my dream adventure

Chapter 618 Choice
The two of them stood on the holy mountain. In fact, Lin Yuan felt that he was a very willful person most of the time. This kind of willfulness lies in Lin Yuan's in fact, and he really hopes to really change the situation he is in at this moment. A state, and he is so hard to actively want to explore, the truth behind the fate is largely because Lin Yuan, in fact, is a person with strong demands on himself, when he was pulled by Alice When he saw that game, he thought it was just a small game at first, but when he started to go deep into it, he finally realized that it was not just a game.

In fact, when Lin Yuan began to discover the so-called fate he was carrying, he did have a rebellious attitude at first, including when he met Xiao Yu for the first time, he actually felt that Xiao Yu was like that. The people in this world are not the truth he is after. He even has a sense of fear towards superpowers, and even a strong sense of repulsion towards their appearance in March, even though such an emotion is also full of He was full of curiosity, but that kind of thing was obviously not what Lin Yuan wanted, and it turned out that what he wanted was actually something of a higher level.

He has always claimed that he wants to pursue a kind of freedom, but in fact Lin Yuan does not fully know what the so-called freedom he wants to pursue refers to.However, when he himself was in that situation, he realized in a trance that what he actually wanted was a kind of control over his own destiny. Maybe he missed this thing. Expectation of all things.

However, Lin Yuan's attitude was actually very vague. He kept saying that he wanted to change fate itself, but his change was very subtle. It could even be said that he felt that he seemed to be Doing this thing, in fact, is a false statement. Of course, he feels that this is just a weird feeling, but this weird feeling makes him feel very uneasy.

Lin Yuan’s uneasiness, of course, comes from the fact that he feels that if they are changed and do this series of things, he feels that this kind of pain will be difficult to restrain. It can even be said that he feels that it is hidden behind him. There is a very subtle thing that is constantly pushing him forward, and he wants to watch such a process, but this kind of restraint can't calm down.

A long, long time ago, he himself actually had a lot of expectations for the real world, maybe what he wanted to live was an ordinary life, and this ordinary life has now become a luxury for Lin Yuan Perhaps what she wants is just that, as an ordinary person, he hopes to become an ordinary person, marry a wife and have children, have a stable job, and live happily ever after. There are some small setbacks, but these setbacks can always be overcome one day.

But now it seems that all of these have become synonymous with hypocrisy. Lin Yuan does not want to face such a kind of life. In fact, he feels that in this process, it has always been a very In an awkward and restless state, Lin Yuan was unwilling to face all of this because he realized that the appearance of Alice, the appearance of other superpowers, his so-called development of his own talent, and this series of changes had a profound effect on his life. For him, what it brings is not a sense of happiness, but a kind of bewilderment, but a kind of disillusionment with the past. Then all disappeared.

Of course, what he doesn't want to see is such a result. In fact, Lin Yuan has been working hard to restore the part of himself as an ordinary person, but, like March and the others, like Alice and the others, like Miaoyin and the others, like Ao Xue and the others kept pulling him into this huge and uncontrollable vortex. Lin Yuan found that in this small world, his existence was just a small part of this huge chess game. As a member of this small group, there are too few things he can do. It can even be said that some people think they can change their own destiny, but in the final analysis, this change has nothing to do with it. It's just a hypocritical statement. The changes he wants to make can't actually change any kind of thing, any kind of state, or any kind of choice.

Lin Yuan's pain lies in the fact that he possesses the so-called abilities that the outside world envies. He is said to be so great by outsiders, but his answer is only for those outsiders. In his own eyes, when he is The moment he embarked on this path, he had already fallen into a vortex beyond his control, and this thing had no meaning at all, and it could even be said that it had no value.

He has worked so hard for so long, successfully lived his 30-year-old life into what he is now, and successfully become the psychological counselor he dreamed of being. Appeared, and finally destroyed my peaceful life, why is it said that a peaceful life is not worth doing?This is of course a hypocritical statement, he feels that Xiaoyu's vision is not wrong, she wants and longs for an ordinary life, in fact Lin Yuan longs for an ordinary life.

Lin Yuan's desire, in fact, since the time he was born, he has already clearly known what he wants, what kind of thing it is, Lin Yuan's requirements are actually very low, and the requirements he wants are actually very low. low, so when he spent time doing these things, he discovered before that this is actually an indescribable thing.

In the end, the appearance of Alice and the others destroyed all expectations in this way. He is actually a tragedy now. It can even be said that he found that all this is actually a dream. Lin Yuan feels that if they are still immersed In this sad state, if he can't extricate himself, he actually feels that he might as well choose another life. This so-called choice is not necessarily a bad thing.

He has to think carefully about how far he can do one thing?After all, the truth of this is actually a matter of degree, how long this thing can last is also a matter that cannot be controlled.

(End of this chapter)