is it? "

Tang Jun covered the leather case, and said intermittently: "You...you are wrong, this...is...honor, man...defending the family and the country...no country...how can there be a home."

"Hahaha!"

Tang Zang's laughter was crazy: "It's really funny, the country is here, where is home? You tell me, home! Here! Where!"

Tang Jun opened his mouth, but said nothing. He knew that no matter what he said, it was useless.

Tang Zang reached out to wipe the rain off his face. At this moment, he felt unprecedentedly tired...

"I'm so tired, I want to sleep, mom, sister, I'm here to see you, okay?"

The corner of Tang Zang's mouth raised into a relieved smile,

Step up and sprint, aiming your head at the wall not far in front of you,

This time, he no longer fears death,
Life is too tiring and he doesn't want to continue.

Seeing that Tang Zang was about to hit the wall,

Tang Jun had quick eyesight and quick hands, and threw the suitcase out,

boom!
At the moment when Tang Zang's head was about to hit the wall, the suitcase just arrived, and his head hit the suitcase,
Due to the force rebound, Tang Zang took two steps back, dizzy due to the strong impact, and finally fainted on the ground.

Tang Jun limped over to pick up the suitcase,

With the chamber pot in his mouth, it took a lot of effort to get Tang Zang onto his back.
With Tang Zang on his back, he limped out,
Zang'er, Dad hid the money just because he didn't want you to pay the rent, you will understand Dad's painstaking efforts.

You should hate me because I made you lose your mother and sister.I will do my best to compensate you. I don't hope you can forgive me. I just hope you can understand that what my father did back then was not wrong.

If you choose me again, I will still go to the battlefield. A man should defend his family and the country, and the country is at home.

The limping figure gradually disappeared in the rain.

the rain stopped,
After an unknown amount of time, Tang Zang woke up,
Am I dead?

Sitting up with his hands on the ground, he looked around and saw Tang Jun wiping the medal with his clothes next to him.

He knew he wasn't dead.

They were under a bridge, and there were other homeless people besides them.

Tang Zang never felt sorry for them. He was a mud bodhisattva and couldn't protect himself when crossing the river, so he didn't care about them.

call……

Take a deep breath,

Now that I don't have a house to live in, I don't have to worry about the rent every month. Thinking about it this way, I feel a lot easier.

He was comforting himself, throwing his thoughts of suicide out of his mind.The feeling of almost dying made him understand that suicide is stupid.

Tang Jun closed the leather case, got a piece of candy from nowhere, and handed it to Tang Zang: "If you are tired...you can...eat...a piece of candy, no...nothing...you can't make it through."

Tang Zang looked at the candy in his hand, hesitated for a long time, finally took the candy, unwrapped the wrapper, and put the candy into his mouth.

It seems that I haven't eaten candy for a long time, it's so sweet.

There was a fire before them,
After Tang Jun carried Tang Zang here, he picked up some flammable materials and lit a bonfire,

The fire is small, but warm,

Because there is no further filling of burning materials, the warmth is destined to be short-lived.

It's midnight now,
Tang Jun held the chamber pot in his arms, rested his head on the suitcase, and just lay down on the ground to sleep.

Tang Zang glanced at him and was about to go to sleep, but his gaze fell on the suitcase and he couldn't take it away.

There are so many medals in it, and the military exploits made are definitely not small. The second generation of other soldiers can rely on the power and power of their families, show off their might, and eat and drink.

I am also the second generation of the army. Although I have no power or power, I can still show off my might.

A mature idea emerged in Tang Zang's mind, the same sentence, as long as he has the courage, he can change his fate immediately,

In this chaotic society, there are opportunities everywhere, as long as you seize the opportunity, you can leap into the dragon's gate and soar into the sky.

If you have courage and brains, are you afraid that you will not be able to make a career of your own?
Over the past ten years, he has suffered enough, and he doesn't want to suffer any more. He will never forget the scene of being kicked out by the charter woman today. If he has no money, he deserves to be bullied.

I don't want to be bullied anymore, I want to go to the highest step by step, so that no one can bully me,

I will crush those who bullied me, one by one, to death.

I'd rather be the world's people than the world's people to blame me.

If Tang Zang embarks on a road of no return, then he may stay here forever...

When a person has nothing, the state of mind changes.

Kasa Ri...

Tang Zang did not go to work at the dock, but reached out to ask Tang Jun for money.

"I know you must have money on you. You can't spend the nine yuan I hid before so quickly. Give me the money."

Tang Zang's tone of voice didn't sound like he was talking to his father at all.

Tang Jun hesitated for a while, then took out a one-dollar coin from his pocket and gave it to Tang Zang.

Tang Zang: "Not enough, I want to buy quilts, bamboo mats, and today's meal money."

Tang Jun thought for a while, then took out fifty cents from his pocket and gave it to Tang Zang.

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