life with stone

Chapter 619

I don't know why this is the result, and I don't know what went wrong.

Why did so many people die.

I sat on the cold floor, leaning against the wall, looking at the pale ceiling.

I have always respected life, and as a medical worker, I don't want any life to disappear.

However, on this day, I watched four people fall in a pool of blood.

The door of the rescue room opened.

Liao Jianzhong came out, followed by several doctors. I looked at the rolled out car, which was already covered with a white cloth.

Liao Jianzhong said helplessly: "We tried our best, but the bleeding was too much, and her body was very weak..."

I stood up, walked to Hu Yue's body, lifted the white cloth, and looked at the pale face.

My mind went blank.

I don't know what to say and what not to say.

Speechless.

Liao Jianzhong asked someone to push the car away, he looked at me, and said earnestly: "I heard about Huayang, I really didn't expect that Hu Yuhui would come to this point, but this matter has nothing to do with you Don't blame yourself too much..."

I nodded, and I said, "I know."

Liao Jianzhong said to me: "Do you... want to find a psychiatrist? I will arrange it for you."

I shook my head, my heart is strong enough, I can face all this, but I can't accept it.

Liao Jianzhong said, "Siyuan is still waiting for you to go home."

I hummed, and then looked back at Hu Yue, a fresh life disappeared, it was so heavy.

I didn't say much, and when I opened the elevator, I saw the police appeared.

A police officer said to me: "Mr. Wu, please go to the police station and help us investigate a murder case."

I nodded and didn't say much. I followed them into the elevator, left the hospital, and sat in the police car. While driving, I looked at the scenery along the road, and I felt like a lifetime away.

I feel, I don't know this familiar road, I feel, I haven't stopped for a long time, look at these ordinary streets, buildings, I feel that everything is changing too fast, becoming unrecognizable, becoming me I don't know anything anymore.

However, in fact, these scenery have never changed, and even the pedestrians passing by are just a few people.

But why do I feel so strange?I feel like I never belonged to this world.

why?

I can't figure it out.

When I arrived at the police station, the police interrogated me for some details. I didn't have the heart to answer, but I just told them mechanically according to the situation at the time.

Then, I asked for a lawyer, because I was only assisting in the investigation, and I was not the murderer, so they allowed me to hire a lawyer.

Before Sister Fei came to bail me out, I was locked up in the detention center. I sat on the cold floor, leaning against the wall, listening to the ticking of the clock.

My mind went blank, just the tick-tock-tick sound, but I kept asking myself again.

Why, I don't know this world has changed, but the world has not changed, why, I feel, I don't belong to this world.

Why, I feel, the one who died should be me.

Chen Lin's smile, Hu Yue's smile, and Chen Yan's smile, although they were all treacherous smiles, how lively they were...

Why am I taking this step?
Why should I escape from Huayang?

Why should I be so selfish?

One question led to more questions, I began to question myself, deny me, and my world view collapsed a little bit.

The whole person seemed to have fallen into the icy water and couldn't breathe, and I didn't want to resist. That kind of despair made me sink to the bottom of the water and want to be submerged.

Pessimistic emotions are like poison, eating away at myself bit by bit.

Don't want to cheer up, as if, everything has no reason to cheer up.

In fact, the answer is obvious, it's not that the world has changed, it's me who has changed, I have become impure, lustful, scary, has this world changed me?

Yes, not all.

It's because I'm not strong enough, I'm not firm enough, I'm full of human desires, if I'm really strong enough, uncompromising, if I'm firm enough, uncompromising, if I'm really sober, uncompromising...

As long as I don't compromise on one thing, things won't be so pessimistic.

four lives...

Tears flow down the corners of my eyes, how long I haven't cried, I don't remember, I seldom cry, because I know that tears are the most useless and a symbol of the weak.

But now, I want to be a weak person, to be sympathized with, to be comforted, to be rescued from the freezing sea.

"Wu Fei, your lawyer and family have arrived, you can go out now."

I heard the yelling and I took a deep breath, I just wanted to be quiet here and not see anyone.

But I know, my family is coming.

I have to get out, I can't let my family worry.

Who is my family?

I know it's the one I love the most, the one who makes my family, the one who heals me.

I stood up, walked out, and after signing the confirmation paper, I walked out.

When I got outside, I saw Gong Fei. She said worriedly, "Are you okay? I have already made a security responsibility statement for you. You are fine now, you can go back."

I nodded and said, "Thank you, Miss Fei."

She immediately said: "You're welcome, it's all my job, I see your complexion is very bad, do you need to see a psychiatrist?"

I shook my head, then walked out silently, and when I got outside, I saw Liao Siyuan.

I walked over quickly, walked in front of Liao Siyuan, and hugged her tightly in my arms.

She also put her arms around me. Usually, she is the one who seeks my comfort, protection, and blessing, but today, I am like a kitten that has lost its direction, longing for her embrace.

"It's okay, it's okay... Let's go home, let's go home."

I didn't say anything, she pulled me into the car, and I was lying on the back seat. At this time, Yang Yunlin ran out of the car, and she said painfully: "You must take over Huayang as soon as possible, you have to save me , Huayang is broken, our whole family is finished, now only you can save Huayang, I beg you, cheer up."

I looked at Yang Yunlin's pitiful appearance. At this moment, she is still thinking about her interests. People who are swallowed by interests are really pitiful. I don't want to be a poor person anymore.

I told Yang Yunlin: "Sorry, I can't do anything, I just want to sleep now."

After I finished speaking, I opened Yang Yunlin's fingers one by one, closed the car door, lay down on the back seat, and Liao Siyuan drove me away.

Yang Yunlin cried, "Why is this happening? Why?"

I can't answer Yang Yunlin's question, so I will ask again, why is this happening.

I can't figure it out.

I said: "Siyuan, I want to leave here, I want to go to Switzerland, I want to go skiing with you..."

Liao Siyuan immediately said, "You...you should rest."

I immediately said, "No, I'm dying, I need to get out of this hell, I'm really dying, I'm really dying..."

Liao Siyuan immediately said: "Okay, I'll book the ticket right away...we'll leave tonight..."

I closed my eyes and breathed hard, I wanted to live, not just physically.

The soul is also alive.

(End of this chapter)